Hey, here's a little one-shot. I like doing song fics and this is one of them. Man, I hate being sick.
Song: Words- Skylar Grey
Hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own Kickin it. Or this song.
…Words…
It's been a year or two since I've moved away from Seaford. I miss everyone there, especially Jack Anderson. I was really close to confessing to him about how much I love him. Sadly, the words couldn't come out.
People say actions speak louder than words. I didn't have the confidence for that though. He doesn't know how I feel about him and I probably won't know if he likes me back or not.
Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore
I feel so empty without him. Such a cocky, handsome, meltable hazel-eyed brunette. Salty water of my eyes start to well up. My mother told me that I shouldn't cry over a boy. I can't stay strong anymore. My mother died cause of cancer. My dad died cause of a car crash. I feel too weak now. My friends are well I don't know what they're doing or how they're doing.
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
Always talking shit
Took your advice and did the opposite
Just being young and stupid
I haven't been all that you could've hoped for
But if you held on a little longer
You'd have had more reasons to be proud
Jack always gave me advice and helped me through whatever problem I was going through. He's always there for me. But being the stubborn self I am I do the exact opposite, saying that I can take care of myself when really I just can't. I just try to be independent but I fail and then he saves me. He's my prince charming. My knight in shining armor. Milton, Eddie, Jerry, and Rudy help me too but Jack's the one who helps me the most.
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore
It's so loud in my head
With words that I should've said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words
I really regret moving. Not being able to say the words I've wanted to say to him for so long. I have new friends but they're not as special and extraordinary as my Seaford friends. I have never had an actual relationship yet. Why? I don't love anyone else. Only Jack. My first love. I wish he could hear me. So much distance between us. I always imagined how it would be like with us and our happy ending.
The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening cause I want you to know
It's so loud in my head
With words I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Through the clear rainy window, I saw a glimpse of brunette hair. I stare and look closely then I open my window, not caring about the rain, and get a closer look. It's Jack!
"Open your eyes Kim! The movie's over! Wake up!" He yelled.
"But my eyes are open…. there open… there open" I said.
Then I actually opened my eyes. Oh, thank god it was just a dream. I'm panting slightly. I gotta confess before it becomes too late.
"Kim you know you sleep talk" Jack teased. Typical him.
"Shut up, but that's not important. I have something to tell you that I've been dying to say for a while now." I replied back.
"Okay what is it?" He questioned.
"Well… I-I..uh l-love… y-you?" I said but it came out more like a question.
"Aww wittle Kwimmy is telling me she loves me" He teased. I blushed of course.
"Jack, I'm not lying, it's true. I'm not messing around I promise you. Guess that was a big mistake if this is your reply." I said with a serious tone. I start getting up as I was saying that. A hand grabbed mine and pulled me back down onto my seat.
Pair of lips connected to mine. A soft kiss was planted on my lips. Okay that sounded weird. I kiss back. Just a gentle kiss. I found out it was Jack who kissed me. My eyes went wide after I realized who it was.
"Uh.. ub… huh?" I stuttered. I couldn't find the words.
"I love you too Kimmy." He said.
Once I got home, I was smiling like an idiot.
He loves me back.
Finished! Oh read my halloween story The Writer Vs The Demon. Chapter 2 will be the start.
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