Chapter 1
Mikan's POV
"Ruka, you never loved me! You never even cared! I'm sorry for being such a stupid lame ass girlfriend! Well, I don't know anymore. You are just so messed up. I'm done. We're done. My heart can't take the hurts and the pain you are causing me. So, please let's just stop this stupid relationship." I shouted at the top of my voice.
I don't care. I'm done. He has done enough damage to me already. I don't even know myself anymore. My whole world is going down. And there he is flirting with some slut, sorry, wrong word, some sluts, that do not even love him. Imagine, I have been with him for 5 years. 5 years! I loved him with all of my heart. And what did he do? Throw it away in the bin like it was nothing.
"Please… Listen to me.,. I have an explanation." He pleaded. But, no, I already had too much explanations.
"I don't want to hear it. We're done." I said. And with that, I left and walked away. He tried to stop me. He grabbed my arm, and pleaded.
"Please… Mikan.. I need you.."
His grip tightened, but I snatched my hand away from him, and continued walking. I stopped at a café named Keisha's Café and called Hotaru.
"Hotaru... I need you... to meet me, Here, now at Keisha's Café." I called her with tears falling from my eyes.
"Sure, I'll be there in a while. Are you- Never mind just stay there. " I knew she already knew what happened. She's not dumb enough not to figure out it on her own.
I waited for Hotaru, and stared at the cars that keep running never stopping. I wonder why God made me go through all of this. Why can't God just let me have a peaceful life? I'm good. I always obeyed my parents and such. But why? Why? Just why ME?