This chapter is about James and Carlos...Narrators POV.
Logan has loved Kendall since they were pre-teens. Logan never told anyone but everyone asked him if he like Kendall because they could tell by the way he acted around him. So when they asked he didn't lie so he told everyone yes that he really did like Kendall. Kendall was the only one the he didn't tell so everyone thought that Kendall didn't know but he thought that it could be true. Kendall has felt the same way about Logan and everyone but Logan knew. So Kendall decided they should play a game 'Truth or Dare' but without the dare so that everyone had to tell the truth. So all 4 boys played "Ill go first" Kendall said
"Has anyone in this room liked someone of the same sex?" Kendall, Logan and Carlos raised there hands. They all looked at Carlos. "What?" Carlos asked but they all ignored him. James went next "Has anyone in this room like someone else that is in this room?" James knew that Kendall wanted that question asked. Kendall, Logan and again Carlos raised there hands. "Logan do you like me?" Kendall asked
"Yes" Logan said while nodding.
"I like you too" Kendall said as he was scooting over to kiss Logan.
Carlos then ran out of the room as he saw Logan and Kendall kissing. James thought something was up so he followed Carlos into there shared room. He walked up to the door and it was unlocked so he walked in and said "Carlos?"
"Go away James I don't want to talk about anything right now" Carlos said while crying. James then walked over to Carlos' bed and sat next to him and put his hand on Carlos' shoulder.
"Carlos, I didn't know you were gay or BI, I mean I knew Kendall was gay and that Logan was BI but I dint know you were"
"James please, I don't want to talk about this"
"Please Carlos, talk to me" James begged
"Fine! I guess I'm BI and I have been for awhile"
"And you like someone in our group?"
"Yes, but I'm not saying who" Carlos said still crying.
"Well I'm straight and you knew that Kendall and Logan liked each other so I wouldn't know which one of them that you would like" James said and all Carlos did was cry harder.
"James just please leave me alone right now"
"Sure but we'll talk later ok"
"Kay" Carlos said then James patted him on his back once then he was hiding his face just crying. James looked back over at him before leaving the room and he had a sad face while walking into the living room.
"Is Carlos ok?" Kendall asked
"Not sure" James said shrugging but continued talking. "He said that BI and likes one of us in the group but every time I ask him to talk to me about it he cries harder and tells me to leave and that he needs to be alone, so I left"" James said.
"Wow, I would have never guessed the Carlos would be BI" Logan said
"Well I just feel bad for him because I think that it is one of you guys" James said with a sad face.
"Why exactly do you think that?" Logan asked
"I don't know I just think that because he know that I am straight and I don't think he would ever fall for someone who is straight because Carlos is somewhat smart"
"I feel bad for him now because I like Logan and he likes me also. I just asked him out before you came back but he hasn't answered me yet" Kendall said looking over to Logan.
"The answer is Yes Kendall; you have no idea how long I have waited for you to ask me that question." Logan said while smiling
"Awesome, you have no idea how long I wanted that answer from you" Kendall said leaning over to kiss Logan again.
"Ok enough of that. I need to talk to him; I need to found out what is going on with him. He's my best friend I should be able to handle this but everything is just getting to weird lately." James said as he saw Carlos going into the bathroom to take a shower. Logan and Kendall walked into there shared bedroom. James walked into the bathroom once he herd Carlos turn the water on because the door was unlocked. James sat on the toilet seat and started talking.
"Carlos?"
"James get out, can't you see that I am taking a shower?"
"I'm not looking at you in the shower Carlos I just want to talk don't worry"
"I-I'm not w-worried, I just don't want you in here while I'm in the shower, this is not the place to have a conversation."
"Well to bad, we need to talk"
"NOO!"
"Yes we do Carlos and I'm not leaving until we do talk"
"Fine…talk" Carlos said a little mean.
"Carlos you need to open up to me, you're my best friend and you used to tell me everything and I am still here for you."
"Turn around…I'm getting out"
"Ok" so James turned around and Carlos put a towel around him and grabbed his clothes and said "Fine you want me to talk…turn around and I will" so James did and Carlos continued talking "I like a straight guy who will never love me the way I love him and he's my best friend" Carlos said running out of the bathroom and into his shared room with James and locked the door. James walked to the bedroom and found out the door was locked so he knocked o the door.
"Carlos please open up"
There was no answer so he went to get something to pick the lock with and then he went back to the door and he picked the lock and opened the door.
"James what the hell?" Carlos said when James walked in and saw him playing with himself still naked.
"I picked the lock cause I needed to talk to you, I had no clue you would be naked and doing…umm…that"
"Whatever" so Carlos put his boxers on and walked into the bathroom again. This time locking the door so he could finish. James was freaking out because he wanted to know what was up with Carlos. 'Carlos likes me' he thought to himself. 'But I'm not gay or Bi and he's my best friend, but Kendall and Logan are best friends and there dating now, I don't know what to do now. James kept thinking. So he went and knocked on Kendall and Logan's door so he could talk to them.
"Come in" Logan said when he heard someone knocking on there door.
"Hey guys, I need to talk to you about something." James said.
"Sure, what's up?" Kendall asked
"Well, I just found out that Carlos likes me and I'm straight and I have never been into a guy before but Carlos is my best friend and I don't want to hurt him, what do I do. I need your help"
"Well you need to tell him the truth that you think you are better off as friends unless you wanna give it a try so it doesn't hurt him more." Logan said
"Well I'm straight like I said but id I did try and something happen and we broke up it would kill me to lose my best friend…I mean I know I will have you two cause you guys are also my best friends but I'm so close with Carlos, I cant loose him." James said looking like he was about to cry.
"Just tell him that then, it would hurt him more if you lie to him" Logan said
"I guess that will work I'm just scared"
"Scared Of what?"
"What people would think about me being BI and more about loosing my best friend I just don't ant to hurt him."
"Well just tell him that, that might really help" Logan suggested.
"Thank you, you always know what you say." James said then left there room and closed the door and went back into his room to talk to Carlos.
"Carlos can we talk, its important?"
"Sure" he said knowing that he couldn't avoid this forever.
"I know that you like me and you know I'm straight and I'm scared that if I turn BI just to date you and it doesn't work out that I will lose my best friend and I need my best friend." James said sounding sincere.
"James I do like you and I have for a while but this is why I didn't tell you, I knew you were going to reject me and I knew it would hurt but after I saw Kendall and Logan together I was jealous and I guess I was scared" Carlos said starting to cry.
"Scared?" James asked
"Yeah, I was scared to tell you so I just left to cry"
"I'm sorry Carlos"
"Its ok, don't worry about that because I would never think of you any less than my best friend no matter what happened between us I will always be your best friend. But you will never know anything if you don't try."
"Yeah that is true but I guess I'm also scared of what people will think of me and sex with another guy sounds scary to me" James s aid with a pout
"James, you know me and you know that I would never make you do anything that you don't want to do and if it's that big of a problem then I can always just do what I did earlier, no, it's not the same but it's something"
"But when you are in a relationship you can't always make the other person pleasure themselves, and I would feel really bad id I made you have to do that just because I'm scared of sex with the same sex"
"Just being with you would make me the happiest man in the world, I can worry abut that rest later"
"Carlos I just need some time to think about this because this is all new for me and I'm scared"
"Ill give you all the time you need but I'm not going to wait around forever"
I understand that, but why me? Why did you pick me?" James said smiling
"Well we have been best friends forever and I know everything about you. I think we would make a great couple because we are such great friends and we would look so hott together. Iv like you a long time James"
"I can't believe you like me for so long and you didn't tell me"
"Well I didn't want to get rejected and have you hate me" Carlos said looking down at his hands.
"Carlos nothing you ever do to say would make me hate you, you're my best friend" James said using his had to pull Carlos chin up so he could look at him while talking.
"Thank you" Carlos said looking back down at his hands.
"2 weeks top and you will have my answer"
"Ok"
James then left the room to go take a shower before bed after grabbing clothes. After he got out he put boxers on and a while wife-beater shirt and then went back into his room where Carlos was. When he walked ion Carlos was getting ready for bed. He started by taking off his shirt then his pants and then his boxers and then walked around the room to do a few things before bed. While Carlos was walking around the room he got a boner and James couldn't stop staring at him. Carlos then got into bed still naked and had his hands under his blanket on his member stroking it. James was watching Carlos the whole time wondering why he was watching him. When he stopped thinking he realized that he was also horny and started playing with himself. James got up and walked over to Carlos's bed and took off his boxers then hopped under the covers with Carlos. Carlos looked at him like he wanted to say 'What the hell are you doing' but continued playing with himself being silent. James pulled the covers down and sat up between Carlos's legs. He moved Carlos's hand and he stared to play with Carlos's very erect member. James was moving his hand up and down while Carlos laid there with his back arched and his head back with his eyes closed. James played with Carlos for about 10 minutes to please him and Carlos held back to enjoy the pleaser from the man he loved when Carlos said "James I-I'm C-Close" then Carlos unloaded all over James hand. James got up to get a cloth to clean up his hands but before he cleaned up he put a finger in his mouth while Carlos was watching because he was curious.
"Mmmm…doesn't taste to bad" James said with a smile on his face. Then he cleaned his hands up and then took the cloth to Carlos. James cleaned Carlos off. James then got into bed with Carlos still naked. So Carlos did the same thing for James but wanted to use his mouth.
"May I?" Carlos said opening his mouth to show James what he wanted to do.
"Sure" James shrugged.
So Carlos gave James a blow job. After about 8 minutes James said "Carlos?"
"Yeah"
"I'm so c-close"
So Carlos sucked harder and moved up and down faster and James unloaded into Carlos's mouth and Carlos swallowed all of it then cleaned James off and Laid in the bed with James both still naked they covered up and both fell asleep.