So I´m still processing what happened last night. We were filming a scene at the Brew and it involved kissing. Kissing the one guy I have been having a crush on since he first walked into the audition room. When he looked at me with his big ´bleen´ eyes and his half smile. That was the moment I developed a weakness for him, a weakness that I would still feel 10 years later.
I couldn´t hold this feeling any longer, the feeling that the only kiss I would ever get was on set with several cameras spinning around us, so I told him. After a couple minutes of silence and me losing all my faith, he said it back. Those 3 little words that I was craving to hear since we met. He looked me in the eyes and said it again, this time with more depth than a few seconds ago. I couldn´t believe it, two minutes ago I still thought I would lose him forever. But now, I couldn´t feel closer to him. He gently took my face in his hands and he put his lips on mine. I could feel him slowly opening his mouth and I pulled back. I didn´t want it to happen in a parking lot, I wanted it to be special. I kissed him on his cheek while I wished him goodnight. He understood.