A/N: New account and I've kinda been rushing so don't blame me if it's not as good as usual due to vaguity or shortness or whatever. Not meaning to sound mean guys ;D. But anyway make sure you R&R (Read and Review for you N00bs) and as always I will promptly update constantly and won't leave my stories for dead n.n

- I don't own Suite Life, so don't...just don't...

- Warning: Twincest. Don't like it? I don't really give a fuck.

-Luv ya :D

Chapter 1:

"Hey, Co-" Zack cut himself off.

"Huh? Did you call me?" Cody said while he turned from the stove with a confused face.

Zack pretended like he was still eating the pancakes that Cody had made. After a long moment of silence, Cody gave a irritated huff and turned back to the stove, his apron flowing around him. Zack looked up from the table at Cody. God, he had choked up again. He had promised himself that he would tell Cody how he felt about him and they would talk and figure it out together. But everytime he tried he would always think about how scared he was about Cody rejecting him and how much distance he would put between them. Especially now that Cody was almost a month away from leaving to Yale. Zack couldn't afford to lose his brother before he actually "lost" his brother. They were never apart. And just the thought of him leaving was sickening to Zack.

"Cody?"

Cody sighed and threw a towel into the sink.

"Yesss, Zack?" He hissed.

"Umm...Can we talk?"

Rarely ever seeing a fearful look on his brother's face, Cody had immediately changed his attitude and walked over to the table to sit in a chair across from Zack.

"What's wrong?" Cody scooted closer to the table as if to get closer to Zack. His face now worried.

"Well...Err...You know...I've kinda-" Zack paused.

*BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP*

The smoke alarm in the kitchen was blaring.

"Oh, damnit! Hold that thought..." Cody hopped over the table to attend to the sounds of stove that was now smoking from seared meat.

'Oh thank God!' Zack thought to himself. While Cody opened windows to usher the smoke out of the suite, Zack quickly thought of some kind of story to prevent him from telling his brother of his actual worries.

Late That Night:

Zack woke up in a cold sweat, struggling to mind kept flashing back to the dream that just woke him. He looked at the digital clock by his bed.

3:43 AM

After seeing the time he panicked, immediately looking through the darkness, trying to find Cody in the other bed on the other side of the room. He took a sigh of relief after finding that Cody was no where to be found.

'Phew...He must still be at the party.'

In a vain attempt to rid his mind of the dream that had sent him into a daze, Zack shook his head vigorously. Stumbling out of bed he looked at himself in the full-length mirror ahead of him. His clothes were soaked as well as his hair with what he hoped to be mostly sweat.

He made it out of the room without falling. Feeling queasy and light-headed, he went into the bathroom, his bare feet sticking to the tile. Shutting and locking the door behind him, he looked at himself in the mirror after turning the lights on. His mind changed the image that was reflected until Zack saw Cody staring back at him with a slight smirk. Going back into a state of panic, he put his face under the faucet and turned it on. Trying to wash away the images. The feelings. The guilt.

Zack finally looked up to see his own reflection staring back. Finally calming down, he turned on the shower to the hottest setting possible. Taking off the jeans, t-shirt, and boxers that he had passed out in, he didn't dare look into the mirror again.

He flinched at the suprising heat of the water but after a few moments of pain, he got used to it.

The water sprayed onto his body, relaxing his muscles and clearing his mind. He closed his eyes as he leaned against the shower walls. He reluctantly let his mind wander to the dream. Hoping he might get rid of them by facing them.

Cody, hovering over him smiling. Easing his bare body onto Zack's, kissing him all over. The sweet smell of Cody mixed with that of both of their perspiration filled the air. Cody's skin and eyes glistening in the eerily dim light that seems to be coming from nowhere. The heat building in between them as Cody pushed his body into Zack's. Grinding their cocks together sending waves of pleasure throughout Zack's body. Until...

Zack opened his eyes feeling dizzy again. The guilt was back, but at least it wasn't as bad. It had been the routine for almost every night since graduation.

He started to tear up.

Zack reached for his body wash to properly clean himself. But he paused before reaching for the bottle to the left of his. It was Cody's. Zack felt kind of weak for letting himself stoop so low as to imitate the smell of his brother just so that he wouldn't feel so lonely. So...Without Cody. He lathered the wash and covered it over every inch of his body. He scrubbed as hard as he could, as if to scrape away all of the filth. He stood in the shower silently, letting the water do it's job and rinse off all of Zack's problems. Well, almost all of them.

He turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. Drying himself while staring intently towards the mirror at the cloudy and obscured reflection of himself. He knew behind the condensation, he was looking through with an expressionless dismay in his eyes. He couldn't tell his brother about this. No matter what he had promised himself before, he couldn't even think of how much worse he would feel if his brother saw him with disgust and disownment in his eyes.

After drying, Zack took the towel and hung it on a rack attached to the wall, and placed his clothes into the hamper next to him. He slowly stepped out of the bathroom and paused in the doorway due to the rush of biting cold air.

He shook off the chill and stepped into the hallway, walking non-chalantly through towards the bedroom. His eyes grew wide as he heard deep, nasaly breathing. Zack froze.

Hhis heart started to beat faster and faster with each second it took for the realization to dawn upon him that Cody had come back while he was in the shower and was now aspleep in their bedroom as well as the fact that he stood there naked as his brother was snoring three feet from him. He slowly creeped around his brother's bed until he was halfway across the room and found out that he had been holding his breath while trying to tiptoe to his dresser. He reflexively snapped in a large breath of air with a loud whoosh.

Frightened, he turned his head towards where Cody lay, slowly. Cody grumbled and rolled over, now facing away from the door and towards Zack.

'Damnit. Just Great.'

Zack closed the distance between him and the dresser. He took the metal handle and pulled on the first drawer where he kept his boxers.

There was an unbelievably loud creaking sound.

"Err...Zack." Cody slurred, half asleep.

Turning white from fear, Zack turned on his heel and leaped onto his bed, quickly covering himself with the not-as-sweaty/sticky sheets.

"What are... you... doing?" Cody said even more sleepily.

Realizing that his brothers eyes were still closed, Zack took a moment of breath to calm himself.

"Nothing. Go back to sleep."

Cody's eyebrows furrowed.

"No-, you go to... sleep." Cody started to snore again.

Zack smiled at Cody in the darkness. He stared at the perfect silouette of the perfect person. Cody's face seemed to move. Zack's eyes dove a little more into the darkness as he squinted to see Cody's face.

'Is Cody smiling?'

He shook his head dismissing the thought and rolled over letting his hair soak the pillow entirely. He fell asleep smelling Cody's scent and evidence of his own shame.

Okay! Like I said before I know it's kind of boring and lame and short this first chapter. BUT if you review than I pwomise it'll be better! And I will get down and dirty with it of course Trolol.
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~MovieBoy1313