Heres a brand new fanfic, came up with it randomly, might turn out to be good might not.i think i know where its going might completely change though tell me what you think, if i should continue or just delete and cut my losses. PLZ R&R, please be kind. Sadly i own nothing of Twilight.

Please Don't Forget Me

The very moment I became of vampire I became aware of her. I didn't know hername or even what she looked like, but I knew deep done that I needed to find her. Even after I had explained all of this to a man called Carlisle, he didn't believe me, said I was imagining things, that neither vampires nor humans can sense someone the way I sensed her. He taught me how to live, how to survive, how to remain as human as possible, even though with each second I could feel it slipping away.

The memories of my mother, of my helpless little sister. At first I wondered what had happened to them. When I asked Carlisle I could tell he didn't want to tell me when all of a sudden I heard him speak, but in a way it wasn't him, it seemed remote somehow.

How do I tell him they're dead? He might take it badly.

"Why do you talk as though I am not present." I asked him, truly wanting him to be lying. But even as I thought that I felt less and less grief as my vampire instincts took some more of my past.

How did he hear that? I hadn't said that aloud had I? I must be losing my touch.

"Stop! Why do you talk like you don't think I can here you? Tell me the truth, are they dead?"

Hmm… peculiar Edward why don't you have a seat?

"I will but then you must tell me." I asked knowing I was sounding a bit like a common beggar on the street.

"Well I think you have a special power that allows you to read people's or other vampires in my case. When I asked you to sit down I had not asked you with my words but with my mind and you responded."

"So your saying I can read anyone's mind, anytime?" As began to feel more and more excited at this prospect, for surely it would help me find her, whoever she is.

"Edward, first I must ask. Do you truly wish to know what has happened to your family?"

"My family?" I was confused at first before it all came back.

"What's wrong with me? Why am I forgetting them?"

"Ok Edward you must take all that remains of your memories and imagine them being put in a box and not released. Can you do that?

"Yes, they've stopped moving around but why was I losing them?"

"Our bodies or at least what's left of them have a mechanism that I can only guess is to help us with the change from human to vampire. You tend to forget about those most dear to you."

No I can't!! What if I forget her, and she needs me. I can't forget!!

"Does this only effect past memories or present ones too?" I asked hoping beyond anything not to lose her. If I did I wasn't sure I would survive.

"In my experience only past memories. All of the memories you make from the time that you become a vampire are completely safe. You however need to make a choice. As I have kept you away from humans you have not been feeling your need for them. I guess you could say I was a bit of an oddity. While most vampires drink from human beings, I refuse to be that type of a monster and feed only on animals. It does not completely get rid of the thirst but it does help."

"What does this have to do with me?" I was feeling very confused not a feeling I much liked.

"I would like to know if you would like to stay with me and form a coven of sorts. We would only drink from animals. It is entirely your choice but I ask you to consider you choice very seriously."

"I-I think I will stay with you, for now at least, if you could but help me with something. I know you think I am imagining something, but I feel a pull towards someone, and I know I need to find her. I feel a great fear whenever I think of her out by herself, exposed to the world."

"Do you truly believe this mystery girl exists? You are sure it is not just your mind trying to soften the blow of such traumas happening to you? I have seen it happen before in humans when they go through a truly traumatic experienced, and being changed is about as traumatic as you get."

"Yes I'm most sure. I need to find her. If I don't…I just really need to find her."

"Edward I will help you search but please understand there is a chance for disappointment, if we do not find her."

"I would handle all the disappointments in the world as long as I am to find her."