I'll always love you,no matter what
I don't own Twilight,of course not
Chapter 1:Turning
Bella's POV
I was breathing heavily , my instincts yelled at me to run,but I know no matter how fast I ran , he'll catch me.
'So…' He drawled , 'no hard feelings eh Bella?I'm just so very thirsty…' Then he crouched , and in a second , was on me , his eyes dark with thirst.I couldn't do anything now…
Im so sorry Edward…I tried to stay safe…but I couldn't..im sorry
Edward's voice snarled in anger and agony in my head , for he too could not do anything to save me , like he used to.
Goodbye Edward..goodbye Jacob…everyone..
That was my last thought as I fell into the darkness
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Jacob's POV
Sam and me was leading the pack , running across the forest , following the sweet cold smell.
If we're lucky , it might be that female bloodsucker.Jared thought excitedly , which all of my brothers wished for the same also.I only rolled my eyes , worried about Bella…
Focus Jacob.Sam barked and I nodded.
Then we reached to the clearing , where the sweet smell was the strongest.We were right , there is a bloodsucker here , but it wasn't the female , it was a guy…and he was bending on…BELLA!!
In less than a second , I was across the clearing , ripping the filthy bloodsucker from Bella , I wasn't aware of what of my brothers think but Bella!
My brothers was all over the bloodsucker after I ripped him off Bella , leaving the bloodsucker no time to think.And I was crounched beside Bella , she looked really pale and she was biten all over…and blood was everywhere…
'Edward…ed…edward..im sorry..'Bella choked and spit blood.
'Bella!!'I growled.i need a doctor!Sam!
Sam was beside me in a second
She needs a doctor , fast
That's when Bella's eyes snapped open.
'Jacob…Ja..ITS BURNING!!"She screamed and thrashed around.
'what..what's happening Sam..?I growled in agony , Bella!
Sam 's eyes widened in shock.
'She's changing…into them'
'what?!i..i..sam..cant u..?'
Sam shooked his head sadly
'we can either let her change into them…or kill her now' Sam looked sadly at bella
'NO!i cant!we cant kill Bella!we cant!' I moaned.i cant.i love her..i cant..
'jacob…' her voice was strained and I snapped my eyes to her
'bella..'
She choked as she struggled with the 'burning'
'Please…let..me…live…Please!" She screamed
I looked at Sam , hoping he will show me the right way..
Sam nudged my shoulder with his muzzle.
'jacob…she can live…but stay with her til the..transformation is complete…if she lose control..' Sam tilts his head
'kill her' It was an order , and I cant deny it
I nodded numbly and held Bella in my arms.My dying Bella…becoming one of them.
Huge tears , the size of footballs rolled down my cheeks
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Bella's POV
Fire run all over me , filling my vein , my skin , every part of me.I cant stop screaming , wishing somebody will kill me already.This pain…is more than hell.I wish I could do something to just make it stop even for a second.The fire keeps burning..brighter and brighter…and I was alone,in the dark…nothing to hold on to..somehow I was alone…and the fire keeped on burning , never faltering
After what seems like a million of years , or days , or hours , the fire sorts of dulled a little…and I was able to think of something else besides the burning.I started counting when the fire will end.One million and one…one million and two..my heart suddenly flares back into fire,brighter and burning more than others,I screamed.Wasnt the burning over already??Then the burn stopped , and I could hear a dull thud…then no more.So I opened my eyes.
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Everything is so clear,so sharp,so defined
Every single thing in the meadow , every tree , every leaf , every flower , was so clear , so beautiful , that now I doubt I was even seeing when I was human…..human..?what am I now..? then I remembered the burning and flinched as realization dawned to me.Laurent didn't mangae to kill me , and now im one of them
'Bella..?' a voice , husky and raspy , called my attention
Immedietly I turned and I saw Jacob
He looked worned out , and his face was streaked with tears and his eyes was wide with wary and pain
'Jacob..?
'Bella…how you're…feeling..?
Its as if my brain can think of everything at the same time.this must what Edward mean when he said his kind is easily distracted..I realized a second later Im Jacob's mortal enemy now..why is he still here with me..? and my eyes…are they crimson?
'bella..?' he stroked my cheek , flinching.Must be my hard and cold skin , I mused internally
'Jacob…i…im sorry' I looked down , I have cause him so much pain..and now this..immortality…and why is Jacob here..?
'sorry? dont be Bella! Its my fault! if only I was here earlier..that bloodsucker wont bite u and you become..this' His voice broked as he looked at me
I sighed
'Its not your fault Jacob…its my fault…im a trouble magnet remember..?' I grinned and I kinda succeeded cause Jacob cracked a weak smile
I also noticed my throat was burning ,not as painful as the transformation fire,but almost as much.
'jacob..i gotta go..' i stood up,faster than I thought.Must be vampire skills…I have eternity to learn them..alone..i thought sadly
'Wait!where?u can stay!' Jacob also stood uo holding my hands
Im touched,he wants me so much he'll touch me…a bloodsucker…
'Yes jacob..im a vampire..u understand don't you.?I cant be near humans…until I can control my thirst at least,and I cant harm Charlie like that.
Jacob bit his lips
Smiling softly,and wincing slightly,now that I noticed that Jacob smelled…like a wet dog,I kissed his forehead,affectionately.
'ill come back when im ok.Just don't kill me' I joked
'Sam and the rest of us wont,we promise'I smiled
'Thank you Jacob…take care of Charlie for me…' Before Jacob can answer me,I ran,the speed was more than I thought,it was exhilarating.
But due to my supersensitive hearing,I still heard Jacob's answer
'Love you Bells' I love you too Jacob
My second fanfic!I hope u guys like them!I think its too hasty how Bella said goodbye to jake...but she's too thirsty..anyway reviews is love and keeps me going!Review please!