Okay so I wrote this a while back and finally decided to post it. It was inspired by a rizzoli/isles video I found on youtube called 'the whole story'. Watch it. It's HOT. ;) It's my first Rizziles fic so let me know what you think. Happy reading.

Jane looked at Maura, standing in her kitchen. Maura had an odd look in her eyes. Jane stepped closer, concern coloring her features. She touched Maura's shoulder.

"Hey, you okay," she asked, caressing the arm. Maura smiled.

"I'm fine. I just..." Maura looked away, blushing.

"What?" She didn't answer. "Maura, what is it?" She smiled unsure of what to think. She put her beer down and put her other hand on Maura's other shoulder. "Maura, you're scaring me." Maura finally looked at her.

"I'm scared. I'm scared to tell you what I'm thinking because it could make you mad and you'll hate me and we'll stop being friends. Jane you're my best friend. I've never had someone like you who cares about me even if I'm weird and maybe a little scary. I can't loose you as a friend Jane. I'd die." Jane pulled her into a hug as tears began to fall from her friend's hazel eyes. Jane hugged her.

"Maura there is nothing you can say that would make me hate you. I love you. You're my best friend and one of the coolest people I know."

"I love you to, Jane." Jane rubbed her back. She held her for a few minutes before stepping apart.

"Now tell me."

"I just did," Maura said. Jane gave her a confused look.

"You just said you loved me, Maur. That's no big thing. We're friends. Of course we love each other." Maura shook her head.

"Not like a friend or a sister, Jane. I love you...romantically." Jane froze. Maura felt her heart break at the stunned expression. "I don't know when or how. I just woke up and I knew. You're on my mind all the time, even when you're not suppose to be. I think of you in the most random ways. Sometimes I just think of your smile, or your eyes, or how much I love to touch you. Other times I imagine you sexually. I know this is a lot, Jane. But I needed to tell you. I can't take it anymore. I love you. I want to be with you. I even imagine little Rizzoli-Isles running around. She's got your hair, your eyes, my skin, our brains and beauty. She's strong and independent like you and classy and fashionable like me. Jane...Jane you need to breathe. You're going to hurt yourself." Jane inhaled loudly.

"You love me?" Maura nodded. "You want to be with me? You even want to have kids with me?" Maura nodded to both questions. "Why?" This question surprised Maura. She looked at Jane with as much surprise.

"You're you," she replied.

"That doesn't answer the question, Maura. Why did you fall in love with me?" Maura sighed.

"You want me to list all the reasons? There are so many reasons, Jane."

"Give me the top 10." Maura considered her answer for a few moments.

"Okay. 1) You're beautiful in a rugged, hero kind of way. 2) You have a huge, loving heart. 3) You are hot. 4)Your smile. 5)Your eyes. 6) I find your gun and badge very...attractive. 7)You never give up on anything that is important to you, no matter what anyone thinks, including me. 8) You're smart in a less clinical but no less impressive way. 9)You love me for me, even if its only as a friend. 10) You are a part of me like no one else in my life. Is that sufficient?" Jane just stared at her. Maura was worried she'd stopped breathing again. Then she threw up her hands. She spun around to walk the opposite direction.

"No. Maura, this is not happening. You are not in love...in love with me. You're just confused. Yeah. You think you love me like that because you haven't found the right man to make you feel..."

"Jane, you sound like your mother." This caused Jane to pause.

"Yes, I do." Jane threw herself on the couch, pulling a pillow over her face. Maura came around and sat down on the coffee table in front of the couch.

"Jane...I can handle it if you're not attracted to me like that. I can. What I can't handle is you shutting me out and not being my friend anymore." Jane peaked at her form under a corner of the pillow.

"Really?"

"Yes." Jane lowered the pillow.

"So you can just shut it off?" Maura shifted uncomfortably.

"Well no. It's not like I can flip a switch, Jane. It will take time. Just like any other unrequited love. I will try to deal with it and move on."

"You'd do that for me?"

"Of course. Your friendship is the most important thing in my life, Jane. You're my rock. I need you anyway I can have you." Jane sat up, hugging the pillow.

"Maur...I need time to think about this. I will admit that I have considered it...but only during that whole undercover thing. You were beyond hot in that uniform." Maura blushed.

"Thank you."

"It's just...I've spent my whole life trying to prove I wasn't a dyke, like everyone said. If we...become involved...I won't want to keep it a secret." Hope sprang forward for Maura. "I just...I don't know..." She gave a sigh. "Why me, Maura? You could have your pick of any man or woman among Boston's elite. I'm just a detective. I can't give you what you deserve or need."

"Jane, you know me better than that. I never consider the money, when entering a romantic relationship. I look at the person. And you, Jane Rizzoli, are a wonderful person. I love you for you." Jane shook her head.

"I've never been with another woman before. Have you?" Maura nodded.

"A few times in high school and college. Nothing really serious. It's not as hard as you think. You just do what you like and go from there."

"Maura..."

"Jane, I love you and if you feel the same about me then we will find our own way. We do in everything else, why not this?" Jane looked at her friend and possible, future lover. Maura was everything she could ever want and so perfect. She didn't deserve her.

"Maura...I don't know. I care about you more than almost anyone else. I could see me spending my life with you...but..." Maura took her hands in her own. Jane looked down at their joined hands. She felt...good...fitting.

"Don't worry about what other people think, Jane. They don't matter." Jane sighed.

"Yes, they do. Maura we have families and lives that could be turned upside down by us being together." Maura sighed.

"Half the department thinks we're secretly lovers, Jane." Jane jumped up, pulling her hands free.

"Exactly. They all expect it. They all think its funny. A joke. Rizzoli wants to play the guy. Maura's such a girl they make the perfect pair. I won't be treated like some anatomically challenged, Ken doll." Maura couldn't help but smile at her terminology.

"They won't." Jane gave her a look. "If they do I will respectively remind them all that I can kill them without leaving any physical evidence." Jane's eyes went wide with surprise. "I am not called Queen of the Dead just because I work with corpses." Jane paused. That was when it hit her, because Maura was sexy when she was scary.

"Maura...I need time to think...alone." Maura nodded sadly as she stood up.

"I understand," she said.

"Thanks." Jane walked her to the door. "I'll see you tomorrow, okay." Maura nodded before heading down the hall. Jane watched her go before she closed her door. She locked it before leaning against it. She gave a deep sigh as she slid down the door. She was so screwed. She sat there for several minutes before finally going to bed.

Work the next day was horribly uncomfortable. Jane forced herself not to avoid Maura. She deserved better than that. However, the look in Maura's eyes every time she came near tore at her heart. Everything in her screamed for her to kill the reason for that pain. But it was her that was doing this to Maura. It was her. How do you help your best friend when you are the problem? How do you heal a broken heart you broke? Jane felt horrible. She got so distressed that at one point she began to bang her head against her desk. Korsak and Frost shared a look. Korsak motioned for the younger detective to get lost. Jane wouldn't be able to open up around him.

"I think I'll go get a soda," he said before making a hasty retreat. Korsak rolled over to Jane's desk in his chair. He grabbed the back of her shirt and pulled her up right. She just looked at him like a lost puppy.

"What's going on, kid," he asked. Jane blew a strand of hair out of her face. She leaned back into her chair and Korsak let go of her shirt.

"I'm breaking someone's heart and I don't know how to stop."

"Who's heart?" Jane sighed.

"A very good friend."

"Why are you breaking a 'very good' friend's heart," he asked. Jane sighed. She leaned her head back to rub her eyes.

"Because they've fallen in love with me and I don't know if I can love them back the same way."

"Why not? They ugly?" Jane shook her head. "They got a disease?" Again a head shake. "They a criminal? Dump? Crazy? What? What's so bad about this guy that you can't see yourself romantically involved?" Jane just stared at him.

"For one," she said softly,"its not a guy. Its a girl and I can see it. The problem is what everyone will think of me and her. They'll laugh at us. The big bad dyke and her femme girlfriend. You know what they'd say around here."

"Yeah, and I'd kick all their asses," Korsak said protectively. Jane smiled.

"I know. I just...I don't know if I can handle it." Korsak looked at her. He saw how much this was hurting Jane and wanted to help, so he spoke from the heart. He took her hands in his. He ran his thumbs over familiar scars.

"You have faced monsters and killers. You've faced darkness itself and come out the other side. Whatever these asswipes may think you are a good detective, a good person, and a great friend. If you love this woman, then you love her. If she loves you all the better. You deserve to be happy, Jane. You deserve someone who loves you, cherishes you, would do anything for you, won't take your crap, and can really love you for you. Detective, stubbornness, and all. If she can give you all that then quit being an idiot and go get your girl. Believe me, I once let someone I loved slip away because of something stupid. Don't make that mistake, Jane." Jane was smiling at him by the time he finished. She leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

"Thank you. I really needed to hear all that."

"Good. Cause if that didn't work I was going to have to kick your ass." Jane laughed.

"You were going to have to try, cause I bet cha I would have whipped ya." Korsak laughed. Jane got up.

"So who is it," he asked. Jane smiled and he knew. "Never mind. Go get her tiger." Jane grabbed her stuff and headed for the door. She had to see Maura right way. Had to tell her she loved her just as much. However when she reached the morgue she learned Maura had went home early. She hadn't been feeling well. Jane thanked the intern and left. She headed for her car, calling Korsak to let him know she was taking the rest of the afternoon off.

As Jane drove to Maura's home she began to replay her memories of their friendship. She began to wonder how she missed it all along. The love had always been there but they'd just ignored it. She parked her car in the driveway and stared at the door for several moments. She was scared. Really, freaking scared but her heart was in charge now. She got out of the car and went up to the door. She knocked three times. A moment later the door was opening to reveal Maura's tear stained face. She gasped at seeing Jane.

"Oh, god. Jane. I'm sorry. I must look horrible. Is there a case? Do you need me?" Jane smiled.

"No on the first one but yes to the second question." Maura looked at her confused. "Can I come in? We really need to talk." Maura nodded. She stepped aside so Jane could come inside. She followed Jane to her living room. Jane saw the tissues on the table. She turned around to face Maura.

"Oh, sweetie..."

"I'm fine, Jane. Really." Jane pulled her to her for a hug.

"I'm sorry, Maura. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you. You're everything to me." Maura stepped back.

"Apparently not everything," she said. Jane wouldn't let her get way. She pulled her back into her arms. Maura looked at her. She thought she saw it in Jane's eyes. She prayed it wasn't just her wanting to see it. "Jane, don't do this if it isn't real," she said. "I couldn't handle it if you were just doing this because you felt sorry for me." Jane shook her head. She cupped Maura's cheek in her hand, bringing her closer.

"I love you, Maura. Not just as a friend. I won't lie. I'm scared shitless, but I love you to much to just give up without even trying. I've had the same thoughts about you that you've had about me. Except she has your hair and eyes, my skin, and your grace and intelligence." Jane kissed Maura on the cheek, but didn't pull back all the way. "I want a life with you because you are the most wonderful person and you love me for me. Will you let me love you too?" Tears of joy streamed down Maura's cheeks. She cupped Jane's face in her hands, leaning up to touch their lips.

Their first kiss was soft and quick. Lips touching gently. So was the next kiss and the next. Then Maura slipped her tongue over Jane's bottom lip. The detective responded by parting her lips, letting Maura's tongue slip between to touch her own tongue. They both moaned. Suddenly Maura pulled away. Both women were breathless. Maura caressed Jane's face.

"Let me show..." she whispered. Jane looked into her eyes, seeing a desire and need. Maura needed to really feel Jane's love for her. Jane felt a rush at the idea of giving up a part of herself no lover had ever known, to her Maura. She nodded, unable to speak. Maura smiled, pulling her in for another kiss. As they kiss Maura directs her to the bedroom.

Jane didn't remember the journey. She only realized they change in location when the back of her knees hit the bed. Maura let her fall away. Jane looked up at her. Maura took in what she was wearing. Jane was wearing a white button up shirt and black slacks. Maura ran her hands over Jane's shoulders, down her arms, to her sides, and finally came together at the bottom button of Jane's shirt. She kissed Jane as she unbutton the shirt. She pulled back as she pulled the shirt apart. She moaned a little disappointed because Jane wore a tank underneath. She looked at Jane.

"Sorry. It's cold out." She removed the offending garment. That was when she realized that Jane wasn't wearing a bra. She smiles as she traces the left nipple with her finger . Jane gasped. The nipple hardened under Maura's mensurations. "Maura," Jane groaned. "Don't tease, please." Maura smiled. She bent to kiss her soon to be lover.

"I don't tease, Jane. Because I plan to very much follow through," she said against Jane's lips. She bit Jane's lower lip gently. Jane whimpered, pressing into Maura as best she could as Maura was still standing. She gripped her hips.

"Maura...please...I need you..." Maura kissed her hungrily as she worked on her pants. Jane laid back when Maura pressed her back. She watched Maura take off her pants, leaving her pale green boy shorts. Maura climbed over Jane, bringing them face to face once again. Maura smiled at her.

"You're over dressed, I think," Jane said, matching her smile. Maura was wearing a dark blue, off the shoulder tee and a pair of black yoga pants.

"Be patient, my love," she whispered. Jane felt her heart swell.

"I love you, too," she said. Maura smiled, tears shinning in her hazel eyes.

"I feel so happy," she said. Jane pulled her into a full body embrace, kissing her. They stayed like this for a long while. Maura's hands slipped under Jane's shirt to caress her abdomen, pushing it up just below her breast. Jane kissed her everywhere she could get. Even down her shoulder where the shirt hung off. Maura's lips were exploring Jane's neck and shoulders, too.

"I need you...Maura..." Jane moaned. She took Maura's hand, guiding it down between her legs. They both gasped as Maura's fingers brushed the wet crotch of her boy shorts. Maura rubbed her as she began kissing her way down Jane's body. "Yessss..." Jane whispered.

"I'm going to make you feel me..." Maura whispered. Jane felt a new wave of wetness flood her panties. Maura nipped at her belly button before delving her tongue into it. Jane jerked a little at the unusual sensation. She felt her heart begin to race. No one had ever done this for her before. She tried to keep her body from shaking. "Jane." She looked down to meet Maura's concerned gaze. "If you're not..."

"No. I'm good. Just ya know a little scared. I've never had this done to me before. Ya know have someone go down on me." Maura smiled softly.

"Just relax, darling." She gently massaged the inside of Jane's thigh. The act both relaxed and excited her. Soon Maura's hand were replaced by her lips on one thigh. Jane expected her to simple thrust her tongue into her or lick her clit. She was surprised when she felt just the tip of her tongue run between her lower lips. She jolted slightly. The sensation was intense.

Maura intended to take it slow but not to slow. She spread Jane with her left hand. She was beautiful, all pink and swollen. So ready for her. Maura licked her from her opening to her clit and back again. Jane's hips rolled into her mouth. She smiled to herself.

"You taste so good,Jane," she said before she pressed her tongue against Jane's opening. Jane's head lulled back and she let out a deep moan. She then pressed into her. Jane was so tight and warm and wet. Maura used the thumb of her left hand to stimulate Jane's clit. Jane's hips started moving with her. She reached up with her right hand to caress Jane's smaller breast. Jane put one hand over her hand and the other moved down to tangle in Maura's hair. She moved up to suck on Jane's clit.

Doing this to Jane was making her so hot. She was sure she was about to cum just from tasting her. She moaned as Jane's grasp tightened in her hair painfully. The vibrations sent Jane over the edge and Maura drank her in. Jane's hips fought to move freely but she hung on until Jane's hips came to rest again. Maura gave a lingering lick before pulling back. When she came up to lay next to Jane she was pulled into a frantic kiss. Jane groaned when she tasted her cum mixed with Maura's taste.

"Did you like that," Maura asked against her lips. Jane moaned.

"I have never..." she kissed Maura deeply. "felt anything like that. You are beyond amazing." Soon she took care of Maura's clothing. Maura wore only a sports bra under her outfit. Jane took care of that as well before flipping Maura on her back. On instinct she thrust her hips forward. Both women cried out as their wet centers pressed into each other. Maura thrust forward to meet her. Soon they had a rhythm going. Their position was missionary but neither had ever felt this good doing it before. Jane thrust into her over and over again until they were both so close, then she stopped. She kissed her way down Maura's sweaty body to her pussy. She didn't wait, she thrust her tongue between her folds, tasting. She wanted nothing more than to consume Maura. She spread her thighs and licked her hungrily. Maura twisted and cried out above her.

"Are you sure this is your first time," Maura managed to get out before screaming for Jane. Jane paused only to smile at her and say,

"You inspire me." She licked her again, finding a very sensitive spot.

"OH GOD! RIGHT THERE, JANE! PLEASE!" Jane complied, concentrating on the spot with her tongue while she stimulated her clit with her finger. Maura's hips rose off the bed as ecstasy over took her. "OH GOD! JANE! AAAAHHHHH!" Maura came in her mouth. Jane felt a little spurt out into her mouth. She savored every drop of her lover. Maura was breathing heavily as Jane came up to rest beside her. "Oh god...I think...I...um..."

"You ejaculated, I think," Jane said. Maura nodded. "Do you do that every time," she asked. Maura shook her head.

"I've only ever done it once before." Jane smiled.

"It was kind of hot," she said shyly. Maura laughed softly.

"I love you so much," she said. Jane snuggled closer, hugging Maura to her.

"I love you, too, baby girl." Maura hummed at the term of endearment. They rested for a while before shifting around in the bed to get under the covers and go to sleep. Jane pulled Maura so she lay partly on her chest. Maura rapped her right arm around Jane. She looked up at her new lover. Jane looked down at her. Both women were smiling. They didn't need to say anything. They both knew. So Maura snuggled into Jane and soon both were fast asleep.

Thank you for reading, hope you liked it. Don't forget to review please.