Hello my lovely readers! =) This takes place after the Pevensie's come back home after "Prince Caspian." I'm slightly embarrassed to say that the majority of this is being written during my astronomy class. (I'm finally in college! =D) I know most of the material class already, and the class itself is very boring, so I have to find a way to keep myself awake. (There is currently a guy in front of me and another guy across the room sleeping) But no worries, I'm getting an B as of right now =) Anyway...I apologize for any grammatical errors, I don't intend for this to be perfect. Some of that is just my writing style. I'm the one writing, so I make the rules, that's the way I see it. I also may or may not include some incest =/. Again, I apologize if that's not your thing. It's not mine, I think it's gross, but I just love Peter and Susan together =) (By the way, my professor just dropped something and the guy sleeping across the room woke up and freaked out and almost fell out of his chair...t'was very entertaining)

I shall stop rambling now and get on with the story. If you've read any of my other stories, you will know that my chapters aren't very long in the beginning because I like to do a lot of setup, so I'm sorry =/. But just hold in there and they'll get longer, I promise! =) I hope you like it! Please review! =)

Peter's POV:

She was never quite the same after we came back. Mine and Susan's life in Narnia was gone; we couldn't go back, and that meant that she would never see Prince Caspian again. I knew it was going to be hard on her right when Aslan told us our time was up, but I never imagined it would be quite like this.

Susan just wasn't the same person. She would stare into space often, and I had to constantly cover for her in front of my parents, making up excuses like she was just tired or stressed about something in school or it was just one of "those days."

Eventually, the pain of his absence just got to be too much for her. I found her once huddled in the bathroom or the kitchen with blood dripping down her arms. I'll be honest, that scared the bloody hell out of me, but that's when I knew that I had to step in.

I watched over her even closer than I already had been. She actually started getting better as we spent more time together. Susan began to socialize again, and she even started getting interested in other boys at school.

It's hard to explain what happened after that. There were so many different, new, repulsive emotions that I didn't know what to do with myself. I felt lost and disgusted with myself and how I was feeling. I hated that I couldn't control it. Susan always had a way of just making me lose control, no matter what the situation was.

Eventually I went into a kind of furious depression. I was either extremely angry or extremely sad. The only thing that made it better was Susan. Just being around her, no matter who else was with us, made me feel happy.

Then it happened. And after it happened I stopped feeling disgusted with myself and I was finally happy again. Everything was back to normal...for the most part.

There you go! Again, I apologize for how incredibly short this is, but I wanted to leave a lot of mystery, even though I'm sure you could all figure out what will happen. Basically, I will include every fanfic story cliche in here, but I hopefully will still make it interesting =) I hope you liked it! Please review!