SVX: Okay well I had some requests to make a sequel to my songfic "My Lover's Gone" well here it is. It isn't a song fic but it's just a little short thing so you all can check up on Hilde. Okay well here we go!
Duo: Psst Space didn't you forget something!
SVX: No…no I don't think so!
Duo: *Sweatdrops* The disclaimer
SVX: Oh Yeah MAX can you handle that!
MAX: I'm good to go…WE don't own em so don't sew!
SVX: Alright on with the story!
Moving On
(Hilde's POV)
Two years, that's how long he's been gone. My other half, my soul mate, my savior, he was so many things to me. There were nights I thought I would never survive. I'd lie in my bed staring at the ceiling listening to the deafening silence. I would think of how easy it would be to end it all. I tried to kill myself more than once. The first time I didn't cut deep enough, the second I chickened out and stopped the bleeding. The last attempt I almost succeeded, but Quatre found me. All the other pilots are experiencing the same pain I am, but they're stronger than I. They deal with it in their own way, Trowa confides in his sister, Quatre and Wufei both bury themselves in work and Heero…well Heero has me. If it hadn't been for him I would have kept trying to take my life. He helped me deal with Duo's death. I always wondered why he stayed with me, all those long nights he would stay by my bed until I fell asleep because I didn't want to be alone. Duo and Heero had a special bond that I never understood. It was such a close bond…like a friendship or brotherhood but deeper, more complex. I guess when you've been through a war with someone something forms that never breaks. All the Gundam pilots had that bind, some closer than others. So when Duo died I can't imagine how it affected Heero, but we both are managing together somehow. He is the only other man besides Duo I've ever given my heart to, and I thank him for helping me.
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(Heero's POV)
I am new at emotions; I have never felt so many as I have in the past two years. He was the first to bring back my humanity, if only it hadn't been his death. I never knew ones heart could feel such emptiness, but she was my savior. What Duo started she finished. He cracked open something that only she could fill. I wonder if he hadn't died would life be better or worse. I know it is a selfish thought but I always find myself wondering. He had a way of living life to the fullest that when he died it awakened something I buried deep inside me long ago. I tried to love before then but my emotions were still dead and that's why Relena left. She moved on but I didn't. Then Duo died and Hilde was thrust into my arms and I couldn't be more grateful. I am going to spend the rest of my life with her and the only thing I hope for is that Duo understands.
Duo: Can we say SHORT!!!
SVX: Hey shut up your just tiffed that Heero and Hilde are together.
Duo: Please I've got Relena I don't need Hilde!
Hilde: WHAT?!
Duo: Eep! (Runs away as Hilde chases after him with a wooden spoon)
Relena: Hilde STOP don't hurt him….Hilde STOP PLEASE!!
SVX: Oookaaay…well I don't even want to know. Feel free to REVIEW *wink, wink* !