CHAPTER 1

Kates POV

I was sitting at the bottom of my bed, in the dark, crying. Again. Feeling worthless. Unloved. useless. Broken. Thinking about all the times Jimmy, my ex, used to beat me up and call me awful things. Telling me, how worthless i am and how no one would ever love me. He stole my heart, broke it, and sat it back on place, telling me deserved it. And i believed him.

If there just was an way to.. End it. End it all.

I feel a new stream of tears coming, thinking about mom.

Mom died a few weeks ago. Car crash. If there was a way i could tell how much i love her, i would rewind it all back, just to tell her how much she means to me.

I remember how mom used to sing to me when i woke up at night, having nightmares. She would always be watching over me, telling me i shouldn't be afraid, and that angels were watching over me.

I lay my head back at the pillow, relaxing about the thought of mom. I could almost hear her whisper to me:

"Angels are watching, Kate. Protecting you. Carring about you. Remember that"

A single last tear crawled down at my chin. The dark, that is there to pull me into a deep sleep, starts to rise over me. But right before im asleep, i feel something on her forehead. Some white,beautiful, bright light, kills my sleepy darkness and everything goes comepletely black.

Deans POV

I was just about to sleep in fore the first time in days, when i just got this weird feeling, you know. But i just shock my head and closed my eyes.

But then i suddenly feel something press down at the other side of the bed.

I slowly opens my eyes, starring at a brown haired girl. I just starre at her.

She freaking came out of no where! Shes asleep, with her hair spreading around her head like a glory. I quickly gets out of the bed, but cant help noticing how beautiful she is. Pull it together Winchester! it could be a demon! i reach out behind me, grabbing a little bottle of holy water, and splash it at her head, expecting it to burn on her face.

Nothing happens.

Well, she does opens her eyes and her green eyes lands on me.

Kates POV

By the feeling of some water being frowned into my face, i opens my eyes. I takes some time to really, really see, what i'm seeing.

JENSEN ACKLES?!

His beautiful face looks at me, with a very confused expression. "Not demon" he murmured.

I just, omg. I quickly sits up, looking confused around. This not my room. I look back at Jensen, locking eyes with him, who still is not saying anything.

"What the heck is going on!?" i say looking at him "is this some kind of joke?"

He reach over to the night table, still locked eyes with me, slowly taking a knife up. I look hypnosed at the knife in his hand, when he slowly reach forward, in my direction. I start backing away.

"What, wait-stop-" i beg him. He just looks at me with a no feelings to be shown.

"JENSEN!" i scream when he takes my arm. He stops and look at me.

"Who is Jensen?" He asked. I say nothing, still with my eyes at the knife. I quickly twist the knife out of his hand before he notice anything. I look amazed at the knife in my hand. How the hell did i do that? He tries to take it back, but i just moved back.

"What the hell are you!?" he burst out "Your not a demon, but that doesn't explain, what you were doing in MY bed!?"

I look at him confused. Demon, his bed. What was going on? And then my eyes lands on his collarbone. Right over his heart. That symbol, that mark that protects you from being possed by a demon. Jensen Ackles didn't have that tattoo'd on his skin, only drawn on when he was acting as...

"Dean"

I don't believe it. Are Dean! standing in front of me!?

"How do you know my name?" he yell at me, right up in my face. I can't help but flinch. I really don't like people yelling, that just scares me, especially when i can smell the alcohol in his breath. His face exspression change when i flinched, but still holds on the subject.

"Because you're Dean Winchester. How the fuck? this can't be happening. 'I'm dreaming. I knew i shouldn't have read so many fanfiction dammit. Classic. Girl drops down in supernatural universe. OMG. thIS CANT BE REAL" i cries out loud.

He just look at me "what are you talking about woman?!" he says still trying to take the knife from me. This cant be real, omg, no, just. How? i tries to take a deep breath but gets really dizzy. i'm having a panic attack. I'm going to die.

"Look" i tell him "this aren't real. Cause, where i'm from, this is a tv-show called Supernatural, and.." i tried to, but can't talk, just trying to focus on my breath. "Relax Kate, just, relax" i tell myself.

"I don't believe you... It can't be real" he announce. I take the knife up to my arm still feeling dizzy, on the edge to panic. "I can sure you that i'm 100 procent human, look, i can show you" i say, slighting, a little too deep, a cut into my arm. Red blood drips out of the wound.

"Okay" he says convinced "but that don't explain, how you just randomly show'd up in my bed!"

"Listen! I don't know anything. This is not supposed to real! it-its not pos-possible.." i'm finding it hard to breath correctly, and my vision is getting blurred. I slowly look down at my arm.

Oh, look i'm bleeding.

I look at the blood dripping down my arm. The wound was deeper than i thought.

I drop the knife.

And the last thing i see before all goes black, is Dean running over to me, then... nothing.

Okaysi! That was the first chapter. Hope you like it so far:) Plz leave a review if you liked it, that would really motivate me! -critism is welcome.

(And also check out my other spn fanfic: Meeting the real deal -Its kind of in the same category as this... i mean about meeting Dean)