A sad little fic about Abby after Jenny died. This is assuming that the two of them were in a relationship. Do not listen to this while listening to depressing music. Seriously a bad idea. You WILL cry. I should know. Enjoy
"Jenny." Said Ducky. I gasped, bringing my hands to my face before I turned and ran. I ran and ran, out of the building. I heard shouting but nothing registered. I just kept running. How could this happen to me. Not once but twice. First Kate then Jen. It just wasn't fair. My breathing was ragged and shallow. My legs started to slow down of their own accord. When I stopped properly I found myself at the place where I had first spent time with both of my girls at the same time. Kate's grave. That's when it properly hit me. Soon it wasn't just going to be Kate's grave I would be visiting. It would be Jen's as well. That thought pushed me over the edge. I fell to my knees with a sob.
"How could you do this to me?" I screamed to the sky. The only reply I received was a raindrop landing on my forehead. This just wasn't fair. I lay next to Kate's grave, stroking her name and remembering one of the first times me and Jen had been together.
~Flashback~
I was sat in the same place as I was now. Just talking to Kate. I heard someone come up behind me. I turned to see Jenny.
"Director." I muttered before turning back to Kate. Jenny sat next to me.
"Come now Abby. We know each other better than that. After all. I knew where to find you didn't I?" I just nodded. It had been one month since Kate's death and I was still shaken. All of her stuff was still at my apartement. I still had her perfume and I sprayed it onto my pillow at night and pretended that Kate was still there.
"Hey Kate." I heard Jenny say. I glanced at her and she smiled . She didn't say anything else and neither did I. The moment was peaceful and perfect as it was.
~Reality~
There was no-one to offer me any comfort mow. I was alone. Again. How much worse could it get? How many more times could my heart be broken?
"Hey Kate..." My voice wobbled as a few more tears fell down my cheeks.
"...You remember Jenny don't you? Well she's coming up to you now. At least you two are together up there. I'm all alone down here since you have both left me now. I hope your at peace. The two of you. Oh and Jen. If you can hear me. I love you. I'm just really sorry I didn't get to tell you that in person. I love you Jennifer Shepard and nothing is ever gonna change that." I shouted the last sentence, turning my face upwards and letting the rain fall into my open mouth. I was hit with a sudden mental image of Jen, standing right in front of me. She kept mouthing something. The same four words. Over and over. I love you too. The wind began to feel like arms, wrapping themselves around me. I love you too Abigail Scuito. The arms of my angel.