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This is my first fanfric so please be gentle :) TWO WEEKS NOTICE had NO BETA since I couldn't really set a deadline for myself in between Real life :P So any and all mistakes are mine..please excuse :) I'll be correcting them all shortly !

TWN IS NOT A CHEATING FANFRICTION ! so NO LEMONS ! You have been warned. ;)

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DISCLAMER: I DO NOT OWN THE TWILIGHT SERIES JUST THE PLOT TO THIS FANFRICTION. Pls do not copy the plot or ideas from this story...Thank You.

Prologue:

Your outta your mind...to think that I could keep you off mine.

Water flooded down my throat, choking and burning my lungs as it struggled for air. I let myself sink deeper and deeper into the dark cold ocean until I had lost hope of ever seeing the light again.

I closed my eyes in complete contentment.I could finally feel the pain slipping away.

Goodbye Edward, I love you.

I drifted in the silence,unable to resist the power of the thundering waves as it tossed and dragged me deeper into itself.

I felt the chill freeze my viens effortlessly as the water burned my lungs and froze my half dead heart as it tried to frantically pump through the pain.

Atleast I don't feel numb anymore.

Just when I was sure I was alone,buried under the cold.I felt something or rather someone tugging me,pulling me up with so much of force,that all of me that had initially began to freeze,burned.

Subconsciously I registered the fact that I had finally broken through the sea's rough even though my lungs burned,my body didn't seem to feel the bite of the cold.

How odd …..maybe this is what it feels like to die as a half of a whole.

My mind broke out into an argument as my brain registered the consequences of my actions.

My responsible side highlighted how dangerous and reckless I had been and how badly It would hurt my parents and Jake to learn about my demise.

There was no getting reckless action cost me a lot ,I was stupid and Yes I was reckless..Yes,I jumped of the cliff..But I hadn't meant to kill myself...Right?

I just wanted...I just needed to see him needed to feel him again.

Dad! Oh God.. reckless decision was bound to hurt him,most of all.I had left him all alone just when he needed his daughter the most after his best friend's death…

Dad,I'm so sorry.

Who was going to be there for him now?

Really Isabella...my subconscious sneered, your thinking about all this NOW ?

At this, my less responsible side comforted me telling me that I had done all this because I had known that this was the only way I could ever let go of the pain and that this was the only way I could feel something,anything again...

I had delude myself into thinking that he still cared and loved it constant denial that he hadn't left me behind like he didn't care...all the while not noticing how he left me bleeding inside with the wounds he inflicted with his careless words until I ended up begging for my own death in the end.

How tragic..a true Shakespearian end.

There's no one to save you this time, Isabella...This is it..This is your end.

By this point I didn't really care anymore. I had already lost everything the moment I dived head first from the cliff somehow I knew there was just no coming back for me from the moment I stepped over that edge.

The only thing left to do now was to allow fickle fate to finish her job now.

My mind suddenly froze unable to think or argue as I registered cold arms wrap itself protectively around me.

My heart rejoiced yet broke all over sensing the strangeness in the embrace while remaining so achingly familiar in many ways.

My mind struggled to get a hold of itself while my eyes fought to focus on the only thing I ever really wanted to see. It was as if every cell in my body acknowledged the fact that he was here...

And that he had come after all,even if it was a little too late to save me this time around.

I opened my eyes to stare at a pair of burning amber eyes that stared right back at mine.

He cares.., I thought.

And closed my eyes,utterly and completely satisfied,for what I thought would be my very last time.