Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail or any of its characters; they belong to the one and only Hiro Mashima.
I do not own the song that served to inspire this story.
In other words, 'Como te echo de menos' belongs to Alejandro Sanz. ^^
I do own the idea for the fic though.
How much I missed you.
(A I.-.-.I Kuroyagi I.-.-.I original fan-fiction story.)
Exists a boy who lives in me
Playing at not loving you
But much noise does this neglect
That I was unable to hear you…
Recall that you are no longer here
That when there're waves in the sea
And when not too...
XOXOXOXOXOX
It wasn't hard to remember the time when I arrived.
Such an innocent boy that knew and was filled with nothing more than the love a father can give.
Such a stubborn boy that didn't knew that love had many ways and could reach everyone if trying.
Such a stupid boy that didn't notice that all the love it had and that there's someone who needed it desperately.
And know that I lose my chance…
I cannot help to stare at the sky in wonder…
Whether it's being daily clouds or starry nights...
XOXOXOXOXOX
When I feel peaceful
When I miss you
Today it can happen; today is one of those moments...
XOXOXOXOXOX
Heaving a tired sigh at your memory,
Slightly closing my eyes when your face became clear in front of my eyes,
And I would sigh tiredly again at understanding what was going to happen…
I was going to miss you again…
XOXOXOXOXOX
And when the month of April arrives
And when I wanna go to the desert
I ended up always making a new attempt to hear from you
When I decide to improve, when I say this isn't living
I despair and in this world I find no relief
And you appear in the unknown, you don't know how much I missed you…
XOXOXOXOXOX
Years passed, every first of the month I would go to our old place,
To that lonely place,
Looking at everything that reminded me of you fondly,
Before pushing it away in anger,
Why was I there in the first place?
Oh, yeah, I lost you.
And even if I heard of you every now or then, I couldn't face the fact…
…that I missed you…
XOXOXOXOXOX
You kiss me I sink and I know,
That nobody in this world will ever quench
Or your fire or my thirst...
XOXOXOXOXOX
I missed those afternoons together, watching the sun set on the horizon.
The feeling that having you with me brought,
The feeling that nothing could stop us even if they tried…
XOXOXOXOXOX
And when there are waves in the sea...
When there is calm and storm
And when not too…
When I feel peaceful
When I miss you today may happen...
Today is one of those moments.
XOXOXOXOXOX
Then, the sky would come into view again,
My eyes would open wide and I would frown at the thought,
What was wrong with me?
Something that calmed me was remembering your smile,
And it would also help more to my sorrow.
And I would missed you again with my feet dragging me back to that place,
To that lonely yet homely place…
XOXOXOXOXOX
And when the month of April arrives
And when I wanna go to the desert
I ended up always making a new attempt to hear from you
When I decide to improve, when I say this isn't living
I despair and in this world I find no relief
And you appear in the unknown, you don't know how much I missed you…
XOXOXOXOXOX
And everything would restart,
I would go there and remember,
I would look at everything with melancholy and fondness.
Before throwing it away in anger and asking myself out loud,
Why was I there in the first place?
A pained howl would escape me, resembling that of a wounded animal,
But then your smiling face would appear again…
…and I would return to stare at the clear sky.
XOXOXOXOXOX
You kiss me I sink and I know,
That nobody in this world
Will understand nor your fire nor my thirst
If you kiss me I sink and I know…
That nobody in this world will ever quench
This fire and this thirst...
XOXOXOXOXOX
Imagining your lips touching mine, my embarrassment making me look away while I smiled like I always did,
It was in those moments where I understood,
That no one would be able to defeat us when together,
And that there wasn't anyone more perfect for me or for you than each other.
That no one would stop my fire from burning or your need to be loved in return.
XOXOXOXOXOX
Nor your fire nor my thirst…
But then again…
XOXOXOXOXOX
We want to go back…
It was just a thought…
The end
Another story! Cheers for me!
Even if it wasn't as good as the last one, this was one I finally gathered the courage to publish.
I have another one in store if you like, though, it's another song-fic and it's a love-triangle sad story.
Such as this one, but more like 'Move on'. XD
Also, I was thinking about doing a counter-story to 'Move on' called 'Grow up'... and as you might have figured from the title, it is in Erza's POV. ^^
Such an overdrive of ideas and stories! I cannot wait to publish them!
I'm not forgetting about my other stories, careful there, I will update them when I got them finish! I got struck by the wave of sad stories impulsed by CatfaceNaschKatze, so I'll be writing one-shots for a while. =S But I have the continuation of 'Knowing it' ready! So maybe tomorrow I'll update it!
Until then, enjoy my new works! ^^
'Filling the NaZa archive' goal is getting close with each passing day. Though, I would like to make stories worth reading them instead of publishing just about anything that pops up on my mind... u_uv
Whatever, enjoy it.
Saludos!