Used - Chapter 1
I woke up with a start. Where was I! Oh, wait, just a bad dream..
I looked over at my clock. It read 5 am. Great. I'm already up so might as well just get ready for another day of hell. I got up and went to my bathroom to shower. My mom only lets me take 7 minute showers. No less, no more. Strict right?
I took my shower and jumped out. I slipped on my robe and looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't like what I saw.
I had a huge bruise along my cheek bone. I shuddered at the memory of what
"I hate you!" I remembered me yelling that at my mom in the kitchen.
"What did you say?" She said back.
"Nothing..."
"Tell me now whore."
"I'm not a whore."
"Hah. Yeah you are! Tell me what you said!"
"I hate you."
I watched as her expression filled with anger. She picked up the spatula and smacked it against my face. I cried out in pain and held my cheek.
"What a slutty whore you are! Getta outta my face." Then she laughed and walked out of the kitchen. I tried to forget the memory as I walked out to my closet. I pulled on this: (link)
I walked down stairs quietly.
"May that you?" I heard my mom yell to me from the kitchen.
"Um... Yeah." I said walking into the kitchen.
"Go to school. I don't want to see your ugly face anymore." She said not even looking at me.
"Okay." I turned around grabbed my car keys and phone and walked out to my car.
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I walked into school around 6:00 am. Yup. First one here. Great. When your this early, you have to go strait down to the cafeteria, so that's what I did. I pulled out my chemistry homework that I didn't have time to do last night. Today was Friday. Most high schoolers love Fridays right? But not me. I dread Fridays. 'Cause tonight, Is when I get auctioned off to some random guy. Then Saturday the same thing. And sometimes even Sundays.
"Hey whore." I looked up to see Drew standing there.
"Mhm?" I asked him.
"I said, hey."
"Hi. What?"
"Ah nothin."
"Why'd you come over here then?"
"Gesh. Most girls would be happy to see me."
"Well I'm not 'most girls'"
"Oh yeah thats right. Your a slut."
I just put my head down and tried to work on my homework.
"I'm not done talking to you." He said. I just kept writing. He grunted and shoved me out of my seat. I fell on the floor.
"I said, I'm not done talking to you bitch!" He kicked me in the stomach. I lurched onto my side holding my stomach.
"I'm still not done talking to you!" He kicked my stomach again, this time way harder than the first time. I salty tear rolled down my cheek.
"O-okay.. I-I'm sorry."
"You better be!" He grabbed my arm and picked me up. He slammed me against the wall.
"Fuck you." He whispered. He then kneed me sharply in my stomach.
I fell to the floor in tears. He chuckled, and walked away. I held my aching stomach and cried for a few minutes. Then I got up and grabbed my stuff. I walked up the stairs and quickly went to my locker. I got my stuff and shut my locker just to be thrown back into them.
"We meet again bitch." Drew said.
"L-leave m-me alone..." I whispered so quietly I could hardly hear myself.
"What was that?" Drew shoved me into the lockers and put his hands on the side of my head. He leaned in real close to my face.
"Nothing.."
"That's what I thought."
Then he spit on my face. He turned around and walked away. I felt tears swelling in my eyes as I ran to the bathroom with Drew's spit still plastered on my face. I looked in the mirror. My mascara was running down my cheeks. I took a tissue and wiped of the spit and the runny mascara. I took out my make up bag and fixed up.
I heard the bell ring and a bunch of noisy high schoolers walking through the hallway. I ran all the way to class. Terrified. Alone. I had no friends. /3
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At the end of school I quickly got my stuff together. I ran out to my car avoiding Drew the best I could. I climbed in my car and checked my phone. One new message.
Mom:
Get ur ass home you got to get ready
for tonight
I texted her back saying:
To Mom:
ok yea b home in 5
I plugged my keys in my ignition and drove home.
When I got home I ran upstairs to get ready. I changed into a pair of indigo jeans and a red and white stripy crop top.
I walked down the stairs to see my mom on the phone.
"Yep. Okay. Come by at 7:00. Okay. Sounds good. Bye."
Then she hung up. She looked over at me, "Eh good enough. Here's a pic of the dude." She tossed a picture on the floor. I ran over and picked it up. He was.. okay.. kind of cute. I guess. I put the picture on the coffee table and ran up to my room. I dug around in some of my draws.
"Yes. Found them." I whispered to myself. I pulled out the little pack of condoms. Yes, always be prepared. Sometimes the guys don't have them... I stuffed one in my purse. I layed down on my bed. I thought about tonight. Fear crept over my mind. I lay there in silence for who knows how long, but it must of ran around to 7 cause my mom yelled up the stairs for me.
"Coming!" I quickly applied some pink lip gloss and grabbed my purse. I walked slowly down the stairs. Still in fear. I saw the guy I was going home with. "May, meet Sam." I walked over to him.
"Hey. What's up?" I said cofidently. My mom told me how to act around the guys.
"Hey, hey. Nothing much. Let's get going shall we?" He held out his hand for me. I took it in mine. My mom didn't say anything. Just shut the door behind us.
"So. Yeah I'm Sam. Your May. I like that name." He said. I climbed into the passenger seat of his car. He climbed in the driver seat.
"Thank you.. Um. Nice car." It was a yellow mustang.
"Thanks. My dad got it for me."
"Cool."
Before he started driving he looked over at me.
"Okay. So you have to do whatever I tell you okay?"
"Yeah, I know. I will Sam."
"Okay. Goooood..." He plugged the keys in the ignition and backed out of my drive way. We started to drive and got stopped at a stop light. He leaned over and kissed me. I tried so hard not to tense up. The light turned green and we started driving. He had some Skrillex (Kyoto) playing on low volume. He reached over and grabbed my hand. He put it on his thigh. Right next to his 'thing'. I knew what he wanted. I had to give him everything... Or he would tell my mom, and she would hurt me. I started to... rub his 'thing'. He smilied and said nothing. We got to his ginormous house and he took me inside. He led me up to- im guessing- his room.
"Here's my room."
"Cool."
He walked and sat on the bed. I sat next to him.
"So.." I said shyly. He just turned his head towards me. He started to kiss me roughly. He laid down and brought me with him. I slowly climbed on top of him.
"Mmm damn May you taste so good."
I just smilied into the kiss, not wanting to say anything because I knew my voice would show my fear.
After awhile of kissing I was in my underwear and he was in his boxers. We were still kissing when he was starting to pull on my underwear.
Down.. down.. my underwear was now off.
I suddendly felt pressure down 'there'.
"May, your so wet..." He mummered agiasnt my lips. I was mortified right about now.
"Say my name." He said.
"S-sam.."
"Louder!"
"Sam.."
"LOUDER!"
"SAM SAM SAM SAM!"
He rolled me over on my side.
"There you go."
A/N I hoped you liked it! I know it's... disturbing... Yeah... Anywhore! Please review!