Hiya! So I know I haven't updated my other 2 stories but I'm having a lack of interest and a bit of writers block with them. I've got a second chapter started for my Naruto story but it's not complete. Might have a look at that soon :)
I decided to try some word prompts with this I'm not saying I'll do like 100 different ones but I will try getting more than one chapter! This prompt is called Silence and It's a Renji X Byakuya but no major warnings as its not a sexual scene only Boy X Boy kissing. So only minor warning.
**WARNING**
Male X Male Kissing Scene, Don't Like, Don't Read.
**WARNING**
The silence was unbearable.
It was awkward...
It was uncomfortable...
It wasn't usually like this...
Why was it so uncomfortable?
Usually we would both quietly be doing paper work. He was. I was...though not much...
It was part of the normal routine...
Sitting in an uncomfortable and awkward silence...
That wasn't.
Of course I didn't know if he felt the same way about this silence but surely he must sense some of the awkwardness that now settled between us.
Sighing, I recalled how this awkwardness came around.
*****FLASHBACK*****
There he was, sat, meditating under the sakura trees. The blossoms floating down, settling around and on his form. The sun was reflecting off his kenseikan headpieces. The breeze was gently lifting his hair and wafting his ShihakushÅ. No backing out now.
I walked quickly and quietly up to him trying to hide my reiatsu as much as possible. Although I thought it would be useless I decided to continue hiding it.
I knelt down in front of him, not a twitch of reaction so far...
I lent towards him and...
Kissed Him.
I kissed Byakuya Kuchiki.
I, Renji Abarai KISSED Byakuya Kuchiki...
I must have a death wish.
As soon as our lips met I received a reaction from him, finally. I hadn't realized he had been in his Inner World with his Zanpaktou spirit. So deeply meditating he hadn't noticed my poorly hidden reiatsu
A gasp and my tongue pushes into his mouth, playing with his own. Grey eyes shoot open to meet mine.
Then...He closes them and...deepens the kiss! He pushes back against me, my own eyes fluttering closed. I've dreamed of this moment so many times I'm beginning to think this is all a dream...and just like in every dream I've had of Byakuya...
I push It further.
My right hand lifts to cup the back of his neck, tilting it to a better angle.
The other I use to brace myself against the tree behind.
Byakuya then leans back, a hand appearing from under his clothes the support his weight while leaning at such an angle. I push harder for the last few seconds of air I have left then break away with a gasp of air. That's when It all came crashing back.
I'd finally kissed him, he'd kissed me back and hadn't killed me. Opening my eyes to meet his grey ones I was stunned to see him leaning forward to try catching my lips again. I moved my arm away and sat back on my heels, knees on the floor, my face still close to his. We he finally opened his eyes he looked flustered and embarrassed. A slight pink hue, dusting both our cheeks as we quietly panted for air, looking at each other. After a few more seconds the panting stopped and his usual neutral face replaced his beautiful blush and nearly hooded eyes.
"Abarai. What do you think your doing?" He asked in a flat tone.
"I...I'm sorry." I kissed him quickly on the cheek and flash stepped away.
*****END FLASHBACK*****
I raised my eyes up to meet his. Oops.
Quickly looking away I felt the atmosphere in the room change. It shifted to bearable awkward. To unbearable awkward.
"Abarai, Are you going to explain you actions yesterday?" He ask in his usual bored tone.I wasn't expecting that. Because of that I now had not prepared an answer and decided to act like I hadn't heard him. It was risky but better than tell him the real reason why.
"Abarai...Answer the question." I looked up to meet his stern gaze.
"...I can't" I muttered.
"And why ever not?" He questioned.
"Because you'll want to kill me..." I said quietly
"Fine...I swear on my clans name that I won't now or ever kill you...Will you tell me now Abarai?"
I couldn't help but gape at that promise. Byakuya never would swear on his clan to promise something unless he really did mean it. I decided to play it safe. Silently I placed all my finished papers in a pile, my ink and brush in my desk draw and stood, collecting my Zanpaktou. I walked quickly to the door and as I just stepped through to leave I stopped and turned to face him.
"I kissed you...because I love you." I walked through the door, slid it shut with a thud and released the breath I didn't know I had been holding and started back to my apartment. Leaving Byakuya to his thoughts..
Japanese Translations:
ShihakushÅ : This is the clothes that shinigami wear
So what you think? Please press that lovely button below! Next chapter up...whenever...I don't write often. :/
