I may
seem like the life of the party
Cause
I tell a joke or two
Although
I'm laughin' loud and hearty
Deep
inside I'm blue
Tonight
I've so far done well keeping my emotions inside. I can't let Hilde see
the pain of missing her. Why did she have to leave?
Flashback>
"Duo,
I can't see you any more," she said.
"What!?
Why!?" I was worried, scared, and angry all at once. I couldn't move as
she walked up to me, kissed me, and left.>
So take
a good look at my face
You'll
see my smile looks out of place
If you
look closer it's easy to trace
The
tracts of my tears
I wish I
could tell Duo how much I miss him, but Mom and Dad said no to me ever
talking to a gundam pilot again. I've cried and cried , it doesn't change
a thing.
Flashback>
"That's
not fair I love him!" I sreamed at my folks.
"You can't
just love soldier, especially not a reckless one," replied my mother.
I ran to
my room and wept for two days, yet they wouldn't change their minds.>
Baby,
baby
I need
you, need you
I need
you, need you
I hope she
never knows how heartbroken I am.
Flashback>
"Come
on eat, shower, sleep, go crazy just stop staring at her picture," said
Heero.
"I can't,"
I replied. "She was my hope and drive in life. Even Howard couldn't do
anything."
"Well,
I can and will. Are you ready for a bath?"
"Whatever.">
Since
you left me, if you see me with another guy
Lookin'
like I'm havin' fun
Although
he maybe cute
He's
just a substitute
Because
you're the only one
Here I am
dancing with this Jack guy my parents got; but my minds on Duo. I can't
feel close to anyone even when he's not around me.
Flashback>
"Come
down here now, Hilde Kate!" yelled mother.
"Yes, ma'am,"
I said as I climbed out of the big tree in our yard. We had climbed together.
Mom took me to the mall to meet new guys.
"Hilde,
what's the matter with you? You've been distant all day," said Mom even
though she knew why.>
So take
a good look at my face
You'll
see my smile looks out of place
If you
look closer it's easy to trace
The
tracts of my tears
Why am I
here with Catherine? If she notices too she may tell Hilde how sick I look
and that I've been crying.
Flashback>
"Duo,
you look sad. What happened?" asked Quatre.
"He broke
up with Hilde," answered Heero for me.
"Oh, you're
kidding!"
"She just
left. How could she do that to me?" I muttered.>
Oh baby,
baby
I need
you, need you
I need
you, need you
What I am
I supposed to do now? I can't do anything right anymore.
Flashback>
"Don't
you know how to mow a lawn?" asked Dad bewildered at the mess I had made
of our front yard.
"I'm sorry.
I've never done it by myself before," I said ready to cry.
"Well,
who the heck did it with you!?" he exclaimed angrily.
"Duo and
I did everything together," I said meekly.>
Outside
I'm masquerading
Inside
my hope is fading
Since
you put me down
My smile
is my make-up
I wear
since our break-up
Here we go again. She's over there with some jerk and the next thing you know she'll turn and look at me. Then I'll have to smile.
No, why'd I have to look right in his face. Come on, he's smiling over there with Cathy, he doesn't miss me so why do I miss him?
Three weeks later:
Cause
you know we're runnin' just as fast as we can
Holdin'
on to one another's hand
Tryin'
to get away into the night
Then
you put your arms around me as we tumble to the ground
And
then you say, I think we're alone now
There
doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think
we're alone now
The
beating of our hearts is the only sound
"I think we're
far enough from your house now," said Duo as he sat down on a little hill
under the stars.
"You're right.
Why don't we do what we came here for?" said Hilde. Their lips come together.......
Disclaimer: I don't own nothin'!
R&R, flames welcome.
I don't think you'll ever see another one of my stories where that Hilde girl will have a good part so if you like her enjoy this while it's here.