Short drabble.
Nepeta sat on the ground, it was raining out and she got no sleep last night or the night before. Looks like this night is no different. She kepted going back to her wall, crossing ships out and replacing them, only to change them back the next second. The wall is just scribbles now, at first glance it looks as if a grub went wild in her hive.
Shes starting to run out of space, theres black and red chalk everywhere. All on her paws, face, arms, even her tail. She felt like throwing every thing. She felt like killing every animal she could find, she even felt like asking Equius for a hug, knowing that it would hurt. Because no matter how much she tried, thought, worked, she couldn't find a space for herself. All of the quadrants, black or red, filled. Even Eridan, she paired him up with Sollux.
Fefari and Aradia, red. Karkat and Terezi, red. Gamzee and Tavros, red. Eridan and Vriska, black. Equius and Gamzee, black. Kanaya and Rose, red. So where does Nepeta fit in? That's right, no where. She doesn't fit. Theres not enough room, she wants every one to be happy, but she wants to be happy too. Its not fair, she supports everyone, but no one supports her. She keeps telling herself its her fault, she should of acted, she should of minded her own bussiness, only care about her own quadrants quadrants.
Its all her fault. Its all her fault shes alone.