I try to look up
I try to be brave
But what can I do
when my friends're dying
on my arms?
This is the easy part
Go and kill people
Because I am a soldier
Who never feels fear
I have no peace
I've almost forgot the whole word
I see my friends, brothers
Them, who survived tonight
This moment
And I can't think that
That someone will be dead tomorrow
Or next moment
I don't feel cold anymore
I can't feel hurt
They think it's because I'm a soldier
I'm here to save my country
And I don't care about myself
Yeah
That was the way I used to think
When I enlisted
They don't fucking know
…
Now I know better.