Insanity



Daisuke.
A name can say so much.
An enemy of course.
But what else?
Is it even anything else?
…..yes, it is.
He has such a pretty face.
So innocent and naïve.
He's perfect.
I love him.
Yes…love.
That's what it is.
But he will always be an enemy
never a lover.
Even if he loves me.
It's impossible.
I will always be the Digimon Kaizer
and he will always be a little boy.
Always Daisuke.
But we can be together.
Together.
Yes.
I can make him mine.
His perfect face and beautiful hair.
All of him could be mine.
Truly mine
so no one else could gaze upon his pretty face.
No one but me.
I could keep him forever.
Perfect.
Just as he is now.
He would be beautiful even as he was dying.
And after.
He would be startled.
Of course.
Maybe even scared.
But that moment wouldn't matter.
It would be over in a second.
And I would never hurt him again.
It's what's best for both of us.
Then he will always be mine.
Always perfect.
Always
Daisuke.

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I'd love to take you home with me and tuck you into bed
I'd love to see what makes you tick inside your pretty head
I wish that I could keep you in a precious Chinese box
On Sundays I would pray for you so it would never stop
I'd love to hear you laugh tonight, I'd love to hear you weep
I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep
I'd love to soothe you with my voice and take your hand in mine
I'd love to take you past the stars and out of reach of time
I'd love to see inside your mind, to tear it all apart
To cut you open with a knife and find your sacred heart
I'd love to take your satin dolls and tear them all to shreds
I'd love to mess your pretty hair, I'd love to see you dead

- Boingo "Insanity"