Unscripted. I know this was like 3 years ago but I just really want to post a fanfic about Jayma and Matt's reaction after the unscripted Kiss

Omniscient POV

It was the last day of filming for Season one. Who knew that a show about a bunch of singing misfits would go this far. Jayma was very happy that she would finally get 8 hours of sleep most of the time. Maybe rarely but she could have them on some days. Despite this, she was also very sad about leaving. Though Glee was signed up for another two seasons, summer was way too long for her not to see the people she considered family. Especially a certain Matthew Morrison. She bit her lip as she thought about it. This things she has for the curly-haired man was just a crush. Not true love, she was deeply in love with her husband. Well that was what she kept on saying.

Matt parked his car in the studios for the last time for a couple of months. Walking to his trailer he greeted his fellow cast members. But there was one certain red head who was missing.

Where could Jayma be? You have to stop this Matt. you can't look for her every day. Why are you so protective of her? This thing you have for her, it's just your hormones. She is a very beautiful woman. Stop it! She's married. Matt had said to himself.

Soon enough the two had met awkwardly shaking hands.

"So how's John Stamos been going? I'm kinda jealous you know." Matt joked.

"Oh don't be, we barely even had a scene together." Jayma blushed as Matt was jealous. "I only found out a few days ago and I haven't really had a conversation with the guy. And Matt Morrison jealous? When did that ever happen?" Jayma added followed by a giggle.

"Wha-"

"Jayma! Matt! You're scene is up. You guys better get going cause this is the last scene and we're through with season one!" Ian shouts.

"I better get going. I have to be the germ obsessed guidance councilor who you're madly in love with." Jayma giggled.

If she only knew. If she only knew that I love her. But there's no point in telling her, she's a happily married woman. For Pete's sake they've been together for 3 years and times 7 in Hollywood! Matt thought. He knew he had no chance on getting the beautiful red head to fall in love with him.

Matt proceeded to the stairs where he catches Emma get mad at Principal Figgins. It was when Brad whispered Kiss her when he turned back.

"What?" Matt whispered.

"Kiss Jayma. After your lines kiss her. It's going to be great Matt, but if it doesn't work out, we'll cut it so no pressure." Brad explained.

"No pressure? Jayma's going to kill me after this!"

"Don't worry Matt she's too kind to even think of that.''

"Ok, I'll do it. For the Wemma fans."

"Good you got the message." Brad whispered back. The writer knew what the two didn't want to admit. And that was, like the characters, they were slowly falling for one another. They just didn't want to admit it. Jayma being married and Matt being a gentleman to not ruin the marriage. This kiss was going to make them admit to each other that yes, they are in love. Brad had no intention of ruining Jayma's marriage what so ever but true love can never go to waste. Why let go of the person you love when she's standing right before you?

Soon Matt was walking down Jayma's way. He had delivered his lines thoroughly and Jayma did as well.

And as he was told he cupped her face in the left side so that the kiss would be seen on camera. Jayma's eyes were confused. Her big doe eyes looking at him intently. And in one swift motion he captured her lips in his. She was stiff, but he didn't want to end it just yet. It was so overwhelming, for the first time he got to kiss her without her knowing. Matt savored the moment but he was confused when she started to kiss him back. He didn't know if this was because she thought about the characters or because she really wanted to.

Their kiss was interrupted by Lea or Rachel in this situation. Matt pulled away and looked at Jayma. She was still as confused as ever. The moment he walked away with Lea, Jayma wanted to run after him. Get all the questions answered. Why did he kiss her? It wasn't scripted, she knew that for sure. Deciding against it, she walked out of set as soon as they let her, not waiting for Matt or any one else come.

She was over ruled by her emotions. It had felt good, acting on her true self and not as Emma for a kissing scene with Matt. She thought that maybe, just maybe that when she kissed him back out of her own free will that it was the right thing to do. But she quickly snapped out of it as soon as her mind brought her to reality, she was married to a handsome Brit who she loves. She had to get the pleasure of that kiss out of her head.

Though she failed to admit it even to herself, Matt was somewhere down in her heart. He was special.

When Matt had turned back, the red head was no where in sight. He didn't want her to get mad at him for the rest of summer just because he followed Brad's orders, even if he himself wanted to do it. He ran to Jayma's trailer and was happy to see that she hadn't left yet.

He sighed "Jay, can we please talk?" Matt asked behind the door.

Jayma didn't know how to respond. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath as she opened the door. "Hi." She silently said.

"Jay, I know you're not easy on seeing me after I just kissed you but Brad told me to do it and I couldn't disagree. I'm sorry I didn't tell you and I was a jerk for not doing anything about it. I know that you're married and you love Adam so much and it might cause you two to fight if he didn't know that you would be kissing me today. And 'm sorry Jayma. I'm so sorry. I just can't let you leave here without knowing the full truth." He explained.

"Woah, Woah." Jayma says holding his broad shoulders to calm him. All her questions had been answered. "Thank you Matt. And I'm not mad at you, I figured you wouldn't kiss me if no one told you." Jayma looked down. She hoped that Matt did it upon instinct but maybe she was wrong. Maybe he didn't want it as much as she wanted him to.

Matt saw the sadness in her features. What was she thinking? Maybe she was sad because she thought you wanted to kiss her on your own free will, but you just told her you didn't, which was a complete lie. You love the woman standing before you.

"I gotta go Matt. Adam's waiting for me at home." She says getting her purse.

"I love you Jayma." Matt said out of the blues. Jayma looked back in shock.

"I'm sorry Matt. I have to go." She reasoned. Her lower lip trembling. "I gotta go." She whispered again. Matt stood side ways so that she could pass. He once again let her walk away from him.

When she was far enough from Matt she turned back to see him looking back at her tears finding it's way down his cheek. She stopped. "I love you." she whispered looking at him.

Matt's eyes widen. But as Jayma turned back again he slumped down on the stairs to her trailer his face buried on his hands. He wasn't sure if she really did say the three words he's been longing to hear from her. He thought that it was just his mind fooling with him when she walked away. For once, he wished summer would just pass by, that fall would make its way, that Jayma say those three words. But right now, he didn't know if those were even possible.

Jayma slowly made her way to her car. "I love you, I love you, I love you Matt. I'm so sorry I can't tell you that but I love you." She whispered hoping he was there to hear it. But no, no one was there but her. For once in her life, she finally admitted to herself that she was truly, madly, deeply in love with The Matthew Morrison, with her co-star, her best friend.

But what Jayma also knew is that her feelings had to be bottled up, it wasn't wrong to love him, but it also wasn't right. She is the married one. And she knew she couldn't let go of it. She loves Matt but well, right now wasn't the right time to do so. Someday, someday they would love each other, no judgement just love.

Matt walked back to his own trailer, not wanting his fellow co-stars to see him in such a state. He wiped the tears away and started to pack his things. He caught sight of his phone in which he saw a picture of Jayma fooling around with him. He once again sat down on his couch and started to cry. He wanted to tell her everything. He opened his laptop and started to compose an email to Jayma.

Jayma,

This day was very confusing for the both of us. You know that I love you Jayma. What you don't know is how much I love you. I would sacrifice everything for you. I know that you're married, I know that you're happy and that I'm no where to interfere with your relationship but Jayma seeing you, knowing you, loving you, it was the best thing that ever happened to my life. You are my sunshine, you're the reason I want to go to work every day. I know it's hard Jay. I would risk my reputation for you. Everything. I don't want just one kiss to ruin us. But I also don't regret it though someone told me to do it, I wanted to. I want to kiss you every single time I see you. I know it's not the right time for us to love each other but you have to know that I'll be waiting for you. It feels like we're in a Will/Emma situation. I know that you feel the spark I feel when we kiss or have an intimate scene. I'm not forcing you to anything, I just want you to know how much you mean to me. I can't wait to see you in Fall. I love you Jayma, I'm in love with you, I will wait for you. Till we meet again.

P.S. You're so beautiful, oh wait you're more than that. You're the most amazing person in the whole world. Jay, you're the best. I don't want to loose you. You know I was such a fool to have let you go when we first met, when you weren't married. I could imagine what could have happened if I didn't. I could be the man you get mad at when I interrupt you in meetings or in work. You would have been a wonderful bride Jayma. I'm not giving up on you, I never Will.

-A certain man who is Madly ,deeply in love with you. Matt Morrison

Matt wiped the tears away as he put his laptop back on his bag. Sighing he leaves paramount to get some much needed sleep.

Jayma's phone buzzed, there was an email from Matt. It was already late night when he sent it and Adam was sleeping tightly beside her.

After she had read the message silent tears were falling from her eyes.

"Jay what's wrong?" Adam said in his British accent.

"Nothing."

"Why are you crying my baby gingaloid?" Adam asks.

"I'm just going to miss Glee that's all." She lied.

"Ok, go to sleep now, I have a surprise for you in the morning." Adam says, she smiles weakly and puts her phone down.

All she wanted now was to see Matt and tell him she loves him. Tell him all her feelings, but she couldn't. How could she even think of betraying a man as sweet, kind and loving as Adam. He was the guy to be with.

She sighs and goes to bed, hoping that someday, someday she would be Matt's. Someday they could finally love each other.