Blind/Chapter 1
A/N ok so NEW story! Yay! Anyway Gwen and Duncan are 19 and well you'll read it in the chapter. Oh and Gwen's P.O.V starts in her diary and the song Blind by Kesha is in this chapter. So if you don't know how it goes I highly suggest that you listen to it when the song part shows up. So enjoy. :)
Gwen P.O.V
Dear Diary,
Ok I know I am only 16 but I'm pretty sure I'm in love with my boyfriend, Duncan Carter. We are great for each other! It's like he's the other half of me. We like the same movies, music, colors, and we never try to change each other. It's love I tell you.
Love,
Gwen Parker.
Ya right, love my ass. I wrote that entry when I was 16 which was 3 years ago and was happily dating Duncan. But then I found out he was freaking cheating on me.
*Flashback*
I was at home getting ready for Duncan and I's date. I was so excited. I got dressed in my black mini skirt and blue tank top. I put on some black high heels and a black scarf. Then I put on my black eye shadow and thick mascara. I looked at myself in the mirror before I left and I looked so hot! Duncan was going to love tonight. As I was walking down the stairs I got call from Duncan. "Hey babe." I answered.
"Oh Gwen! Um I'm sorry sweetheart I have to cancel our date. I'm um...sick." he answered. I had a strange feeling about this but I just shrugged it off.
"Oh that's ok sweetie. I hope you get better bye." I said while hanging up.
I felt bad for Duncan so I decided to make him some chicken soup, his favorite. When I was done I went outside to my car and drove to Duncan's house. When I got there I parked my car in the drive way and walked up to his front door. I was about to ring the doorbell but he might be asleep so I just picked the lock. I went up stairs and I heard some strange noises. As I got closer and closer to his door the noises got louder. What the heck is he doing in there? I opened the door quietly and when I did my heart sunk. I saw Courtney on top of him naked. I can't believe they were having sex! "What the hell is this!" I yelled. They both looked up shocked. Duncan was about to say something but before he could I threw the hot chicken soup at him and ran out. I got in my car and locked the door. I saw him running after me and tried to open the door but couldn't. He started yelling so I could hear him but all I did was turn on my radio and blast the volume up. When I did "Blind" by Kesha came on. Great, one of the songs I didn't want to hear right now.
I think you got the best of me
Your sleeping with the enemy
You left me all alone alone alone alone...
Duncan did get the best of me. He made me love him and then he broke my heart. He was also sleeping with the enemy Courtney, and he left me alone.
The beat drops I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone alone alone alone...
My heart stopped when I saw them together. It killed me knowing that he's been cheating on me.
I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Your never gonna catch me cry
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me to the day you die
Maybe this song isn't so bad. I am sick of the mess he just made. He's never gonna see me cry over some stupid decision he made. He must be blind for cheating on me with Courtney, and he will miss me till the day he dies.
Your nothing
Without me
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
He is nothing without me!
I've let go, finally over you
This drama, that you put me through
I'm better all alone alone alone alone...
The beat drops, your so low
It's last call, and it's gottin' old
Now look who's all alone alone alone alone...
I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Your never gonna catch me cry
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me to the day you die
Your nothing
Without me
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
I trusted you
You were the first
Then you lied, and it gets worst
You broke me down
Now just look around
Who's all alone
Who's all alone now?
I'm done with the drama. I did trust him and he was the first. Then he lied to me. I'm going to move on. As I thought that I saw Courtney slap him and leave. Oh now who's all alone jerk!
With that I drove off and continued to listen to the song.
I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Your never gonna catch me cry
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me to the day you die
Your nothing
Without me
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
With that the song ended. I ran up to my room and screamed into my pillow. I felt tears build up in my eyes but then I remembered the song.
I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Your never gonna catch me cry
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me to the day you die
Your nothing
Without me
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
He's never gonna catch me cry and he WILL miss me till the day he dies.
*End of Flashback*
Remembering the moment just made me pissed. I can't believe I ever went out with that jerk! But then again I want to thank him. He made me realize that things like this happen, that life's not always perfect, and that you need to be careful who you fall in love with.
A/N ok so there chapter 1! I'm sorry I made it sad but trust me I had a reason for doing it! So anyway hope you liked it and please review!