Disclaimer: As sad as it is I do not own Twilight, New Moon, or Eclipse but I still love the series.
Ch.1 There is NO going Back
Bella was so focused on the newspaper she was reading about the killings going on in Seattle, that she didn't realize that Edward had joined her in the room. She jumped slightly when he whispered her name. "Sorry Bella didn't mean to scare you. I knocked and thought you'd heard me." "It's not you that made me jump… have you read this?" I threw the newspaper across the table facing him. "No I haven't got a chance to look at the news today. I figured it was getting worse though." "They say it's a serial killer now." "I see…. I think we should go see Jasper." I followed him towards his Volvo lost deep in my thoughts. On our silent drive there I kept going over and over again all the positive things that were going to come out of being a vampire but my mind was so foggy right now I couldn't think straight. I couldn't stop going back to how many bad things were going to come out of being turned. I knew now that this wasn't the best idea to become one of them. I loved Edward with all my heart but I just couldn't live with being one of them. I knew it used to excite me about thinking what it would be like to be one but now so many things had changed. I just couldn't go through with it. I knew Edward would be glad if I stayed human but I also knew it would hurt myself if I were to stay with Edward. So my decision was final, I would leave Edward, as much as it hurt, and move back with my mom so Edward and possibly I could go back to living what's left of our lives. I didn't realize we had made it to his house until he put a hand on my shoulder slightly shaking me. "Bella you were in such deep thought, please tell me what you were thinking about." I thought to myself 'it's now or never'. "Edward I've thought things through and I don't think I can go through with becoming a vampire. I'm going to go live with my mom, and I think its best if I left by myself. This way you can go on living the way it was before me. I'm sure it would be best for you and your family. I do love you and I probably always will but after everything I've been through…. No everything we've been through I think it's for the best." "Bella… I… I love you and don't know what I'd do without you, again…. But if this is what you want I won't try to stop you. Your right though, this is probably for the best." "I'm glad you understand. Maybe someday we'll meet again but I doubt it. It'll be like I never existed and you can go back to the way it used to be, not having to worry about Victoria, the Volturi, or your secret getting out because of having to protect a human. I hope you have a good rest of your existence, and this is goodbye. I would say goodbye to your family but it wouldn't be wise for them or myself." With that I got out of the car only to notice it was raining. It was a good thing to because the rain covered up the tears streaming down my face.
1 week later
Charlie was heartbroken when I told him that I hated it here and wanted to go live back in Florida with my mom… but unknown to him it was for the best. I couldn't live with myself if any thing were to happen to him because of my bad luck magnet. I had already discussed things with my mom and she was ecstatic with the news of me coming home and I tried my best to show that I was happy with my decision but I'm pretty sure I didn't fool anyone. Everyone knew how much I loved Edward and they were as bewildered as the next person to understand why I was leaving him. I told everyone it just wasn't working out between us but what's sad is that's partially true. Not in a normal couple's way but more supernatural way, not that anyone outside of me and his family would not that. But that didn't matter now any way's because in half an hour I would be headed to Florida, to home, or what was considered home after so long. The only thing that made me cry more was when I was safely on the plane looking into the airport waiting areas and saw hisface staring back at me in such a longing way that made me want to go throw myself in his arms and never let go but I couldn't now because it just wouldn't be right. Once I got to Florida and settled in I would find someone knew and move on….. Ok so that's the biggest lie I've ever told but I would try to live without anyone's suspicion and that's when I noticed the person sitting in front of me. How I missed her fiery red hair before is beyond me but it was no mistake of who it was. Victoria, the vampire who was out to kill me. Well this made things a little ironic considering I already felt dead on the inside. Now I could be dead on the outside to. I guess this is what I get for thinking that just leaving Edward, his family, and Forks behind would let me live a safe normal life. I should've realized long ago that after you learn the truth about vampires and werewolves existing that there is no going back to a normal and that you should try to make the best of the life you've found because once you find it or it finds you there's no way around it, except to go through it.
Okay so I was reading eclipse when I got this idea all of a sudden. I really hope you liked the first chapter and hopefully the second chapter will be up soon. Please Review and no flames.