Author's Note: This is just something I wanted to express in a way like no other. I'm tired of the abuse I get at home and at school. I'm Sick of being put down by people and this is a way I can express myself. Reviews would be fabulous so thank you.

Control

Control... It's as if no one knows the true meaning of it. You hold it for just a few seconds and then watch it gracefully slip through fingers gracefully as it continues a rotation and series of events. That's what we know as life. It kills people to spare a moment or a few seconds to give a little bit of sympathy. Gosh I can't be that bad... No instead they stand there too afraid to make a move as if doing so leads to death. The only death that would be is humiliation. All you want is someone to spare a glance, a single glance. At least you know you haven't completely vanished from the outside even when you know inside it's too late...

Music... It's something we can all relate to, music flows in and out of you every moment, every second and every day of your life. We can all relate to it without being embarrassed or scared to be who you are and who you're meant to be. It's my life, well if I even have one, not that I'll be living it much longer anyway. When I'm gone, I just hope all those hurtful remarks can't hurt me... Just remember after I'm gone... Don't give up.

This is my story... I Rachel Berry will assure you one thing, Music is my life, world and the thing that gets me up in the morning.

Author's Note: I hope you enjoy this and it just shows how one little remark can effect a person so much. Reviews would be lovely and I hope you like this so far. Should I continue or just head back to the writing board.

Yours Sincerely, Madi.