Painless
The silver blade that Kyoya held in her hand crashed to the floor of the bath room..she had done it again she had cut herself. "why..why does it never hurt ! damn it why !...why damn it why !" she sunk to her knees her arms curdled tightly on the counter her wrist soaked in blood as she just broke down and cry-id. "Kyoya ? Yamato called out from down stairs Kyoya are you home ?"
Damn it Yamato is home early" Kyoya whispered to herself as she garbed a roll of gaze from under the counter as she ties it around her wrist to stop the blood she slips on her blue night shirt not bothering to do up the buttons as Yamato walked in threw the bathroom door.
"Kyoya ? Didn't you hear me calling you ?" Kyoya shook her head no knowing that was a lie..and she hated lying to her lover so much it almost made her sick.
I'm sorry Yamato I was doing something and I guess I couldn't hear you I'm sorry"
"don't worry about it Kyo-chan I still love you" Yamato leans over as she kisses Kyoya on her cheek as she takes off the fake ears that Kyoya always wears to hide the fact they are not lovers holding them gently in her hand as Kyoya blushes a light red as Yamato clams her lips as hers Kyoya pulled away for a breath of air "our red Yamato said with a sweet smile as she hugged Kyoya tight as she stepped on the metal blade making a reached scratching sound on the tile floor. Yamato looked down to see the knife under her foot on the tile floor "Kyoya" she pushed the black haired girl away as she looks up to her head scanning her eyes down her pail slim body as she sees the white cloth around her lovers arm "Kyoya ? Did you do that to yourself again?" Kyoya couldn't help but to just look down in shame.
"oh Kyoya...you just have to give up on the dream that we will be normal even if are name is gone or is fading we will always be together in are way of love." Yamato rubbed a hand on the top of Kyoya's thigh as she leaned in as she kissed Kyoya on her soft pail lips. Yamato helped her poor lover smile her face all red from the smallest taste of affection as the Blond girl smiled back
"Yamato may I have my ears back ?"
"nope" the blonde said as she spun to the side holding Kyoya's little black ears in her hands as she held them over her chest
"Yamato why not they are mine"
"because I am taking them just like I took your organelle ones" she said with a slight smirk leaving Kyoya to try to get her ears back from her lover. "Yamato ! I am not kidding around !"
"aww Kyoya you are no fun some times" Kyoya just sighed as she step-ed back "do you really want to keep my ears ?"
"yes I do Kyoya please"
I wold give Yamato everything to make her happy even if that means if I feel unhappy Kyoya nodded her head leaving Yamato to grin in pleasure "oh thank you Kyo-chan"
"I love you Yamato" Kyoya smiled as she looked at her lover with sweet eyes threw her glasses
I love you too Kyoya" they both reached out there hands as they touched the spot that was there name the thing they shard other than the feeling of no touch and pain as they looked into each others eyes and they both whispered "forever and always Zero..and for ever and always in love."