I own nothing but the Books and a really bad Skipy copy of the movie Twilight. SM owns everything.
Like I said I own nothing.. Some of the Ideas that is in this story is from other Books I have read.
I started Pinwheel back in March '08... It did not start as a Fanfic.. The names were Dimitri and Rose.. and David... NOt Jacob and Bella.. and Edward...
I will slowly up load the Pages I have... My chapters so far on this story our By day Im on chapter 3.... The first 2 chapters will be pretty long.. the next ones will be smaller as I work on the Full chapters.. when I post a part of a chapter it will be like... Day 3 part 1 or what ever number it is.. +)
First Chapter will be Upload as soon as I fix it up and Change all the names..
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Day 1
"I am not a cutter, or at lest thats what I keep telling myself. You see when I was 10, I use to use a rock to slowly hurt myself. It use to hurt like Hell. As I got older the more I did it - but this time with a pocket knife - the more I needed it. Every time someone made fun of me or made me mad I had to do it and the more it was needed. Some days I would do it maybe 2 to 4 times or other days it was 5 to 7. I did that until I met him. Robby was his name he made me feel so loved. His voice so soft and sweet. His kisses so tender on my lips. A year after we met, we were walking across the street. There was a turn, as we crossed a car came flying around the turn. Robby saw the car first and pushed me out of the way, only to get hit seconds later. He never left that road alive, his soul missing. I cried for days, months, years even. I even started to cut again. I tried to stop, I really did." I sighed, knowing I couldn't go on without crying.
"You don't have to go one if you don't want to." Mrs. laver said.
"I know. I think I'm going to go home now."
I slowly got up and out of the chair. I waved at Mrs. Laver and looked around her room one last time. It had two white walls, one black, and one blue. It had two windows one in the black wall and one in the blue one, both have views of the ocean. I waved one last time to Mrs. Laver before I left her office. Her office is on the 5th floor so I had to walk down 4 flights of stairs. I opened up the door to the stairs and started to make my way down. I only passed about two people on my way down, they were going up. As always I slipped out of the door I waved goodbye to Mr. Cope who was the doorman. Deep in thought by now I hardly saw anyone pass me even though I knew that many had passed me. All at once I was pulled out from my thoughts, I looked up and saw that I had bumped in to a tall young man. He looked about 2 or 3 years older then him making him 20 or 21.
"Sorry" I mumbled, and went to go around him but he grasped my arm.
"Its OK, Wait were are you going?" he asked
"Home" I said as I tried to shake him off but I couldn't
"My name is Jacob. Yours?"
"Bella is mine. Nice to met you Jacob."
"Bella is a pretty name."
"Thank you. Now I must really be going now."
"Are you sure? I want to take you to dinner?"
"Yes I must go. No, sorry I can't go out to dinner." I said as I started to walk away.
"Wait! Can I take you home? I have a car." he asked
"Yes sure you can."
"OK. Come this way" he said as we started to walk. We walked maybe 20 steps before he stopped in front of a blue 1987 Ford truck. Being who I am I started to think about one of the meaning that FORD can stand for "Found on the road dead." Jacob opened the side door for me to slip in. After I slipped in he closed the door and went to the other door. He pulled open his door and slipped in. As he was doing so he slipped his car keys in and with a roar the truck came a life.
"Sorry about all the noise." Jacob said.
"Its OK. Its a 1987 Ford right?" I asked
"Yea. How did you know?"
"My dad use to have one but he fell alseep in it and drove over a cliff."
"Oh my I'm so sorry."
"Its Ok. How old are you?"
"22. You?"
"18. Turn right here"
"Got it. You look older." he said as he turned the truck
"This is my place right here." I said as he pulled up to a old looking farm house just out of town. It had a 12 stall barn that my 2 horses used as a home. It also had a 2 story house that I live in all by myself.
"Nice place. Can I look around?" Jacob asked as I was in the middle of getting out of the trunk.
"Sure. Let me change in to my barn jeans first and I'll show you around." I said as I started walking up to the house. "Come in first and I will get you something to drink."
"OK" he said as he followed me into the house.
"Ill be right back" I said as I climbed my way up to the second floor to my room. When I got to the top I turned left and walked to the end of the hall. My room was the door on the right. I eased the door open, slipped in, and closed the door behind me. I walked over to my hamper and pulled out a dirty pair of jeans. Slipping out of my clean jeans as fast as I could and more slowly pulling on the dirty ones. Walking back down the stairs I ran tight into Jacob.
"Sorry. Can I get you something to drink? I meant to ask you before I changed." I asked
"No. Im fine." Jacob replied.
"OK then. Lets get started. I will show you the barn were I keep Misty and Dusty."
"Sounds good."
"K. This way then"
Walking into the barn I flipped on the lights. Misty and Dusty looked over their stall door at Jacob and me. Going to the 3rd stall down on the right side with Jacob right behind me I patted Dusty's head.
"Dusty meet Jacob. Jacob meet Dusty. Dusty is a 5 year old Icelandic stallion. I have had him for 4 years. I broke him and showed him. 2 years ago he broke his leg at a show and I now have to be easy on him." I told Jacob
"Thats cool. You must be a really good rider to have broken him when you were 15." Jacob said.
"I have been riding since I was 4. English and Western. Wait how did you know i broke him when he was only 2?"
"I guessed. My sister broke her arab when it was 2 and she was 20."
"You have a sister? Whats her name? How old is she?"
"Yes I do. Her name is Eve and she is 25."
"Oh" was all I could say. My counselor at school was named Eve and was 25. "What is her job?"
"She's a Counselor."
"Were?"
"Thunder High, why?"
"Uh cause I go there and I talk to her every day at school."
"Oh. You must be the Bella she loves to talk about so much."
"Really?"
"Yep."
"We should go see Misty." I said as I moved over to the stall 2 down from Dusty's but this time on the left. "Heres Misty. She is my 10 year old mare. I have had her since she was born. My dad broke her for me when she was 3. I have Showed her 20 times. 10 in English and 10 in Western. 12 first places and 8 2nd places. She is infoal to Dusty"
"Wow. She is so pretty. Is she a icelandic too?"
"Yes"
"Cool. Its getting late I should go."
"Ok. Ill walk you to your car."
"Thanks" he said as we walked to his truck. "Thank you for showing me your place."
"Your welcome" I said as we shoke hands. He toke his hand away and Left a peice of paper in my hand. I didn't Look at the paper right then but slipped it in my pocket. He slide into he truck and started it. He waved and started his way back to town. I walked back to the barn and turned on the redio. I heard the ending of one song and the next one started. The song was "The Thunder Rolls". I listined to the whole song and it goes:
Three thirty in the morning
Not a soul insight
The city's lookin' like a ghost town
On a moonless summer night
Raindrops on the windshield
There's a storm moving in
He's headin' back from somewhere
That he never should have been
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls
Every light is burnin'
In a house across town
She's pacin' by the telephone
In her faded flannel gown
Askin' for miracle
Hopin' she's not right
Prayin' it's the weather
That's kept him out all night
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls
The thunder rolls
And the lightnin' strikes
Another love grows cold
On a sleepless night
As the storm blows on
Out of control
Deep in her heart
The thunder rolls
She's waitin' by the window
When he pulls into the drive
She rushes out to hold him
Thankful he's alive
But on the wind and rain
A strange new perfume blows
And the lightnin' flashes in her eyes
And he knows that she knows
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls
The thunder rolls
And the lightnin' strikes
Another love grows cold
On a sleepless night
As the storm blows on
Out of control
Deep in her heart
The thunder rolls
She runs back down the hallway
To the bedroom door
She reaches for the pistol
Kept in the dresser drawer
Tells the lady in the mirror
He won't do this again
Cause tonight will be the last time
She'll wonder where he's been
Just hearing that song made me sad. Walking over to the end stall I opened the stalled door and pulled 2 flakes of grass hay out. Then I walked over to Misty's and Dusty's stalls and gave each one a flake. After I finished feeding I turned off the radio and walked out of the barn. Walking to one of my many lanes that lead to the woods. Not even 4 feet in-front of the woods was 3 pinwheels. One for Cheyenne, one for Alyssa, and one for Mark. Cheyenne -my mother- and Alyssa -my sister- was killer by Mark -my father- when I was 12. Mark thought Cheyenne was cheating on him with his best friend Mike. Mark shot Cheyenne, Alyssa who was only 14 saw the whole thing was shot by Mark too because he thought she was going to tell someone about it. Mark committed suicide a few minutes after he killer the others. I was standing at the Window that was by the front door saw the whole thing. Mark did not look over once which was good for me or I would be like Alyssa right now. The wind picked up and the pinwheels started to spin. Slowly at first but they started to turn faster and faster. Walking 20 feet to the right was one more pinwheel. This one was for Robby. Robby was not killed the way I told Mrs. Laver about. He was killed in my farm house. A man named Robert Renner. Robert had wanted to hurt me by killing Robby. Robert made me watch the whole ordeal. He had cut Robby's neck with a knife and then wrote a number on his head and with Robby's blood and finger he wrote the number on the wall. The number was 323. Not long after that did Robert leave and I called the cops. Robby was long gonna when the cobs came and checked to see if he was still alive.
Remembering the paper that Jacob had handed me when we were shaking hands. I pulled the note out of my pocket and unfolded it. It read the following:
If you want to call me do so at the following numbers.
HOME- 251-9345?
CELL- 751-000
If you have a myspace add me.
.com/sweetdelta
I would like to see you again soon.. If you don't want to I understand.. but please call or write to tell me.
Walking back to the house I smiled to myself. Stepping into the house I heard my phone go off in the living room. Running to the living room I picked up the phone.
"Hello, this is Bella. Who is calling?"
"Hello, Bella. I am Detective Virtue. I am calling about Mrs. King." Mr Virtue said.
"Yes what about her?"
"How did you know her?"
"She was my aunt I use to go over to her house every summer."
"Im sorry to have to tell you this but she had a heart attack and died a hour ago."
"It can't be she was the last family I had that was still alive."
"It is true, I am so sorry"
"Thank you for telling me. Goodbye"
"Goodbye"
I hung up on him. I then walked out to the back of my house to my car. Getting in to my car I pulled out my keys and slide them in and started the car. I started down the road to the nearest store. I was looking for a new pinwheel to put next to Robby's. Going only about a mile I pull into Amy's Little Shop. That was the only place that had pinwheels that was not in town. I went in and picked a blue and pink pinwheel and paid Amy her money.
"Bella long time not see. I see that you are getting another pinwheel. Who died this time?"
"My aunt. She had a heart attck."
"You mean Mary King. Thats so sad."
"Yea thats her."
"I grew up with Mary thats so sad that she died. I hope you well."
"Thank you. I better go now." I said as I left and got in my car to get home.
As soon as I got home I walked down to were the other pinwheels were. I placed the new one right next to Robbys and head back to my house.
"Mr. Wink I'll feed you in a few." I said to my snake as I walked in to the house. I walked in to the living room and flipped on the lights, and then walked over to Wink. I took him out and walked him over to my bathroom and out him in the bathtub with a little mouse. "Ill be back in a hour Mr Wink." I said as I walked out of the room. Back in the living room I turned on the Tv and walked to my desk.. I flipped up my laptop and turned it on. I hit the little NetZero button when it was on. While I waited for it to get on I flipped though the Tv Channels and didn't find anything to watch until I saw that Death Note was on. My all time fave anime. Turning back to the computer I typed in Myspace at the top and logged in. Typing in Jacob's myspace url and add him. I looked over his profile. I went and checked my messages and saw that he was on, so I messaged him. Messaged said:
Hey Jacob,
I see that you got home. Love your profile.
With that I pushed the send button. I pulled up a new page and typed in emoearth. I cheacked my messages on there and flip back over to myspace. Waiting for me was A message. Jacob's had replyed:
hey to yourself. Yes I did. Got back a while ago.. Yours is awesomeness. How are you??????
My Reply:
Thankies.. Im the best that I can be with my Aunt dead and all.
With that I flipped back over to emoearth and went to a new site, Mygothicheart. I checked my messages on there too, and closed the page. I Looked over at the tv and saw that Death Note was over but Blood Plus just started. I looked to see if Jacob had replyed yet and he had. It said:
Aw Im sorry. Can I do anything for you? Come over and eat with you or talk to you?
My reply:
No you cant.. lol you cant come over its 8pm.. and I have school tomorrow
His reply:
So its only 8.. I can be there in no time.. and be gone before 9...
My reply:
lol I dont think so. I have to go soon.. cause im hugery and tired....
His reply:
see I can make you some food..
My reply
you could if I let you.. But I wont let you...
His reply:
Fine... see you tomorrow though???
My reply:
I guess.... im out of school at 3pm..
His reply:
Ok see you then... bibi
My reply:
Bye
With that I turned my laptop and TV off and walked to the closet to get a Sweet Roll. With my Sweet Roll in head I walked in to the bathroom took out Mr Wink and put him back in his cage. With that done I went up stairs and graped my PJS and went into the upstairs to bathroom. I took off my T-shirt and jeans. I turned my tub on and waited for it to fill. After it filled I slipped in and sat in the water until it was cold.. I got out and put my PJS on and went back to my room. I took out my notebook and wrote a poem. Poem:
After You Died
I Cryed
In The Dark
I Cryed On A lone
Rock In The Middle
Of Nowere
The Moment I See
Someone
I Would Wipe
Away My Tears
And Put A Smile On My Lips
I Would Laugh and Joke
And Confort Other People
People Though I Was Fine
But It Was Killing Me
To Lie Every Day
After I finished my poem I got up and turned off the lights. I layed down and went to sleep.
Okay so I lied.. I do one the Poem and thats about it lol./ Oh and the Myspace Url... lol seeing as its my Myspace page.. lol
Please review and Tell me if you like it.. I am kinda looking for a beta lol but i dont need one.. please tell me if you see anything wrong with the story