There's a difference between you and me Alice, your amazing,beautiful,funny,smart,and i'm just below normal.
You know i love you but i'm not good enough for you . Your too good for me , and i'm just going to dragg you
down and to see you get hurt would kill me, shorty,pixie, love, sweetheart , please dont come looking for me
i'm going to o live somewhere you wont ever find me, it's what i have to do i dont want to affect you in
any way , you'll find some one else , it kill's me to write this but this is what must be done, you didnt
see this because i didnt know i was going to leave,i can't bring myslef to stop writing because when i do
i know you'll be watching me leave, your hunting now and you tried to get me to go i was terrible to you
saying i needed some alone time, thats what lead me to this i dont want to hurt you ever again,
Bye Alice
I was crying my eyes out when i read the leter Jasper had left me on our bed, yes i was a vampire and tough
but i still couldnt even dream of living without him. i miss him when i got home i seen that he had writen this
one day ago, while i was hunting, God i should have seen this i have to go search for him i don't care what he
thinks we belong together, i could tell in the leter he wanted to talk bad about himself but he knew that would
make me upset. I told my family what was happening and before i left Edward annouced that he was coming with me
and that he could help me by reading Jasper's mind. Jasper and i had been together for five years but we werent
married Jasper wanted to i could tell but i guess he never got up the nerve to ask if i would have asked
him he wouldnt have left."Alice stop thiking like that theres' nothing you could have done to stop him, he thinks
he's doing the right thing. " Edward told me, " how could this be the right thing." i asked mostly myself " he
thinks he is protecting you" a moment of silence " from himself" " Edward can you hear his thoughts
Edward:no Alice i cant , can you see where he is
Alice um.. hang on let me try he just passed the canada boarder
Edward:He's taking his time Alice if we run for three days i'm sure we can catch up wwith him
Alice :okay ,Edward why is he taking his time
Edward:because he doesnt want to leave you
Alice: i brought his letter,when we get to him i'm going to give it to him i want to see what he does to it
Edward: Alice just clear your head and keep checking on Jasper's track and speed
Alice: okay, Edward i'm sorry it's just we run and i cant express my feelings
Edward: I know Ali, i know
THREEE DAYYS PAASSTTT
Edward: Alice where is he
Alice : to the left about one mile away he's about to start running try and read his mind
Edward : he can sense us,but only as vampires so he wont run he's going to stand his ground
Alice : do you think you could stay a half a mile away and make sure he doesnt run when i'm tlkin to him
Edward : yes ofcourse i'll circle round now
Alice: okay
SHE' WAS HIDING BEHIND A TREE
Jasper: Show Yourself Vampire
Alice ~walks out from behind tree~
Jasper ~shocked,mad~ Alice, i..i told you not to follow me!
Alice - No, Jasper you didnt you left it here in this stupid note ~ throws the note at Jasper~
Jasper - opens it~ you read it...
Alice - of course i read it it's all you left for me a lousy note
Jasper - ~calmed down~Alice it's for the best your too good for me
Alice - no Jasper i'm not without you i am a worthless peice of Crap
Jasper - ~mad,at himself~ Alice! never call your self worthless, you are no worthless
Alice - really? i'm not then tell me what do i have to live for
Jasper - your family
Alice - they can survive without me
Jasper - what about your life
Alice - My Life? Jasper, my life walked out on me and just left me a stupid note
Jasper - I have to go
Alice - no you dont Emmett just arrived and edward and him are watching right now and they will make sure you dont run
Jasper -~speechless!~
Alice - Jasper what am i feeling, huh? i thought you didnt want me to feel like this? How is Your plan going now!~crying, falls to ground~
Jasper - Alice, don't cry i'm doin this so you can have a better life
Alice - Well then i guess, i'll just stay right here for the rest of it because thats better than bein with the love of my life
Jasper - ~hurt~ I'm Sorry,But my mind is made up
Alice - ~stands up~ Fine! Then Just Leave! Jasper if you dont love me anymore Leave!~crying really bad~
Jasper - ~runs to her takes her face in his arms~ Alice! i ill never stop loving you!
Alice - hows that supposed to make me feel better, okay you love me but not enough to stay with me
Jasper - i've already hurt you to much
Alice - Jasper the only time you've hurt me is when you do this when you convince yourself that your not good enough for me
Jasper - what about at Bella's party? i threw you
Alice - because of instinct, Jasper i know you would never hurt me umpurpose,but you are now and you just think that i'm going to forget ab out you
Jasper - you will because your strong
Alice - no i wont if you leave now i will never be the same, i'll be no good without you
Jasper - Alice, I'm Sorry
Alice - ~gets a vision~ i'm still mad at you i hope you know
Jasper - ~starts crying~ take me back?
Alice - promise me you wil NEVER do this again
Jasper - I promise
Alice - okay ~kisses him passionatly~
Jasper - ~kisses back~
Alice - ~sniffles~
Jasper - I love You
Alice - I love You, never forget that
Jasper - so what do i have to do for you to forive me
Alice - Jasper,i dont feel like talking right now
Jasper - okay let's just go home
Alice - ~nods head~ (Thinks) Thank you Edward tell Emmett Thank you too
Jasper - let me carry you home?
Alice - no
Jasper -okay