Author's meaningless comments:

This is just a little fanfic I had floating in my head. Figured I had nothing else to do and that it wouldn't kill me to write it so I did… Enjoy.

Dear Takuma,

The first time I met you I bit my tongue. You giggled and asked if I was okay. I said I was but that was a lie. I was confused, awestruck even, as I stared at you in dumbfounded fascination. There was an emotion spreading in my chest that was both familiar and foreign to me. I had known something similar to it in a past life, I am sure, but it had escaped me for so long that I didn't know what to do once I felt it again.

I met you one summer night and I fell for you in a second, head over heels, before you even said a word. For years since then I have tried to pinpoint exactly why I loved you. I later realized that I don't just love one thing about you but rather everything about you. With every flutter of your lashes and with every syllable of your words I fall further and further in love. When we talk you speak about such passion that I almost come to envy the subject. Your hands dance to the melody of your voice and I lose myself in its tune.

I love you from the inside, out. You are sweet, a breath of fresh air amongst the indifferent nobles, and there is no one I rather spend my nights with than you. I stare into your eyes and I realize that I want to be with you forever and that maybe, just maybe, my life is worth living.

You are my sun, more so than Yuki will ever be. I have known this for a while now but it seems that I am only able to admit this through unsent letters. I sometimes feel that I do not deserve you but then again who does? Certainly Sara does not. Even if you hate me for it I will free you from her regardless of it being more of an act of stubbornness rather than love. I feel that it is the only thing that I can do. This is the same attitude that I hold for everyone who approaches you. It is just the way I am. I have lost too much to want to give anything or anyone up, especially you.

I love you, Takuma Ichijo, more so than you will ever know. My actions just don't express what is in my heart.

Your love,

Kaname

More comments (Vampire Knight SPOILERS):

Here I tried to portray Kaname as someone who, though completely and utterly loving a person, couldn't really express such feelings as they had always hoped… I don't know if that's how it turned out, though, or if that even makes sense. Also this was written a little while back before reading the chapter where Sara dies sooo yeah, that's why she's mentioned as if she's still living (quite frankly I was actually happy she died haha.)

Oh! And if anyone is wondering or is confused about why young Kaname bit his tongue it's because he was trying to talk to Takuma, stumbled over his words and ended up biting his tongue… it happens…