Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING. thank you

The lights go out all around me

One last candle to keep out the night

And then the darkness surrounds me

I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died

And all that's left is to accept that it's over

My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made

I try to keep warm but i just grow colder

I feel like i'm slipping away

I could feel him as he stood behind me, his warm breath on my neck. I heard him whisper words that both confused and shocked me. Then a pain in my neck, the feeling of drifting off into a dreamless sleep. I could still feel the tears running down my face before i fell into darkness

'Sasuke'

After all this has passed, i still will remain

After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today,

Someday i'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

I woke the next morning to two messengers and a fresh batch of tears ran down my face as I remembered what happened. I could still here your words echoing inside my head. 'thank you' Those words confused me more then anything.I knew that while at that moment my heart was broken but just like all wounds it would heal in time. Crying wont help, but i still cried many more times after that.

My whole world is the pain inside me

The best i can do is just get through the day

When life before is only a memory

I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place

And though i can't understand why this happened

I know that i will when i look back someday

And see how you've brought beauty from ashes

And made me as gold purified through these flames

I remember the pain i felt day after day, the feeling of knowing that no matter how hard Naruto and I tried,you would never come back to me. I made Naruto promise to bring you back to me, but we both knew it would never happen. Memories haunted my dreams turning to nightmares. Some nights I would lay awake at night and would ask my self why kami let me go through this.

After all this has passed, i still will remain

After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today,

Someday i'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

I know I will understand someday and that i will be made better in time. i will move on and become the women i was meant to be. that day may not be today but it will come.

Here i am, at the end of me

Tryin to hold to what i can't see

I forgot how to hope

This night's been so long

I cling to Your promise

There will be a dawn

I remember being ready to give up, to quit, but i continued holding onto the hopeless dream that someday, once I was stronger, you would love me and come back. I eventually gave up hope but continued on with my training. The days seemed to last longer and years went by slower. I clinged to Naruto's Promise...even though I knew it would never happen.

After all this has passed, i still will remain

After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today,

Someday i'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

Now that I know who I am, I know i dont need tocling tohopeless dreams.I no longer love you. Thanks to you I am now a successful and powerful konoichi and medical ninja. The pain you caused me made me into someone beautiful. You brought beauty from my pain.