This is my first Thor fanfiction.

WARNING: Underage sex, absuse (mentally and sexually), may contain rape.

I am aware that Thor is older, but, I changed it for the story.

I don't make any type of money from this nor do I own the characters.

Loki couldn't help but to let out a deep sigh of pure aggravation as the cold winter air assaulted his face. With a small curse under his breath he pulled his overly priced coat closer to his petite frame. Dark green eyes skimmed over the blurred faces he passed not one face seemed to stick out and grab his attention. None of them mattered to him. There was only one person possible of grabbing Loki's full attention and that was his beloved Thor. His one and only. Only his.

The list of things Loki was willing to do for his Thor where endless.

Many people would see their relation ship as inappropriate or maybe even disgusting. Seeing as they are brothers. Blood brothers. The blood than ran threw Loki ran threw Thor also. They where one in Loki's mind.

The silence was pierced by the sound of Loki letting out a hack of a cough. The cold air was really getting to him. His feet continued crunching down on the pure snow. The snow was absolutely beautiful spread evenly over the skyscrapers of New York. It was such a shame people would ruin the beautiful image.

A real Kodak moment.

He may have actually taken a photo of it if he had not been in such a rush, all he knew was that he had to get home.

Now.

He began to dart and swerve threw the busy streets, trying not to bump into as many people as possible. A speed walk turned into a jog. The cold air filling his lungs which made him want to get to his apartment faster. As expected his apartment came into view. The apartment building was squashed into the corner of a musty street, clouded with smog from the city below and rain from the clouds above. Loki shoved his pocket into his jean pockets digging for his set of keys. No success.

Shit.

Loki ran a frustrated hand threw his raven hair his pale fingers began to press into his scalp causing pain in his head.

Stay calm he reminded himself.

This time he dug his hang into his hand into his coat searching for any sign of his weeks. His fingers skimmed over the cool metal that was nestled into his deep pockets. He pulled out the chunks of keys and began flipping threw the keys; he brought it to eye lived hurriedly examining all the keys. He picked one out of the bunch that had a red sharpie dot poked in the middle. He jammed the key into the keyhole and began to jiggle the key and the door handle simeltaioniously. A small Click signaled the right to pass. With a forceful push with his good shoulder the door swung open hitting the wall behind which sounded throughout the apartment and down the narrow hallways. With neck breaking speed Loki skimmed through his apartment looking for anything wrong. He spotted nothing. Good.

The apartment reeked over perfume and stale coffee. It was like any other apartment it was three bedrooms (one was a guest bedroom), a nice sized kitchen which was completely re-done. New stainless stainless steal appliances. Granite countertops and a large wooden table sat to the far left. The table was covered with different types of bills and with closer examination he noticed to be a coloring page. Unfinished. With grace Loki made his way through his apartment in search for Thor. He peeped inside of the living room but found no sight of him. The bathroom much like the living room was empty.

Numerous scenarios began to swarm inside of his mind in what could have happened to his angel. Was he abducted? No! Of course not. There was no sign of forced entry and the house was just the way he left it. With a quickened pace he began to peep inside of the two bedrooms. Empty. There was only one room left.

A clammy hand made its way to the rusty door knob with a turn of the knob Loki couldn't help but breathe a gasp of what exactly he saw.

Thor lay across the Queen Size bed with his left hand grazing the cold wooden floor. His sandy blonde hair surrounded his face in light curls which lay spread out on the soft pillow case. Skin stretched tightly over almond shaped eyes and high cheekbones. His thin pink lips where twitching as if he where saying something but it came out slurred with sleep. Much to Loki's pleasure he was shirtless.

His chest rose and fell with a constant rate. His body had slight Goosebumps on them from the coldness from the room. Loki's eyes wandering down his brother's body without the slightest bit of shame. His body was quite appealing. Slightly tan skin, flat smooth stomach, well deforming muscles and lets not forget what was between his thighs. Loki's green orbs looked down on the sleeping form of his brother with lust growing deep within them.

"He's such an angel. Sweet Jesus" he said under his breath.

Loki began to trail his fingers down Thor's cherubic face tracing every curve his face had. Growing more hungry for more he began to trail his whole hand down his chest liking the feel of his skin below his fingers.

"He's perf-"Loki began only to be cut off my a certain sound which came from below.

"Hmm?"

Sapphire blue clashed with forest green. Thor blinked once, twice and a third time looking up at the face that was a little to close for comfort. Loki's face was merely inches away from his breathing down on the bridge of his nose.

A harsh cough filled the air which let Thor breathe a sigh of release when Loki moved away not wanting to cough on him. Sighing slightly Thor leaned up so his head lay resting on the plush pillows supporting him. Once Loki's coughing fit died down he reached his hand out and brushed his fingers tips on Thor's forehead.

"Where you asleep? Did I wake you up? My apologies." Loki said.

"Yes, I decided to take a nap while you where gone".

A loud laugh was Loki's response.

"What did I tell you about naps? You sleep much to long! You can sleep when I return." His voice was starting to grow deeper and louder.

"I-I'm so sorry, I was just so tired! I won't to it again. I promise"

Loki looked down at his brother with a hold glare his eyes where cold and calculating. He let out a sigh as he rested his rump down on the bed avoiding Thor's long legs. He turned his body so he could get a better view of the angel. With a come hither movement Thor scrambled into Loki's awaiting lap.

Strong arms engulfing him closer than thought possible. Loki smelt of colleague and a smell that Thor could not pin point exactly. A mix between sweat and something sweet. The blonde rested his head in the crook of the man's swan like neck. It seemed like time was everlasting when Thor was held like that.

"Are you hungry?"

"Yes. Can I maybe have some cake today? I haven't had some in a long time!" He said in a whiny voice.

"You know that I don't allow any type of sweets in my home. Why would you even ask when you know I would deny you any cake? You know those sweets are no good for you!"

Loki craned his neck to get a better look at the blonde as he started to pout. Very childish.

"I don't mean to upset you but you know I don't want you eating anything that is full of fat and sugars. Now please, relax. I will get you some food in a couple minutes."

The growling in the pit of his stomach made him realize just how hungry he actually was. Well, that's what eating toddler portioned food does to you, especially when you're at the age of seventeen. Loki's hands began to climb its way up Thor's bare chest.

Thor began to look around the room trying to ignore the hand that made its way up his skin. The hand was ice cold and seemed to explore every part of his chest. He bit down on his lip trying not to cry out in pain as Loki began to toy with his nipple. His nails dug into the soft tissue occasionally tugging at the now angry skin. A soft hum came from deep within Loki's chest as he enjoyed toying with the younger man below him. Thor could not help but to start trashing in Loki's vice grip much like a toddler would do.

"Loki! Please, stop. It hurts so much!" The trashing was now becoming violent.

Before Thor could continue his temper tantrum Loki managed to lay Thor over his knobby knees. Thor's head skimmed the cold ground below while his bottom was perched in the air slightly. Nothing could have prepared Thor for exactly what came next. A hand gripped his cotton night pants, pooling them down to his ankles. Now his smooth butt was bare.

"Loki, what did-"

Slap!

The same cold hand from before was the same one that pulled back and gave a hard swat on his rump. Loki looked down to admire the now reddening skin. Perfect. A loud intake of breath was the only sound that Thor was capable of making.

"You must learn some manners."

"I don't wa-"

Slap!

The same pain from a few moments again was starting up. His bottom was now turning a crimson shade of red and from the hardness of the slap would surely leave bruises. Thor once more opening his mouth to protest but was cut off by a nice swat to his bottom. The slaps where becoming more constant, not even the slightest pausing.

Slap!

Slap!

"If you cry out once more I will keep going."

Thor had no choice but to bite down on his lips trying to hold back every sound that threatened to escape. His usual soft pink lips where now turning a mixture of red and purple. Blood was being to pool in his mouth from biting down on his abused lips so hard. It was a total of 5 minutes before Loki decided that Thor had enough. With a soft sigh he began to rub circles into the younger mans back.

"Come lay back down". He ordered in a honey slick voice.

Thor did just that. He didn't dear to pull up his pants or else that would cause much more pain. He simply layed face down on the sheets and let tears slide down his cherubic face.

"Lay here while I return with some food".

Thor didn't bother looking over his shoulder to make sure that Loki had actually left the room. Once he guessed he left he let it all out. Angry sobs where now pouring out of him, he couldn't stop them. He closed his eyes and let his head sink further into the pillow ignoring the pain he was feeling. Not just physical put but also emotional. For as long as he could rember it was always him and Loki. At the age of eight is when Thor's life took a toll for the worst.