Hatred

I killed them…

I killed them all…

They're dead…

Every single one of them…

Not just the men…

But the women…

And the children too…

They're like animals…

And I slaughtered them like animals…

But why?

Why do I hate them so?

Is my reason really my mother?

Or is she just what made me snap?

Why am I like this?

This condition is sure to lead me no where,

But yet I have an urge to follow my temptations.

I am as a picture out of its frame,

Lost and unsustained.

My life is a lecture,

Obi-Wan proves this a truth.

I want to break of this chain,

And let go of my anger.

I want to be a real jedi,

But if that is my wish,

Why did I kill them all?

Did I think that this would prove myself worthy?

Surely I could not have been so stupid.

Could I?