My first story ever, so be nice! Please...

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"The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person." Vi Putnam

On the roof of Titans Tower, Raven was levitating in lotus position, enjoying the warmth of the sunrise on her skin and contemplating her thoughts. Since no one else was awake, she decided to meditate without her cloak. She sighed, completely at peace and feeling the cool breeze across her face and through her hair. It was about 6:00 AM and she knew Robin would soon be awake. Raven normally did not care too much for dating, because she believed she couldn't love-but nevertheless, for him she had made an exception. He was her hero, her savior, her everything.

Since the end of the world had nearly taken place, he saved her from her father and herself. They had grown closer and closer. She had once thought that maybe she and Beast Boy would end up together, but Robin showed her his romantic side. He managed to woo her and get her to go out on their first date together, which she shyly agreed to. Starfire was furious at first, but after pouring her heart out to Robin and a visit back to Tamaran she seemed to be doing better. Thankfully, Starfire and Speedy began dating after a few meetings with Titans East and the honorary Titans.

The two birds had picnics in the park, a few candlelight dinners in the common room, walks on the beach at night, they even went to Raven's favorite depressing cafe to listen to poetry a few times. She let him teach her how to spar. Pretty soon they were inseparable, also because of the bond they had formed even before Robin stole her first kiss. Raven and Robin lost their virginity to each other also. They almost always told each other everything, so they rarely fought. Because of their relationship and her new emotional freedom, Raven went out with the team more often. Quite often, the two birds even slept in each others rooms.

The violet-haired girl was even able to love Robin. Raven had noticed that she was able to feel emotions, but not entirely like a human. It was probably because she was not completely human. It might be possible one day for her to be able to fully feel emotions. Lust was definitely an emotion she had no problem with, due to her demonic nature. She now had control over her powers now for the most part. The dark bird had thought it was because of her father's demise, but it was something more as well. For some reason being with Robin made her so calm that she didn't have to meditate as much. He was the only person she had ever been with and the only person she hoped to ever be with. Raven was really in love for once in her life. She liked to think that she had a relationship most could only dream about.

Robin quietly opened the door to the roof, not wanting to disturb his girlfriend. He walked slowly over to her, admiring her relaxed form. She's so...graceful...not to mention gorgeous. But, I think that's enough mediation, she needs some Robin time...

"Raven, my love, how are you on this fine morning?" Robin asked in a playful manner.

"Great... But do you know what would make me feel even better?" the dark sorceress said slightly seductively. Raven lowered herself to the ground. She walked slowly over to him, Robin's eyes roamed her hourglass figure which was barely covered by her leotard. He licked his lips. Raven smiled coyly and wrapped her arms around his neck.

"You, Richard..." He inhaled her delicious vanilla and lavender scent, it was so...intoxicating to him, like everything about her. He was truly smitten. The dark girl began stroking his lips with her own. Robin pulled her tightly to him, kissing her as his hands roamed her back as they kissed. She nibbled softly on his plump bottom lip, seeking entrance. Robin moaned softly, opening his mouth for her and pulling her closer to him. She finally broke the kiss and placed a final peck on his lips.

"Raven, you seem to be in a really good mood, what's the occasion?"

"You're helping me make breakfast." Robin held the door politely open for his girlfriend and the two birds continued talking on the way to the kitchen.

"Well, that would be in your best interest since you some how manage to burn salads, which to this day I still don't understand," Robin chuckled.

"You're washing the dishes, I think I can handle those waffles."

"Alright, you make the waffles, maybe you can handle them, after all you do handle me..." said Robin. Raven walked over to the cabinet and got out the waffle mix and ingredients, poured them in the mixing bowl and began to stir them together with the whisk.

"You're right you are a lot to handle, but I do it out of love," she said with a smile.

"I love you too, you know that..."

Robin grabbed her wrist, spun her around then passionately embraced her. "I just want to hold you for a second Rae," he whispered in her ear. She closed her eyes. "You make me realize how lucky I am, even though my parents died..."

Robin kissed the top of her head. Raven reached up and peeled his mask away, and stared into stunning, grey-blue eyes. Robin kissed her forehead down to the side of her face, then trailed his lips from her chin to her eyelid. He stared intensely at her as he nipped her bottom lip, Raven's breath was hitched in her throat.

He doesn't know what he does to me... He pressed her against the counter, about to continue his onslaught on her lips, when her elbow knocked over the mixing bowl, spilling the batter all over the counter.

"Oops... Sorry, Rae," he said sheepishly.

"Don't be," she said seductively. The dark bird smeared a bit of waffle batter on his nose and then stood her tiptoes to lick it off.

Robin shivered. "Raven..." he said putting his mask on again. He leaned closer to her so their noses were touching. "You must want me to take you right here in this kitchen..."

"Maybe...but let's wait until tonight." she murmured. She pinched his butt and smirked at his slightly surprised reaction. "Then I will be all yours." Robin grinned.

"I like the sound of that."

They continued working quietly together, enjoying their silence-that is until everyone else woke up. "Good morning y'all!" Cyborg said smiling enthusiastically as he walked in. The cybernetic teen eyed the large piles of waffles on the counter with his eyes as large as saucers. "Alright! Waffles on the gourmet..." He began to help himself.

Starfire bolted into the kitchen quickly spotting the waffles. "Good Morning, Friend Robin and Friend Raven!" Starfire cheered. "You have constructed the round, grid-covered discs for consumption, yes?" She grabbed a bunch and began drowning them in mustard.

Beast Boy didn't bother to greet them and he ran to the kitchen and yelled "RAVEN! Did you make my tofu waf-" He was cut off by Starfire shoving a tofu waffle directly into his mouth.

"Done." said Raven in her monotone voice.

"Famks" said Beast boy with his mouth completely full.

Later that crime free day...

Raven stripped herself of her leotard and tossed it into the laundry hamper near the bathroom. She sighed, and looked at herself in the mirror by her bookshelf. Raven self-consciously ran her fingers through her hair which was trailing well-past her shoulder blades. All this time I've been spending with Robin...I forgot to cut my hair... Maybe I shouldn't...Robin does seem to like it.

She took off her black bra and matching g-string, unaware of Slade watching from the shadows with his mouth agape and eyes wide. Boy has she grown since the last time I've seen her... Or maybe I just didn't notice before... Slade wondered. He admired her gorgeous face to her full lips to the creamy skin of her ample cleavage to her tiny waist and generous hips. His gaze lingered for more than a few seconds on the wild little tuft of purple hair between her thighs and at her long, pale legs. As much as I'd love to enjoy the show, it's time to deliver yet another message, thought Slade, smirking underneath his mask. Slade slowly walked out of the shadows.

"Well hello, Raven, so nice to see you-well all of you really," he smirked. Raven was beyond shocked. Raven's eyes widened and she gasped. She stood there for a second, in stupor before she grabbed her towel, knotting it around herself.

"Slade, you sick bastard, how dare you come in my room?" she asked, her tone low and deadly, eyes flashing white in alarm.

She was too surprised that he was alive after two years that she could barely remember what to do. Quickly her emotionless mask returned. "I don't know how you came back, but dead or alive, I'm still going to take you out." She raised her hands opening her mouth up to say her famous three words, but Slade appeared behind her fast as lightning, and covered her mouth tightly. The gothic girl gave him a powerful aura encased right hook to his jaw. Slade stepped back, releasing her, holding his jaw gingerly for a second.

"You nearly bruised me there, my dear. Wouldn't want anything to break, now would we?" he drawled.

Slade punched hard her in the gut and sent her flying smack into the wall near her bed. She coughed in pain and struggled to get up. "It has been a nice visit, but sadly, my beautiful Raven, I think I will save the more formal introductions for when I see the rest of the titans," said Slade in his seductive and slightly teasing tone.

Damn, thought Slade taking another good look at her. Robin might just be one of the luckiest guys out there...but not for long... Slade back flipped and landed on the large window ledge. Raven began to rise, wincing in pain, her hands were glowing with her dark energy, preparing to stop him.

"Raven..." he murmured turning to face her for the last time. "Daddy dearest may be dead, but that doesn't mean you won't be seeing me anymore... And remember, you owe me. "

And with that, Slade jumped out her window. Raven ran to it, hoping that at least his brains were splattered on the ground below, but to her dismay Slade was gone. Raven sat down on her bed, confused about the strange encounter. I can't believe he's back, after more than a year missing... I...have to tell Robin-but he'll just drive himself crazy looking for Slade... I'll tell Dick if he ever comes back again...but for now, I'll just keep it a secret...

Raven winced as she touched her bruised stomach, she used her powers to heal the angry red marks without leaving any traces of scars. She walked into the bathroom, grabbing her favorite lavender shampoo and body wash, a pair of black boy shorts, and one of Robin's white t-shirts that he was always leaving around in her room. The dark bird walked into the shower stall turning on the cool water, letting it run over her smooth, pale skin. Raven washed herself clean of sweat from training and of the encounter with Slade that she just couldn't push from her mind.

Slade thinks I'm beautiful? No that can't be right he's just toying with me...he's my...enemy, of course he doesn't think something ridiculous like that! She hated to admit it, but even though it was a shock, it was nice to hear from someone other than Robin for once, even if she still didn't quite believe it. He could have easily won the fight while I was down, why didn't he? Still, I don't know why I did not sense his presence before, he must be masking his aura somehow... Raven let the water run over her for a few minutes and got out of the shower, toweling herself off. She pulled on the boy shorts which fit her rather snugly and slipped the white t-shirt over her head which reached about mid thigh.

Walking into her bedroom she smiled slightly when she saw Robin on her bed wearing only a pair of navy blue sweatpants. She loved it when she saw him in her bed, waiting for her. He was lying supine on the violet-colored, silk sheets, with his eyes closed and finally free of that black and white mask. Raven was one of the few people he had ever let see him without it. He looked so peaceful and calm lying there without the stresses of the day burdening him, it seemed like a shame to interrupt him. Raven walked noiselessly towards him. She climbed gently onto the bed and onto him and placed a soft kiss on his lips. Robin opened his delicately slanted, gray-blue eyes and sat up to see two huge purple orbs staring at him expectantly. He sat up slowly as he stretched. "Wow...you definitely look better in my shirt than I do," he admitted and kissed her lightly.

The purple-haired girl pushed him back onto the bed gently. Robin held her to him closely, like he didn't ever want to let her go. She stared into his beautiful eyes, as if trying to commit every inch of them to memory. I have to tell him...I could be putting him in danger by not doing so...and yet I can't bring myself to... Robin gazed at her lovingly. What was it about her that was so...unlike any other girl he had ever seen? The moonlight was shining through a sliver in the curtains of her enormous windows. Her face was illuminated by the silver light. It was as if the moon was shining through every pore on her skin. He sighed contently.

"Raven...you're an angel." he breathed.

"I'm the spawn of Satan practically...the complete opposite..." she said sadly. Robin's brow furrowed. He was confused because that was what he really did think. She had to know what he thought of her this far along in their relationship, that she was the most beautiful girl he had ever laid eyes on.

"Raven, I really mean it, you're so beautiful that I can't even begin to comprehend your beauty. And believe me, a half-demon trying to live life like a saint, well, that's the most holy thing I've ever heard of." Raven smiled, a genuine smile, Robin's special smile.

"I think the same thing about your eyes..." Raven murmured. "I understand why you hide them away...the same reason why I had to hide my emotions. But...you could have gotten Kitten in jail quicker by just taking off your mask, you know..." she joked.

Robin laughed. "Oh really? Well, maybe if you flashed a few villains of the male variety a little thigh-" Robin was cut off by a teddy bear encased in black aura hitting him in the face. The bear turned brown once more and landed in his hands and he examined it, curiously.

"Wow, Rae...a teddy bear? I didn't think you were one to keep stuffed animals," he grinned. Robin had always thought she had a soft spot and found the fact that she kept a teddy bear to be rather cute. The thought of her cuddling with it at night was beyond adorable.

"I only keep it because it's the first thing you gave me, when you won it for me at the fair a long time ago..." she reminisced. Robin examined at it again in the dim light of Raven's bedside lamp.

"Oh, I remember now. But that was...so long ago...I can't believe you still have this..." Robin trailed off.

"I liked you even then..." she admitted, blushing. Robin's lips found hers and he began kissing her sweetly, Raven willingly complied and closed her eyes-but before she could deepen the kiss and wrap her arms around him-it was over.

"Rae...you're amazing..." said Robin. He smiled at her sleepily. Raven! yelled Anger. Tell him the truth so Guilt can go back to her cave and leave us all alone!

I hate to admit this but I must agree with Anger mused Intelligence. The longer that Guilt stays here, the more she affects the rest of us, she makes us all weaker!

I will take care of it, just please, not today...I can't do that to him...I love him... Last time he drove himself crazy trying to get Slade... Raven murmured in her head.

I will trust your judgment on this Raven, but the truth will slip out sooner or later and it may not even be from one us...just keep that in mind.

"Um...Raven, are you okay?" said Robin waving a hand in front of her face.

"Yeah, my emotions are just acting up again, especially Lust, she just can't enough of you. You drive us absolutely crazy, Richard." Raven replied in a slightly breathy voice. Well it wasn't a total lie. Lust thoroughly enjoyed all the time she spent with her boyfriend. Just as she had hoped and predicted, Robin didn't seem to notice her white lie-he was only paying attention to what she said.

"I drive you crazy, huh? Well...you drive me...absolutely insane..." he whispered in a husky voice, moving closer to her. Raven knew she needed to tell him what transpired earlier in her room, but that didn't mean she couldn't spend some quality time with Robin. Still, a part, of her nagged that if she were a good, honest girlfriend, she would not be keeping secrets from the man she loved. Still, she could not help but feel turned on by what he had just said and his proximity to her.

The half-naked hero stared at her intensely, slowly caressing her cheek. He leaned in slowly and she felt his breath on her lips the dark girl shivered in anticipation. He softly captured her lips once more. The petite girl shut her eyes and responded slowly, wrapping her arms around his neck. Anything to get her mind off of the ordeal with Slade. Of course, she found herself enjoying it a lot more than she intended to. She allowed her mind to grow blank as the kiss grew deeper and more passionate. Raven couldn't help but moan softly, opening her mouth for him in spite of herself.

Robin explored every crevice in her mouth. He brushed over the roof of her mouth. He sucked on her tongue enjoying the muffled pleasured sounds she made. She nipped and licked his lips; Robin moaned and he pulled her closer as their lips devoured each other's. The empath loved the feeling of the heat of his body against hers. He moved his lips down to her cheek and her chin, planting butterfly kisses along the way.

Robin began kissing and licking her neck and tugged his t-shirt away from her throat so he could have better access. He began nibbling on the soft, pale skin and ran his tongue over the sensitive spots. "Mmm..." Raven moaned and wrapped her legs around his waist. Robin smirked. He knew just how to make her melt in his arms-but then...so did she... She grabbed his face and pulled him into another heated kiss. Then she slid her hands down his muscular back and grabbed his backside, pulling his lower body closer to hers and then she began grinding her pelvis into his slowly.

Robin groaned quietly. Raven pushed him back onto the bed and began kissing, biting, and licking his neck, she kissed her way down to his nipples, licking them thoroughly. Then she started rubbing his muscular biceps as she kissed and nibbled at his chest. Robin bit his lip to contain his moans. "Ra...ven..." he whispered. She kissed her way down his six pack until she reached his navel. With a simple flick of her wrist, his sweat pants were strewn across a random corner in the room.

"Th-that's...cheating Rae..." he stuttered as she began stroking the bulge in his underwear. "Oh...Raven..." he moaned again, throwing his head back.

He was right where she wanted him, but before she could pull his boxers down, the raven-haired teen flipped them over, so that he was now straddling her waist. He pinned her thin wrists down with one hand and pressed against the mattress with the other for support. Raven was about to protest, but he covered her mouth in another heated, delicious kiss; she kissed him back with almost bruising force. Robin slid his tongue across her upper lip, urging her to deepen the kiss. She obliged and parted her lips for him.

He broke the kiss only to slip the t-shirt over her head and throw it on the floor. The raven-haired teen took a second to admire the wonderful sight before him. Raven's intense purple eyes were burning with lust, desire, and love. Her full pink lips were parted and slightly swollen from their heated kissing, her violet colored locks fanned out onto the bed, like a purple halo. On her perfect chest her hard dusty-pink nipples stood straight out from her equally pink areolas, practically begging to be touched-and sucked. She was truly a sight to be hold, laying there in only her black panties.

Of course, Robin would have preferred a thong that was see-through, but Raven could make just about anything look sexy. Robin claimed her lips once more and gently squeezed her right breast. "Mmm..." groaned Raven into his mouth. Her breasts were extremely sensitive, and he loved it. He could make her orgasm just by touching them. Robin broke the kiss and began trailing his mouth down to her chest. The dark-haired teen hovered over her breast, his warm breath on her nipple, then attacked her large breasts.

Raven heaved and ran her fingers through his hair. Robin took her whole nipple into his mouth, running his tongue over it, nibbling on it, and suckling it. "Oh...AZAR!" Raven yelled, moaning loudly. Robin switched breasts, sucking on her other pink-tinted nipple all the while fondling her soft vanilla colored bosom. He paused to blow on each nipple, hardening them even further-if that was possible. "OH...ROBIN!" Raven groaned out even louder, grabbing fistfuls of his hair.

Knock Knock Knock

"WILL ya'll keep it..."All of a sudden, the door fell down-courtesy of Cyborg's fist. "Down..." The three super powered teens stood in the hallway in their pajamas looking extremely exhausted-and embarrassed. Cyborg stopped when he saw what they were doing.

They quickly covered their eyes, and turned their backs to give the couple some privacy and also to try to clear their minds of what they had just seen. A horny, topless Raven pushing Robin's face into her breasts was definitely going to cause some mental scarring for Cyborg. He already knew his little sister had grown up, but he didn't need a constant reminder. But certainly not for Starfire, she still had yet to grasp the situation. And Beast Boy, he was just heartbroken-again, he never showed it and hid his true feelings behind his mask of jokes, but he still harbored some feelings for a certain purple-haired teen.

"Sorry about the door, you two," said Cyborg, looking sheepish.

"Friend Cyborg, please, are Friends Raven and Robin engaging in the grebnaxthorging? asked Starfire innocently.

"Whoa, Starfire, I don't know, but I can at least say they're definitely not in danger..." replied the cybernetic teen who had recently learned Tamaranian. Raven covered herself up with the sheet and Robin put his mask back on while their backs were turned.

"Yeah the only danger they could be in is having an orgy..." mumbled Beast Boy.

"You guys can go now," muttered a very annoyed Raven.

"Guys, go get some rest, training practice at 8 am tomorrow," ordered Robin in his serious voice. Beast Boy and Cyborg groaned in unison.

"Good night friends, tomorrow I shall prepare the bars of energy for us all to consume!" Starfire smiled and jetted off to her room like a bullet.

"Starfire, you don't want to do that, we're all very very allergic!" Cyborg yelled and ran after her.

"I do not know the meaning of this word 'allergic'..." Starfire shouted back in a sing song voice.

"Sure you do, I'll say it for you in Tamaranian!" Cyborg called, running after her. Starfire's giggles echoed through the hall.

Beast Boy sulked away to his room not sparing either of them a glance. What's wrong with him? wondered Raven. Well maybe walking in on you two about to get it on was rather... I don't know, awkward? mumbled Sarcasm.

Well...I see your point... Raven thought. "Azarth Metrion Zinthos," she chanted as she guided the door back on its hinge with powers and locked it.

"Well, that was...awkward..." Robin began, removing his mask and placing it on her nightstand again. "Talk about killing the mood..."

"Would it help if I said your 'authoritative voice' is incredibly sexy..." Raven removed the violet sheets from her body and covered both of them. Robin pulled her into his arms, their half naked bodies pressed together tightly.

"Well as much that turns me on, we have practice tomorrow and it's getting late, Rae."

"Fine, but tomorrow you're all mine..."

"I will definitely be looking forward to that... Good night Raven, I love you."

"I love you too, Richard..." whispered Raven, feeling slightly guilty again.

"Raven...you seem like something's troubling you...is there anything you want to talk about?"

"No, I'm fine Robin, just tired..." He looked at her suspiciously, like he didn't quite believe her.

"Well I just want to remind you that you can talk to me about anything even the girly stuff-okay well not so much about the girly stuff, that's more up Starfire's alley, but you catch my drift..."

"Well aside from the fact that we need to soundproof this room...I thought Beast Boy was acting a little strange, that's all," she answered. It was not entirely a lie...

"Oh, yeah. I thought so too, we really do have a bond, you read me like an open book..." She smiled at him.

Robin kissed her, a soft lingering peck, and closed his beautiful eyes falling asleep almost instantly. How did he know that something was bugging her? Well they still had a bond, which had evolved tremendously. She would have to tell him the truth eventually. God, she hated lying to him, but she had to.

Raven closed her eyes trying to sleep and maybe somehow shake off the guilt.

A/N: Well, I hope this was worth reading, it's my first story, so go easy on me :P Ask questions, write comments, concerns, or strong emotion outbursts in a review! :)

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