well everyone its been a long time this is my new story i've changed alot so has my style if yall like it i will contiue if not then well i tryed so here it goes

Disclamer:i don't own south of nowhere or its charectors tom lynch does*crys and sniffle* :(


fake smiles and laughter hah everyone makes me sick all stupid king high its all bull shit Madison that skank and Aiden how I loathe him with a burning passion. I hope he falls into a deep never ending hole in the moon and internally combusts! The shit i have to go through just to act like i care well i really don't. No one can ever fix this heart of mine she just broke it too many times that stupid girl damn you Carmen I hope your fucking happy in your grave stupid gang shit was the death of you. My name is Ashley Davies and this is my story of how i lost it all and maybe some one can bring it back. That new girl Spencer she caught my eye blond her beautiful clear blue eyes typical yet so original i envy her naive sprit and innocence. My tainted heart can't ever just seem to feel something good like hers can. I'm 17 my mothers a bitch my dads dead big shocker there all he ever did was fuck around and do crack so do i as they say like father like daughter so many girls leave my bed every night satisfied but never laying a hand on my body. At least he gave me one good thing my half sister Kayla she's good the only person i am open with oh did i forget to mention I'm a lesbian. All I ever do is play guitar i dropped out of high school daddy dearest left us plenty of money before he croaked. I'm 5"6 golden brownish green eyes brown hair with red bangs ,piercing all in my ears and my lip is pierced as most people say I'm a "FREAK".Spencer seems different she doesn't seem so judgmental something about her just makes me want to be better when she smiles I can help but smirk and want to beat the crap out of anyone else that gets that smile. My heart just doesn't really know how to feel and why the hell am i telling you all of this i don't know just maybe i want someone to listen for once and just really understand but i doubt you will. Prove me the fuck wrong! Some one please come and save me before its too late I don't mean to be like this but I have no choice. I lost my self too long ago too very long please help me anyone………Prove me wrong…………..


well thats the end of the first chapter reviews are welcome even flames :)

peace and love

Chrissy