Hello, mr. Ackerman.

It's been awhile since I last spoke or wrote to you. I can only hope you're still so magnificent and handsome. Many years has passed since… since we were together.

Sometimes, as now, I really miss you. It's not the beer, nor the vodka. I guess it's my heart and the big void you left. My heart is still in your hands and my soul never returned to me.

Levi, you were so… expensive. Spending time with you was everything I've ever wanted. Falling asleep and waking up next to you was like a gift. I never really thought of you leaving me, but I guess you eventually got tired of me. I don't blame you. I couldn't give you anything at all. You had your hard past, you had your troubles. I was just a burden to you and I never wanted to make you feel obligated to pay attention to me.

I didn't cry when you left at first, but now that you're married hurts. I had no idea why you left me. I knew you grew cold to be but I never suspected it was because you had feelings for Captain Erwin Smith. I understand now. Strong men always need another strong one to rely on. I was just a crybaby. I'm happy for you. I really am. I hope he makes you happy and gives you all the smiles and good moments I took from you and stole for myself.

Levi Ackerman, you're exceptional. I'm glad I had you in my life.

I'll always love you.
Eren Jaeger

The brown haired man licked the top of the letter, put the writing paper in it and kissed it softly. He had absolutely realized that he had the world in his hands and he wasted it. He has jealous, insecure, scared and so on. Well, with his rocks on his head. He lost everything – his family, sister, friends. He lost his most precious lover and now no matter what he does, he knows their relationship is long dead. Levi is married, happy. He's more successful than he ever was. Erwin is giving him everything he could possibly need.

Eren laughed softly and brokenly. He went to the post, licked the mark and put the letter in the box. That's the last thing he'll ever send to Levi.

How little did he knew that this was his last day.