NOTE: I know there are already a lot of SISFICs out there but I felt the need to write another one.
The only Sisfic I ever read is Alexis Winchester story by sammygrrl00. I will follow the storyline and any similarity to another fic isnt intended.
I hope you guys enjoy reading my fic. Please let me know in the comments.
!Englisch isnt my first language. Feel free to point out my mistakes.
Disclamer: I dont own Supernatural !
Lawrence, Kansas
14 years ago
A large tree with no leaves stood outside one of several suburban homes.
Inside Mary Winchester was turning off the Tv and walked upstairs to say good night to her children.
She knocked at a door with a sign that said 'SAM AND DEANS ROOM -KEEP OUT.'
When she heard a 'come in' she opened the door and walked in.
"I wanted to say good night to you boys. Don't stay up to late."
She gave Sam,who sat on his bed and read a book, a kiss on the forehead and walked over to her twelve year old son Dean to do the same.
But he just stood up and gave her a hug.
"I am twelve now. I'm to old for kisses from my mum.", he said with proud in his voice.
Mary laughed and ruffled his hair.
" I don't think you're ever to old for that.",she said and gave her boys a last look before she walked out of the room.
Her next stop was the bedroom she and her husband John shared. She hoped he would be here soon,the bad weather and the dark still making her nervous after all this years.
Not like she had anything to fear. Just yesterday she checked the saltlines and the protection sigils she had all over the house and the charms she made into decoration still hung outside.
She gave a last look outside the window,like she did everyday,and then turned around to look after her daughter.
The little girl was still sleeping,and even when Mary leaned over the crib to kiss her on the forehead, she didn't wake up.
"Night,Lizzie",she said,and went into her own bed to get some well deserved sleep.
Not even ten minutes later Mary woke up again.
" It's just me. Go back to sleep.",a deep voice said,and she instantly recognized it. She would recognize this voice everywhere.
Mary opened her eyes and looked over to John,who was changing into his pyjama.
"How was your day?",she asked.
" Ben was acting like an Idiot again,but he's a good kid. We got a lot of work done.",John answered,smiling now and walked over to slip into bed next to Mary ,hugging her close,his eyes wandering over to his sleeping baby girl.
"Are the boys asleep? I could swear I heard them talking when I was walking by their door."
"I told them to go to bed soon. Sam is reading a book and Dean was working on one of his cars again. He really is your son. ",Mary said,looking up at John, who was smiling at her.
" Never doubted that. Sam comes after you though. Smart kid. He could go to Harvard or Princeton one day. These kids are going to make us so proud.",he said,before they both closed their eyes.
A few hours later Felicity Fay Winchester opened her little eyes and the first thing she saw was her dad smiling down at her making her giggle.
Her giggling stopped when he stopped smiling,and pulled out a knife.
Mary woke up to hearing her baby cry. She looked over to the crib and saw John with Felicity in his arms.
"John? Is she okay?", Mary asked,and tried to stand up.
" Mary don't. I don't know whats happening. But I see him too.",whispered John beside her and pulled her closer.
The other John turned his head,looked at them and put Felicity back to bed.
"Hello Mary.",he said and looked around the room.
" I am just here to pick up what you promised is Sam ?"
Mary looked over to John. The REAL John who was now slowly walking up to the other man. Or as she knew demon.
"I don't know what you want. But you stay the hell away from my family."
The demon laughed and with a flick of his wrist John was crashing into the nearest wall and to the floor,where he laid still.
"I am not going to hurt your family if I don't have to I just want what you promised me.", he said to Mary.
" Over my dead body.",she answered,her gaze keep flickering to the bed where her little girl laid still,listening,like she wanted to know what would happen next.
"You can have that.", the demon said,anger filling his yellow eyes now.
John opened his eyes and for the flick of a second he had no memory of what had happened. Then he did remember and he looked around the room for his daughter and wife,when something dark dripped next to touched it and two more drops landed on the back of his hand. It looked like looked up and what he saw ripped his heart into a million , sprawled across the ceiling, the stomach of her nightgown red with blood, staring at John and struggling to breathe. John collapses to the floor, staring at Mary.
"No! Mary!"
Mary bursts into flame. The fire spread over the ceiling. All John could do was stare,until he heard Felicity cry. That reminded him that he was not alone, and he got up,scooped Felicity out of her crib and rushed out of the room,where he ran into Dean.
"Dad ? What is happening? I heard noises."
John shoved Felicity at Dean.
"Get your brother and go outside as fast as you can and don't look back! Now, Dean, go!"
Dean turned and ran,leaving John to turn back to the bedroom.
"Mary!"
But he could already tell that he was to entire room was on fire and he could barely see Mary.
"No!"
On the outside Sam and Dean were looking up to their house.
"It's okay, Sammy. Dad's going to fix it.", Dean said,looking at Sam.
All they could do was stare when the bedroom window lit up in gold.
John ran outside scooped up his children and carried them away.
"I gotcha."
Fire exploded out of the bedroom window,just as the Lawrence fire department arrived to put the fire out. A paramedic opened the back of an ambulance. A Police Officer waved some neighbors back.
Across the street from the house, John,Dean,Sam and Felicity sat on the hood of John's Impala, John holding Felicity,as they looked up at the remnants of the fire.
Present day
"This is a stupid idea.",Felicity said for the third time now,while she looked up to the apartment where she knew Sam lived.
" He doesn't want to see us anymore. He left."
Dean turned around to look at her and sighed.
"That he left doesn't mean he don't want to see us. We need his help."
"No we don't. Youre the best hunter in the world. You can do it by yourself.", Felicity answered and leaned over the seat to get a better look at her brother.
" Or you could start training me. I would be good. No,I would be awesome.",she said,with a glint to her green eyes.
"Weve been over this a hundred times now. No training until you're fifteen and Dad is going to do it.", Dean answered.
" Just seven more months. And Dads not here. "
Felicity sunk deeper into the backseat,a sad look on her face now.
"He is going to be here right ?"
Dean looked at her for a moment before he got out of the car and opened her door.
"Were going to find him. Sam,you and I."
Felicity supressed a groan. Sam would never help them. He just left them behind. And she was angry at didn't stop her heart from hurting but it made her feel better. Kind of.
Felicity jumped out of the car and looked up at Dean.
"Fine. But why do we have to do this in the middle of the night ? "
A grin appeared on his face.
"Because its more fun that way."
Felicity sat on a chair in a dark room,watching her brothers fight. From what she could see Dean was winning,but Sam still put up a good fight. That didnt stop Dean from knocking Sam down and pinning him to the floor.
"Whoa, easy, tiger.", Dean said with grin on his face.
Sam breathed hard.
"Dean?",he asked,making Dean laugh.
"You scared the crap out of me!"
"That's 'cause you're out of practice.", Dean answered before Sam grabbed his hand, yanked, and turned them around.
"Or off of me."
Sam got up and pulled Dean with him.
"What the hell are you doing here?", Sam asked.
"Well, I was looking for a beer."
"What the hell are you doing here?", Sam asked again.
" Okay. All right. We gotta talk."
"Uh, the phone?"
"If I'd'a called, would you have picked up?"
Someone turned the light on. It was a girl, who was wearing very short shorts and a cropped Smurfs shirt.
"Sam?", she asked.
Sam,Dean and Felicity turned their heads in unison.
"Jess. Hey. Dean, this is my girlfriend, Jessica.", Sam said.
Dean looked at her appreciatively.
"Wait, your brother Dean?", Jess asked smiling,and Sam nodded.
" And I am Felicity. Just in case anybody cares.",Felicity said from the chair she was still sitting on.
Sams head spun around.
"Lizzie. Hey I didn't notice you.",he said,a smile forming on his face.
It fell quickly when Felicity looked up to him.
" Yeah I figured.",she said coldly.
After a few awkward seconds of silence Dean walked up to Jessica.
"I love the Smurfs. You know, I gotta tell you. You are completely out of my brother's league."
Jess looked at him.
"Just let me put something on."
She turned around but Deans voice stopped her.
"No, no, no, I wouldn't dream of it. Seriously."
He walked back over to Sam without taking his eyes off Jess.
"Anyway, I gotta borrow your boyfriend here, talk about some private family business.
But, uh, nice meeting you."
"No.", Sam said,and walked over to Jess,putting an arm around her.
"No, whatever you want to say, you can say it in front of her."
"Okay.",Dean answered.
"Um. Dad hasn't been home in a few days."
"So he's working overtime on a Miller Time shift. He'll stumble back in sooner or later."
"Dad's on a hunting trip. And he hasn't been home in a few days."Dean added.
"Jess, excuse us. We have to go outside.", Sam said to Jess,dragging Dean outside.
Felicity who still sat on the chair looked over to Jess.
They watched each other in silence for a few moments until Felicity couldn't take it any longer.
" Well,I am going to -",she started,pointing towards the door and walked over to it. Not breaking eye contact with Jessica until she was outside.
She headed downstairs,where Sam and Dean were already talking about the case.
"He was never gone for this long. Now are you gonna come with us or not?", Dean asked.
"I'm not.", Sam answered,and the last bit of hope Felicity had died.
" I told you he wouldn't come with us. This was such a waste of time.",she said,and walked back over to the Impala.
Sam had a sad look on his face but Dean ignored her.
"Why not?",he asked.
"I swore I was done hunting. For good.", Sam answered,still looking at the Impala.
" She hates me.",he added.
Dean looked over too and sighed.
"She doesnt hate you. She's just angry. Give her some time. Sam. Look. I need your help 's in real trouble right now. If he's not dead already. I can feel it."
"I can't do this alone.", he added.
Sam finally looked at him
"Yes you can."
"Yeah, well, I don't want to."
Sam sighed and looked down.
"What was he hunting?"
They walked over to the Impala and Dean opened the proped the compartment open with a shotgun and digged through the trunk.
"All right, let's see, where the hell did I put that thing?"
"So when Dad left, why didn't you go with him?,Sam asked.
"I was working my own gig. This, uh, voodoo thing, down in New Orleans. Took Lizzie with me."
"Dad let you go on a hunting trip by yourself?"
Dean looked over at Sam.
"I'm twenty-six, dude.",he said and pulled some papers out of a folder.
"All right, here we go. So Dad was checking out this two-lane blacktop just outside of Jericho, California. About a month ago, this guy."
Dean handed one of the papers to Sam.
"They found his car, but he vanished."
"So maybe he was kidnapped.", Sam shrugged.
"Yeah. Well, here's another one in April."
Dean tossed down another Jericho Heraldarticle for each date he mentions.
"Another one in December 'oh-four, 'oh-three, 'ninety-eight, 'ninety-two, ten of them over the past twenty men, all the same five-mile stretch of started happening more and more, so Dad went to go dig around. That was about three weeks ago. I hadn't heard from him since, which is bad enough."
"Hand me the recorder Lizzie", he added, and Felicity reached over to the driver seat to pick it up,giving it to him without a word.
Dean gave her a look but didn't say anything when he turned back to Sam.
"Then I get this voicemail yesterday."
He pressed play and Johns voice came out of the recorder.
"Dean...something big is starting to happen...I need to try to figure out what's going on. It may... Be very careful, Dean. Take care of Felicity. We're all in danger."
Dean pressed stop.
"You know there's EVP on that?",Sam asked,making Dean smile.
"Not bad, Sammy. Kinda like riding a bike, isn't it?"
Sam shook his head.
"All right.",Dean continued."I slowed the message down, I ran it through a gold wave, took out the hiss, and this is what I got."
"Never go home.", Sam repeated the message.
Dean threw the recorder in the trunk and slammed it shut.
"You know, in almost two years I've never bothered you, never asked you for a thing."
"All right. I'll go. I'll help you find him.", Sam said,his gaze wandering to Felicity again.
" Just give me a minute."
He turned around to walk into the building again,but he stopped and looked at Dean once more.
"One more thing. I have to get back first thing Monday."
"What's first thing Monday?", Dean asked.
"I have this...I have an interview."
Dean shrugged. "What, a job interview? Skip it."
"It's a law school interview, and it's my whole future on a plate."
"Law school?", Dean smirked.
"So we got a deal or not?", Sam asked.
Dean nodded.
While Sam was in his apartment probably getting clothes and saying goodby to Jessica,Dean got into the backseat of the Impala next to Felicity.
" Hey monkey,I know you're mad at him for leaving but could you please stop giving him the death stare.",he asked,a small smile on his face.
"I mean that even scares me."
Felicity looked over to him. She wasnt amused by the situation at all.
"Oh so now you remember that I'm here too."
"Come on know that you can't stay mad at us for long.", Dean said.
That was true but Felicity would never admit it.
"Sam promised me something before he left and he didn't kept it. I have every right to be mad at him."
"What did he promise you ?"
"Doesnt matter anymore"
2 years ago
"Sammy could you please stop for a second ? ", Felicity asked and took out some clothes Sam had put into a bag.
" Lizzie stop that.",Sam said,taking the clothes back and stuffing it into the duffel bag.
"I'm sorry but I need to do this.",he continued, and closed the bag.
He then sat down on the bed beside her.
" Arent you going to miss me?",Felicity asked,and her eyes began to water.
Sam got a soft look in his eyes and took her face in his hands.
"Of course I'm going to miss you. But I need to do this to be happy.",he said.
" When I have a stable home and a job you could come live with me if you want to. You wouldn't have to live in different motel rooms anymore,you could be normal,you could be happy too."
Felicity's face lit up at that.
"Do you really mean that ? I would love come living with you Sam. I mean I could find friends. I never had a friend. And Dean and Dad could come too right ? Dean deserves being happy."
Before Sam could answered their father barged into the room a letter in his hand,Dean right behind him.
"When did you plan on telling me this ?"
Sam got up from the bed.
"You wouldn't understand."
"Youre right I don't. What are you thinking ? Leaving your family like that."
Sam picked up the bag from the bed and walked over to the door.
"You know,most parents would be proud if their kid got a full ride for Stanford."
"Sam, if you leave now,then you don't have to come back ever again.",John yelled.
"Thats good because I wouldn't want to."
And with that Sam was out of the door,Felicity right beside him.
"Sammy you have to promise me that you wont forget me."
Sam gave her a last hug.
"I promise."
Felicity stood on the empty parking lot until someone picked her up. She panicked for a second until a familiar scent hit her and then moved a little so she could rest her head into Deans chest.
"Dont worry monkey. Its going to be okay."
The Impala was parked at a gas station,while Dean was inside getting breakfast.
It was silent in the car except for the music,until Sam turned around to look at Felicity who sat in the backseat reading a book.
"Liz can we talk for a minute?"
Felicity hummed and closed her book ,looking at Sam.
"Do you hate me ?", Sam asked with a nervous look.
Felicity couldn't hold back any longer and jumped awkwardly into Sams arms,giving him a hug.
" You forgot about me.",she whispered into his chest.
"You didn't come back for us like you promised. You got a girlfriend and you didn't want us anymore."
Sam sighed,hugging her closer.
"Do you really think that ? Liz there's nothing that could happen that wouldn't make me want you anymore. I have this job interview on Monday. You could still come back with me."
Felicity pulled out of the hug to look at Sam.
"Really ? You could've called once in a while."
"I wanted to. But after this fight with dad... I just didn't wanted to fight anymore. I am sorry Liz. Forgive me ?"
"Okay.", Felicity said. She didn't had it in her to hate Sam anymore now that he was back. And she missed him a lot so she couldn't waste her time being mad at him.
"But", she continued, " I can't come with you Sammy. We need to find Dad and then I'm going to become a hunter."
Sam looked at her with doubt.
"When you figured out about monsters and the supernatural you said you didn't wanted to fight them. What changed ?",Sam asked.
" I did. I am a lot older now.",Felicity answered,making Sam laugh.
"Youre fourteen."
They couldn't say anything else because Dean came out if the gas station carrying food.
"You want breakfast?",he asked Sam while he passed two donuts to Felicity.
"No, thanks.", Sam answered,looking at the junk food in Felicity's hands with slight disgust.
" You let her eat that for breakfast ?"
Dean just shrugged.
"So how'd you pay for that stuff?", Sam asked.
"Still running credit card scams?"
"Yeah, well, hunting ain't exactly a pro ball career.", Dean answered.
"Besides, all we do is apply. It's not our fault they send us the cards."
"Yeah? And what names did you write on the application this time?"
"Uh, Burt his son Hector. Scored two cards out of the deal."
Sam hummed. His attention was now on a box with cassette tapes.
"That sounds about right. I swear, man, you've gotta update your cassette tape collection."
Felicity's head popped up from the backseat.
"Why ?"
"Well, for one, they're cassette tapes. And Sabbath? Motorhead? Metallica?"
Felicity still looked at Sam like she couldn't understand a word he was saying.
"It's great music Sam.", she said in a serious tone.
" She's right.",Dean took over.
"And also there are house rules picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole."
Dean took one of the tapes and Music started to fill the car.
"You know, Sammy is a chubby 's Sam, okay?"
Dean turned the music louder.
"Sorry I can't hear you the music is too loud.", he said before he drove off.
Felicity laid down in the backseat and went trough her bag looking for her harry potter book,while Sam was talking on the phone.
"Thank you.", he said,and closed it.
"All right. So, there's no one matching Dad at the hospital or morgue. So that's something, I guess."
Dean stopped the car at a bridge.
"Check it out.", he said,opened the glove compartment and pulled out a box full of ID cards including ones from FBI and DEA. He picked one out and grinned at Sam,before he turned around to Felicity who was still reading her book.
" Liz we go and check out what happened. Stay in the car."
Felicity nodded to engrossed in her book to care what he had to say.
Dean shook his head at her but he had a smile on his face when he and Sam walked over to the bridge to talk to the police.
What he didn't knew was that Felicity wasnt reading a harry potter book. It just looked like it. The book she was actually reading was far more thrilling than the story's about the wizard world. It was her fathers journal.
Filled with tales about monsters,spirits and even more important,his thoughts on them.
There was advice on how to kill or trap them,on how they could become such creatures and how you could find them.
Felicity couldn't tell Dean that she was reading trough the journal since it slipped out of her dads duffel back a few weeks ago. She hated that she just took it without telling him but he wasnt missing it the past few weeks so she decided to keep it just a little longer.
She already read trough all the different creatures and she now knew exactly what happened after her mother died. There was nothing on the night it actually happened and Felicity didn't knew if that was good or bad luck to her.
She was reading a paragraph that described the day her Dad told her about the supernatural.
I had to tell Felicity. She is only seven but she is smart. She always asks so many questions. I talked to Dean about it and he offered to tell her but I couldn't let him do that. He already does more than he should do. Lizzie told me that she didn't want to fight monsters. That she wants to be normal. And I am going to let her be for a little while longer. She's too young to understand what happened back then, and I am not strong enough to tell her just yet. It would break her heart if she knew. And all I want is to see this kids happy.
Felicity felt tears running down her checks and she quickly brushed them away. She missed her Dad now more than ever.
When she could hear Sam and Dean talking she whipped over her face again and threw the book into her bag.
"Hey, everything alright ?", Dean asked,as soon as he saw her face.
" Sure",Felicity answered and she was glad that her voice sounded normal.
"Did you find anything out ?"
Sam was the one who answered.
"A guy,Troy, disappeared. He is just gone. No signs of a crime."
"His girlfriend Amy is putting up missing persons posters in town. We go and talk to her.", Dean continued,still looking at Felicity with a worried look.
They all walked into town and saw a women who put up posters.
"I'll bet you that's her.", Dean said,pointed at her.
After they walked over Dean started a conversation.
"You must be Amy."
"Yeah.", she confirmed and looked them all up and down.
"Yeah," Dean continued,"Troy told us about you. We're family. I'm Dean,this are Sammy and Felicity.
"He never mentioned you to me.", Amy said.
"Well, that's Troy, I guess. We're not around much, we're up in Modesto."
"So, we're looking for him too, and we're kinda asking around.", Sam took over.
Another girl came up to them.
"Hey, are you okay?", she asked Amy.
"Yeah."
"You mind if we ask you a couple of questions?",Sam asked.
A few moments later they all sat in a diner. Sam,Dean and Felicity on one side Amy and her friend on the other.
"I was on the phone with Troy. He was driving home. He said he would call me right back, and...he never did.", Amy told them.
"He didn't say anything strange, or out of the ordinary?",Sam asked,and Amy shook her head.
"No. Nothing I can remember."
"I like your necklace.", Felicity said with a smile,and she immediately got a look from her brothers. They always told her not to talk when they were questioning someone.
But Amy looked down at it and gave her a small smile back.
"Troy gave it to me. Mostly to scare my parents with all that devil stuff."
"Actually, it means just the opposite. A pentagram is protection against evil. Really powerful. I mean, if you believe in that kind of thing.", Sam told her."
Dean laughed
"Okay. Thank you, Unsolved Mysteries. Here's the deal, ladies. The way Troy disappeared, something's not right. So if you've heard anything..."
Amy and her friend looked at each other.
"What is it?", Dean asked.
"Well, it's just...", Amy's friend began," I mean, with all these guys going missing, people talk."
"What do they talk about?", Sam and Dean asked at the same time,and Felicity started laughing.
" Well",Amy's friend continued, "It's kind of this local legend. This one girl? She got murdered out on Centennial, like decades ago and supposedly she's still out there.
She hitchhikes, and whoever picks her up? Well, they disappear forever."
"Thank yo for telling us.", Sam said,and he and Dean got up to leave.
Felicity looked at Amy once again.
" I really hope you find you're friend."
"Okay I think we should go and do some research.", Dean said as soon as they walked out of the diner.
" Liz do you want to come with us or should we go to a motel first? You look tired.",he added,a concerned look on his face. Felicity knew he felt guilty about dragging her along all the time. But she was okay with that now.
"No I want to come with you. I need to know how to do proper research."
Dean sighed.
"Fine."
They were in the library and Dean just typed 'Female Murder Hitchhiking' into the search box. No result were found so he changed 'Hitchhiking' to 'Centennial Highway' with the same response.
Sam got annoyed so he tried to take over.
"Let me try.",he said,but Dean smacked his hand away.
"I got it."
Sam pushed Deans chair out of the way and took over,causing Dean to hit his shoulder.
"You're such a control freak."
Felicity sighed, they were supposed to show her how to do research,not how to fight with your sibling.
So she quickly replaced 'Murder' with 'Suicide' and an article popped up. "Suicide on Centennial".
Dean and Sam abruptly stopped fighting and looked at the computer screen.
" How did you do that.",Dean asked.
"I read that angry spirits were born out of violent deaths so maybe it wasnt murder.",Felicity explained.
Dean looked at her with suspicion.
" Were did you read that ?"
"Internet",Felicity said,and even she could hear that she sounded nervous.
Dean and her broke into a staring contest,which was thankfully interrupted by Sam.
"This was 1981. Constance Welch, twenty-four years old, jumps off Sylvania Bridge, drowns in the river."
"Does it say why she did it?", Dean asked,finally taking his eyes off Felicity.
"Yeah.", Sam answered, "An hour before they found her, she calls 911. Apparently her two little kids are in the bathtub. She leaves them alone for a minute, and when she comes back, they aren't breathing. Both die."
Sam continued reading.
"'Our babies were gone, and Constance just couldn't bear it,' said husband Joseph Welch."
"The bridge look familiar to you?", Dean asked,and pointed a picture that showed the bridge they were at earlier.
Dean and Sam were leaning over the railing and looked down at the river,while Felicity stood beside them.
"So this is where Constance took the swan dive.", Dean said.
"So you think Dad would have been here?", Sam asked.
"Well, he's chasing the same story and we're chasing him."
Dean gripped Felicity's arm and started to walk over the followed them.
"Okay, so now what?"
"Now we keep digging until we find him. Might take a while.",Dean said.
"Dean, I told you, I've gotta get back by Monday—", Sam started,and Dean turned around.
"Monday. Right. The interview. I forgot. You're really serious about this, aren't you? You think you're just going to become some lawyer? Marry your girl?"
"Maybe. Why not?"
"Does Jessica know the truth about you? I mean, does she know about the things you've done?", Dean asked.
Sam stepped closer.
"No, and she's not ever going to know."
"Well, that's healthy. You can pretend all you want, Sammy. But sooner or later you're going to have to face up to who you really are."
And with that Dean turned around and started walking again,dragging Felicity with him. Sam followed them.
"And who's that?", he asked.
"You're one of us.", Dean answered.
"No. I'm not like you. This is not going to be my life."
Felicity could tell that Dean got angry now because he almost crushed her arm while he turned his hands into fists.
"You have a responsibility to—"
"To Dad?", Sam interrupted him," and his crusade? Dean,even if we do find the thing that killed her, Mom's gone. And she isn't coming back."
The grip on Felicity's arm got painful now and she tried to shake him off.
"Dean you're hurting me.", she yelled,and Dean imminently let go off her arm and looked at her in shock.
" Sorry. Lizzie go to the car okay ?"
"Why ?"
"Because I say so."
Felicity could tell he was serious so she walked over to the car and slit into the backseat. She could hear her brothers yell at each other but she tried to block it out and looked for headphones instead.
A noise stopped her from looking trough her bag and when she looked up she could see that the car was moving.
"Oh shit",she yelled, and tried to press the door open, but it was locked.
All she could do was sit there and watch how her brothers ran in front of the moving car.
Then they both threw themselves over the railing and the car came to a halt. It stopped so abrubtly that Felicity almost crashed into the front seats. With shaking hands she tried to open the door again and this time it worked.
" Dean ? Sammy ?,she yelled, as soon as she got out of the car, and ran over to the spot where she saw them jump.
Sam had caught himself on the edge of the bridge and was now hanging on. He managed to pull himself up and gave Felicity a hug before he turned around.
"Dean? Dean!", he yelled. Both of them looking down now. Felicity felt like a brick house fell off her chest when she saw Dean crawling out of the water and to the mud.
"Are you all right?", she yelled down.
Dean hold up one hand making an ok sign.
I'm great.",he said, and Sam and Felicity laughed.
When Dean was with them again,he took Felicity's head in his hands and looked her up and down.
" You alright monkey?",he asked.
"Yeah. You ?", she answered, and Dean leaned down so she could check for herself.
That was a thing they did since Felicity knew that her dad wasnt a business man and that the daily jobs Dean sometimes helped him with where far more dangerous than she thought.
He needed to know that she was okay when she had spent a day locked up in a motel room, and she needed to know that some monster didn't hurt him.
When he was sure that his sister was fine Dean walked over to the car to check on it.
"Your car all right?",Sam asked.
"Yeah, whatever she did to it, seems all right now. That Constance chick, what a bitch!"
"Well, she doesn't want us digging around, that's for sure. So where's the job go from here, genius?"
They all settled on the hood of the Impala and Dean threw up his arms in frustration,when Sam started laughing.
"Dude, you smell like a toilet."
Felicity stood on a parking lot of a motel watching their bags. Dean and Sam came up to her.
"Dad was here.", said Dean and took the bags.
" Really?,"Felicity asked excited.
She knew it was just a matter of time until they would find him,but she didn't expected it to be so soon.
They walked up to a room and Sam knelt down to pick the lock of the door. Felicity walked into it first.
"Holy crap.", she whispered, and Dean smacked her lightly on the head.
She wasnt supposed to swear but she couldn't hold it back this time.
The room looked like a mess. Papers were pinned all over the walls. There were books on a desk and junk on the floor and bed.
Dean turned on a light by the bed and picked up a half-eaten hamburger.
"I don't think he's been here for a couple of days at least."
Sam looked to the floor.
"Salt, cats-eye shells...he was worried. Trying to keep something from coming in."
Dean walked around to look at the papers covering one wall.
"What have you got there?",Sam asked.
"Centennial Highway victims.",Dean answered.
"I don't get it. I mean, different men, different jobs, ages, ethnicities. There's always a connection, right? What do these guys have in common?"
Sam walked around the room while Dean talked.
"Dad figured it out.", he announced.
Dean turned around to look at him.
"What do you mean?"
"He found the same article we did. Constance Welch. She's a woman in white."
"Whats a women in white ?", Felicity asked.
Dean turned to look at her.
" Didnt the Internet say something about that ?",he asked.
"Fine. I don't want to know anyway.", Felicity answered. She would look it up tomorrow.
Dean turned to Sam again.
"All right, so if we're dealing with a woman in white, Dad would have found the corpse and destroyed it."
"She might have another weakness."
"Well, Dad would want to make sure."
He'd dig her up. Does it say where she's buried?", Dean asked.
"No, not that I can tell. If I were Dad, though, I'd go ask her he's still alive."
"All right.", Dean said."Why don't you, uh, see if you can find an address, I'm gonna get cleaned up."
Dean started to walk away but Sam stopped him.
"Hey, Dean?"
Dean turned around and waited.
"What I said earlier, about Mom and Dad, I'm sorry."
Dean hold up a hand.
"No chick-flick moments.",he said and Sam and Felicity laughed.
"All right. Jerk.", Sam said with a smile.
"Bitch.",Dean answered and walked into the bathroom.
Sam walked up to a mirror and looked at a photo that was stuck in the frame. It was a photo of all off them siting on the impala.
He took the photo off and showed it to Felicity.
" Do you remember that ?",he asked her.
She took the photo and smiled.
"Of course,that was shortly after we visited the Grant Canyon. We were so annoying that day. I didn't wanted to be in the picture because I was mad at Dad. But he said that he wanted me in it because it was his best day in while."
Felicity got a sad look in her eyes.
"I forgot my book in the car. I go get it.", she said and gave the picture back to Sam,who gave her the car keys in return.
" Dont be to long or Dean will kill us both.",he said and Felicity laughed.
"Yeah,he would."
She then walked out of the room to get her Dad's journal. She would give it back to Dean. He probably already knew anyway and she couldn't lie to him anymore. She wanted to find her dad,and when she had to become a hunter to do that than she would be the best damn hunter the world had ever seen.
And who would be better to train her than Dean and Sam ?
She walked back to the motel where she saw Dean putting his jacket on.
"Want to eat something ?", he asked her.
" Sure.",she said. That was a great opportunity to talk to him. In public. Where he couldn't yell at her for lying.
They got out of the motel room and walked to the parking lot. A man was there to talking to some cops.
"Shit.",Dean whispered and pulled out his cell phone to warn Sam.
The police already walked over to them when Dean said "Uh, they kinda spotted me. Go find Dad.",and then hung up the phone.
Dean put a hand on Felicity's back an smiled at the police officer.
"Problem, officer ?", he asked.
"Where's your partner?"
"Partner? What, what partner?"
The officer looked over his shoulder and pointed to the door.
"So.", he approached Dean," Fake US Marshal. Fake credit cards. You got anything that's real?",he asked.
"My boobs.", Dean answered with a grin and Felicity groaned and then yelped in shock when the guy slammed Dean over the hood of the cop car.
Some guy took her arm and she tried to shake it off but he was too strong. She got dragged to another car,away from Dean but she could still hear him yell.
" Hey let her go asshole. She didnt do anything."
The sheriff entered a room,a box in his hands an. He put it on the table and sat down across from Dean.
"So you want to give us your real name?"
"I told you, it's Nugent. Ted Nugent.", Dean said.
" Where is my sister?"
The sheriff grinned.
"There is no Ted Nugent that has a sister registered. At this point we don't know if she really is your sibling."
Dean looked at him with an angry look on his face.
"Of course she is -", Dean started,but the sheriff interrupted him.
"I'm not sure you realize just how much trouble you're in here."
"We talkin', like, misdemeanor kind of trouble or, uh, squeal like a pig trouble?", Dean asked.
A few rooms further Felicity sat on a comfortable couch and looked at the wall.
She knew that they were in trouble. And she tried to remember what name she was supposed to use when they were in this situation.
A women in a suit walked over and looked at her.
" Hey my name is Maria Fond and I work with the child protective service. Do you want to tell me your name ?"
"Stella Nugent", Felicity said, and the women sighed.
" Did they tell you to say that ? Is Dean scaring you ? Because I promise you that you can tell me the truth and I will protect you.",she tried.
Felicity instantly knew that they were screwed. This women knew Deans name and even worse she thought that her family was hurting her.
"I don't know what you're talking about", she said with a shaking voice.
The women put a hand on her leg and Felicity flinched. That was a mistake because the women gave her a knowing look.
" Why don't I get you a soda ? You can think this trough again and then we talk a little more okay ?",she asked.
Felicity nodded and smiled. This would be a good chance for her to get away before something bad could happen.
The social worker squeezed her leg and then walked away to get her a soda.
Felicity looked around for am exit when she spotted Dean who also looked around with a panicked look on his face.
She stood up and tried to walk as slowly and calm as possible.
"Dean.", she said when she reached him.
His face instantly switches from panicked to relived.
" Hey monkey.",he smiled.
"Come on let's get out of here."
Dean was talking with Sam on the phone while he still had one arm around Felicity pressing her into his side.
"Fake 911 phone call? Sammy, I don't know, that's pretty illegal" Dean laughed and put Sam on speaker.
"Listen, we gotta talk."
"Tell me about it. So the husband was unfaithful. We are dealing with a woman in white. And she's buried behind her old house, so that should have been Dad's next stop.",Sam said.
"Sammy, would you shut up for a second?"
"I just can't figure out why Dad hasn't destroyed the corpse yet.",Sam continued.
"Well, that's what I'm trying to tell you. He's gone. Dad left Jericho."
"What? How do you know?", Sam asked.
"I've got his journal.", Dean answered,and Felicity looked down to the floor.
They found it in her jacket when they put her into the car.
"He doesn't go anywhere without that thing.",Sam stated.
"What's it say?"
"Ah, the same old ex-Marine crap, when he wants to let us know where he's going."
"Coordinates. Where to?"
"I'm not sure yet."
"I don't understand. I mean, what could be so important that Dad would just skip out in the middle of a job? Dean, what the hell is going on?"
There was a choked sound like Sam had just slammed the brakes and then the call was over.
"Sam? Sammy!", Felicity yelled.
Dean and Felicity arrived at an abandoned house where the Impala parked. Dean took a gun and aimed at the window of the shot it a few times,then the car started and smashed through the side of the house. Dean and Felicity rushed into it.
"Sam! Sam! You okay?", Dean yelled.
"Can you move?", he asked, and leaned through the window to give Sam a hand so he could get out off the car.
Felicity rushed to Sam's side and hugged him.
" I'm fine Liz.",he said.
Water began to pour down the staircase.
"You've come home to us, Mommy."two children said and came down the stairs.
Constance looked at them, before she turned around to Felicity and extended her hand. Felicity took a few steps forward,but Dean put an arm in front of her to prevent her from walking further.
Suddenly the children were behind Constance and embraced her tightly.
She screamed before her and her children disappeared.
"So this is where she drowned her kids.", Dean said.
"That's why she could never go home. She was too scared to face them.", Sam agreed.
"You found her weak spot. Nice work, Sammy."
Felicity nodded.
"Yeah,that was cool."
Dean looked at her like he just remembered that she was there.
"What the hell were you thinking. If a ghost reaches out to you then you shoot it. You don't go and try to take its hand.", he said.
" Sorry. I don't know why I did that."
Dean sighed and nodded before he looked back at Sam.
"I'll tell you another thing. If you screwed up my car ? I'll kill you."
Sam just laughed.
Felicity laid in the back of the Impala and closed her eyes and it didn't take long before she fell asleep,while Sam looked on a map he had in his lap.
"Okay, here's where Dad 's called Blackwater Ridge, Colorado."
Dean nodded.
"Sounds charming. How far?", he asked.
"About six hundred miles."
"Hey, if we shag ass we could make it by morning.",Dean suggested.
"Dean, I, um..."
"You're not going.",Dean sighed.
"The interview's in like, ten hours. I gotta be there.", Sam said.
Dean nodded.
" Yeah. Yeah, whatever. I'll take you home."
The Impala pulled up in front of Sams apartment and Sam looked at the backseat to Felicity,who was still sleeping.
"She wont forgive you that easily again. She will fall back asleep though.", Dean said not looking at Sam.
Sam nodded,reached out to Felicity and shook her shoulder.
" Lizzie,hey,we're here.",he whispered.
She opened her eyes and stretched herself.
"I walk you to the door.", she said and got out of the car.
Sam looked at Dean.
"Call me if you find him?", he asked.
Dean just nodded.
"And maybe I can meet up with you later, huh?", Sam added.
"Yeah, all right."
Felicity and Sam turned to walk to the apartment.
"Sam ?", Dean yelled.
"You know, we made a hell of a team back there."
"Yeah.", Sam confirmed.
Felicity looked at Sam for the last time and hugged him again.
" This time you have to keep your promise okay ?",she whispered.
"Of course."
"Love you Sammy."
"I love you too."
Dean and Felicity were in the Impala,driving down a road.
"I'm sorry for taking the journal and I'm sorry for lying to you.", Felicity said,breaking the silence.
Dean looked at her with a sad smile.
"It's okay. I probably would've done the same thing. Youre not a kid anymore. Do you really want to become a hunter ? Because you always said no when I asked a few years back."
Felicity's face immediately lit up.
"I want to. Really. Are you going to train me ?",she asked.
"Yeah,I will."
"What about Dad ?"
"Dad isn't here now. That means I make the decisions.",Dean said.
Felicity just wanted to thank him,when he suddenly turned the car around and drove back to Sam's apartment.
" What are you doing Dean ?",Felicity asked,while she rubbed her ankle.
"I almost took a dive trough the windshield."
Dean only pushed harder on the gas.
"I told you to put your seatbelt on. I think Sam is in trouble."
"What kind of trouble ?"
Dean didn't answered the question because they arrived at the apartment.
"Stay in the car.I mean it.", he ordered and ran up the stairs.
A minute later he came back with Sam in his arms.
" Jess.",Sam whispered over and over before he dropped to the floor in front of the Impala.
Felicity didnt say anything she just got out of the car and took the crying Sam into her arms,hugging him tight.
"It's okay Sammy."
Sam got up when a fire truck arrived and he walked up to the trunk. He was really calm now,but his face showed how angry he was. Dean and Felicity walked over to stand beside him. Sam sighed and then tossed a shotgun into the trunk.
"We got work to do.", he said,slamming it shut.