I hope i didn't make Hibari too out of character.
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All of the characters are of TYL, but there won't be uses of ring boxes.
There won't be many fights as this story will be concentrating more on Hibari and Chrome's relationship.
However said, there will be little fights here and there. Uses of guns will be common here, just normal guns that shoots bullets.
The guardians all remain the same if they do appear, except Mukuro Rokudo will be the sole guardian of mist.
Chrome will be the pretty wealthy daughter whose's father have ties with the mafia world.
Hibari's age at 27 while Chrome is at 25 since originally she's 2 years younger than him.
Disclaimer: I do not own KHR and any of the characters here. ):
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Chrome Dokuro stirred in her sleep as she slowly opened her eyes exposing it to the sunlight half hidden by her curtains. She turned her head towards her left and found it empty. He left. The sheets on the bed no longer lingered his heat or scent. Cold, it felt so cold. She pulled the sheets higher to cover her bare breast. He always left right after they finished making love. No, what they do is just sex, no string bounded sex. It always made her feel so empty after it.
He never stays for the night holding her throughout like how she wanted. Like what every other couples being in love do. But he doesn't love her at all. She knew that from the first time she went to bed with him. He told her not to expect anything other than sex from him. She agreed.
Now she wanted something more than sex from him, love. She wanted him to love her but she knew it in her heart that it will never happen because Hibari Kyoya is a man who doesn't let emotions cloud his mind. He is a cold man. Perhaps because he is the way he is, that is what made Chrome fell in love with him.
She love the way he touches her. The way he kisses her so passionately as if he can't wait to savour her. The way his hands circle her back while exploring her body all over using his mouth. The way he whispers her name over and over. She then thought back to one of the night in passion they had shared.
His lips were ravishing hers as she allows her fingers to skim down his throat and coming to a stop at his chest, feeling the harsh rhythm of his heartbeat. She gave it a gentle rub up and down countless times and ran her hand downwards passing by his belly, tracing the trail of hairs leading down to his package. She gently wrapped her hand over him and he groaned. He was beautiful, long and hard. She wanted to tease him by bringing him to his climax then stopping to have him beg her. But within an immediate second, both her hands shot up over her head and were held firmly to the bed as he used one of his hands to press them down.
"Not so fast." Hibari whispered in her ears, and kissed her earlobe making her sigh.
At the thought of that, she blushed. She couldn't believe she was so daring in bed. He made her feel good and alive. But was that love? She had been asking herself for the millionth time. What they had at first sight was simply lust. Love was such a difficult thing to comprehend.
What is always going on in your mind? Am I still considered nobody to you? Kyoya ..
She curled herself in bed trying hard to manage back her tears when she thought about the heart wrenching road she would be headed down. She got up reluctantly and found her black silk robe by the floor, put it on and went to the bathroom for a good hot shower.
She pondered over the excuse she should use to get Hibari to stay over tonight during the bath. Maybe she should just lie and tell him that he left something of his at her place. And she'll seduce him when he's here and make him forget about the little white lie she made up? That seems so childish, she mused. He's not a man who'll forget in the heat of passion anyway. What a difficult man. She sighed and racked her brain for another better one.
She walked out after an hour's shower, with her pink bath robe on and felt satisfied. A good bath never failed to lift up her spirits.
"Chrome Dokuro." A voice came out from behind her and broke her after-bath bubble. She yelled! She turned her head towards the voice and thought it was some kind of illusion until the figure came up to her and stood in front of her. He was fully dressed, in his charming suit, open black blazer with loosened tie. He leaned his body against the door frame of the bathroom and watched her carefully.
"Kyoya? What are you still doing here?" Chrome mumbled hurriedly, a part of her felt relieved and glad that he didn't leave. "I thought you left." She continued sadly but curved her lips upwards.
She went towards him and attempted to touch him but he moved back.
"Don't touch me." He said icily and looked at Chrome coldly.
Chrome felt her heart stabbed and regained her composure, "Why?"
"We're done here."
"W-what do you mean done?" Chrome felt her heart stilled. "Are you ... telling me you want to end this?"
Hibari sighed but maintained the stern look. "If you get hysterical on me, I'll bite you to death, pronto."
Chrome couldn't believe her ears. "So you want to end things between us now? Is that it? Heck. I don't fucking care if you want to bite me to death. I was just beginning to debate against myself that I might be falling in love with you and this is how it all turns out before I even got the words out?" Chrome went hysteric as Hibari had predicted.
She wrapped her arms around her belly and inched herself lower to the floor of her door mat. She bent her head to her knees and her arms went around it and cried. She didn't care if he was watching. She didn't care if he was going to bite her to death for going hysteric. She just wants him to stay. Even if that means being sex fiend, it's fine. She just wanted him here, close to her where she can feel the heat of his body.
Hibari remained silent for a few minutes watching Chrome while she sobbed. He wasn't making any effort to comfort her.
"Firstly, there wasn't 'things' between us. There was only sex. I wanted to end things before it got to this. One of the things I hate is tears being shed, no matter from whom." Hibari continued putting on a cold facade. "Develop any silly feelings and I leave. That was what we discussed."
Chrome thought she was going to hyperventilate. She found it hard to breathe in between her cries but was eased when she relaxed herself. She forced herself to still her cries because Hibari hated it. She wiped the tears gathering at the bottom of her eyelashes and faced up to meet his gaze. Her eyes were still blurry but she had stopped crying.
She spoke but couldn't stop the stuttering, "I-I know. You-u thought I've never used that to make myself hate you instead of growing feelings towards you? I've tried-d every way I could. I don't know w-what to do anymore. I want us to still go on. I don't want this to end. I can't, can't bear to."
She knew that no matter what she says, he won't hear a word. Because he is Hibari Kyoya. Cool, mysterious and notoriously handsome looking, always brimming with confidence yet hated the sight of crowding and irked at the thought of having ties. She understood but her body doesn't seem to do the same. He won't bring her happiness she thought trying to bring down the hurt slightly. Her heart still ached like thousand knives stabbing through it.
"I'm seeing other women."
"What?" Chrome stilled.
"Besides you, I've had other women." This will make it easier for her. Let it be. Do you get it now? You aren't the only one. You were never the only one, you just assumed. I was never a one-woman man."
Chrome froze and opened her mouth. No words came out. She closed her eyes briefly then reopened with tears still streaming down and managed out, "I hate you."
It was so quiet. Her anger came out silently yet so powerful. "I want you to leave. Now." Her glare was filled with pure hate and anger that had Hibari's eyes widened a fraction.
"You never asked so I never told you. This should all end now."
Hibari turned from her and made his way out of her room. He picked up his set of tonfas lying on top of the coffee table in the living room. He glanced back to Chrome's bedroom one last time, resting his gaze there for a few second but he couldn't see her. His eyes were full of guilt, hurt and sadness and shut them briefly. He reopened it again and all of the emotions that clouded his eyes before were all gone.
Hate me than love me. Chrome Dokuro.
He let her main door shut tightly behind him. Her door, her home, her life. He was walking away from all of it and never coming back again.
Or so he thought.
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