Disclaimer: I do not own the fosters or any of the fosters character even if I wish i did.

Mariana pov- I couldn't hear anything. People say when your about to die you see you life flash before your eyes. Well it was a little different for me I was stuck in this one memory. I was watching little me and little Jesus on the ground hugging each other. I had bruises all over my face and Jesus was trying to get me to stop crying. It was our first foster home and It was bad. Our step father would hit us if we wouldn't get him something or did something wrong. Suddenly the image changed and It was dark. I was in a closet and I could hear Jesus yelling. I didn't know what was going on until I heard my foster dads voice. Suddenly I heard a glass break and someone fall. When the door opened it was Jesus and he grabbed my hand forcing me to follow him. We ran right out side and into an ally near the house we were staying at. He looked me in the eyes and pulled me into a hug. What I saw next was what really scared me I saw Jesus dead. Just the thought made me start crying. I wanted my brother but as soon as the thought crossed my mind everything went black. "I wish Jesus could hold me right now I was so scared why was I here." I thought. Suddenly I was pulled out of the darkness by a voice.
"Mariana open your eyes" the voice was a very familiar voice
" mom" I whispered
Everything was happening so fast.
Suddenly I wasn't seeing little me and Jesus. I was in a car accident and I saw glass all around me and blood but who's blood mine, Ana , or Jesus. Just the thought of Jesus being hurt made me scared.
I saw my my mom standing over me and I
I tried to talk but it came out as a whimper as a wave of pain came over me. Every inch of my body was boiling with pain.
" shhhh it ok babe just sit tight help is on the way" my mom told me with tears flowing from her eyes . Her body was shaking and I knew something was wrong.
" Jesus" was all I was able to say as everything became blurry. My eyes grew heavy and I no longer could stay awake. The darkness had returned.
Stef pov-
When I got the call to the accident I didn't know how bad it was.

When I got to the scene both cars had been wrecked.
When I saw Brandon's car I remembered I let Ana take the twins home.

My stomach sank when I saw Jesus head hanging out the window.
I rushed over screaming his name tears already pouring down my eyes were wide open and his chest wasn't rising.

My hand were shaking as I felt for a body began shaking violently as I kept searching for a pulse but couldn't find one
My baby wasn't breathing and I have no Idea what to do
" Jesus" I screamed as I shook his shoulders
The other cop at the scene grabbed my arms and looked me in the eyes.

" he is gone Stef" he said almost about to cry himself.
I started hyperventilating my son was dead.
My little baby boy was dead.
When the other cop hugged me was when I saw her my other baby Mariana
I broke away from his grasp and ran the the car.
I flung open the door and climbed into the back seat.

She was laying across the back seat blood coming from multiple places.
What I saw made my heart stopped
There was a large piece of glass stuck in her abdomen and blood soaked her grey army sweatshirt .

Her shoulder looked like it was dislocated And she had a huge cut on the side of her head.

I felt for her pulse and it was so fragile at first I thought it wasn't there.
As soon as I felt her pulse I screamed her name "Mariana! Mariana open your eyes "
Her eyes started to flutter open
When she saw me she whispered something but I had no idea what she said.
She tried to say something else but instead she let out a whimper of pain
" just sit tight" I said as more tears came " help is on the way"
" Jesus"
Her voice was fragile.
When her eyes started to close I got so scared
I screamed for help.

Almost instantly a paramedic was by my side Helping my baby while the other one was pulling me out of the car.
" we are going to help her but you have to move"
Instantly they got to work.
When I saw my two baby's in that car I began to feel dizzy and fell to the floor.
Why? Why did this happen? I tried to get up again but the cop from before made me sit back down.

" my baby" I whispered as more paramedics came to the scene. They instantly went over to Jesus checking for a pulse and hooking up a machine to see if there was a heart beat.
When the man shook his head at the woman I knew my Jesus was gone .
I covered my mouth with my hand and instantly I felt like I couldn't breath.
I was frozen I couldn't move.
Everything was happening so fast the paramedics working on Mariana were yelling back and fourth.

I hadn't even thought about About anyone else in the accident all that mattered was my babies.
Once they loaded Mariana on to the ambulance I finally snapped out of my frozen state. I watched as they placed a black bag over the top of Jesus's name body and put him in another ambulance on the way to the hospital morgue . Before I could even try to get on an ambulance to go with my kids they had left. I rushed to my car and instantly started it , hitting the sirens and pulling away from the seen. " I have to call Lena" I whispered as more sobs racked through my body. I
My hand were shaking as I reached for my phone in the middle console of my squad car and called my wife.

So that was chapter one! Next chapter is going to be what was happening at the house with Lena Callie and Jude while Stef was at the scene with Mariana and Jesus. Also I know I didn't say anything about Ana but Stef only cared about her baby's right now. Please review and let me know what you think all thoughts are really helpful and if anyone has any idea feel free to share!