I'm fifteen. My name is Lily. I don't get why I'm telling you this but it's my story so I guess you need to know. I'm not your typical girl I guess you could say. I like to play video games, and read, I hate that girls are into makeup and skirts, and I'm a total geek. I HATE "populars." And that people don't think of everyone as equals. I guess that I am one those people who is different. I love music; in fact I play the trumpet. I have two best friends, Candice, and Milo. I've known them since I was five so we're all really good friends. My not so good friend is Kate; she thinks she's better than everyone else and thats what I really hate about her. I do have alot of friends and I rarely hate people. But that does not mean that I don't hate people, because I do. I want to be a poet when I grow up; I love poetry, I even have my own book I'm writing. It's all poetry. It's called Dragon Knight.
It's lame I admit but not horrible.
-Lily-
Tuesday August 21
My first day as a freshman, woopie! I hate school. I might have gotton straight A's since 6th grade but that means nothing to me. Who cares? Not me... Summers? Well God I don't know why summer is so short. Really? You honostly want me to go to school for however many days then give me some lame summer? Yeah right. I may have had a losey summer but really? NO. Teachers think we're 3 years old. They treat you like a baby then here comes highschool; a place where your not babies anymore; your "adults." Or whatever you want to call it. Thats why I hate school. It's not really helping me. Private school? Haha! I would never leave a public school for that place! Although I do have to come to school an hour early to be in band... Which I don't like... But I can't quit playing trumpet. It rocks!
I thought I was in love at one point in my life (when I was 12)... Turns out it was gas... No, but seriously, I did and I thought this person liked me... He didn't... I got asked out by another boy I liked, couldn't date him... Why? Parents, I know that I should have talked to them, which I did do a month later then by the time I told him we could go out all he wanted to be was friends... I was sad yet I still went on with life normally, wondering what it would have been like having a boyfriend. NOTE: Having a boyfriend when your 12 means nothing, it's mostly for talk... At my school it was anyway. RULES TO HAVING A BOYFRIEND AT 12:
Kissing? Not really.
Hugging? No.
Going on dates? Nope.
Hanging out outside of school? Not usally.
You see it's not like Highschool where every thing on MY rule list is reversed... Which means IF I were to get a boyfriend this year then well... I don't know, all I can do is plan for now not the future.
I like to text boys maybe that will help.
I mean really I'm more of a tomboy so to speak.
I like sports I'm strong I love music that most girls hate... Thats what I love about myself.
Thats what I was hoping boys would like about me. But obviously I was wrong about that.
Along with all that junk about boys and how unatractive I am... Well I don't know... I'm a boring person I think... But people disagree. I don't get what people see in me really... I don't get what I see in me! Hah!