I sit crying as I think about what happened 2 hours ago. I try to think what did he mean by "it would be for the best". How could it be for the best if I have been crying for 2 hours straight? But no matter how hard I try…I cant hate him. I am in love with him.

We were together for 3 years. 3 years ago I met the guy of my dreams. 3 years ago I met the guy who I would have probably gotten married to. But in just 14 minutes, he broke my heart. And I don't think it can get fixed without him.

What is wrong with me? I thought he loved me. He told me he was in love with me. I cry harder remembering the memory when he first told me that he loved me.

FLASHBACK

"Miley..i took you here to tell you something" he said as he took me to a private booth at our favorite restaurant.

"You can tell me anything..you know that" I said calmly. But I was freaking out on the inside.

"I have been thinking for the past couple weeks…" he started.

"Just tell me." I said. Is he dumping me?

"I am madly in love with you Miley Rae Stewart" he said taking my hand.

"Oh my god! I love you too!" I said.

Then we kissed.

END FLASHBACK

If he loved me so much…why did he brake me heart? I cant believe this. I cant live without him. Should I call him? But then he would probably think I am a crazy stalker ex-girlfriend. Ex. I hate that word so much. I want to be Mrs. Gray. I start crying again when I remember the time when we started talking about our future together.

FLASHBACK

"Miley..have you thought about out future?" he asked me while we were cuddled on the couch watching TV.

"Yeah I have" I answered him. I looked up and stared into his eyes.

"Miley..i was thinking yesterday..and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. So I got you a promise ring. It says Forever and Always. I love you Miley. I want to grow old with you. I want to have a family with you. I want to wake up in the morning and see your beautiful eyes." He said as he pulled out the most gorgeous ring I have ever seen. I started crying.

"Oh my God. I love you too" I said as I out the ring on. Then he kissed me.

END OF FLASHBACK

I look at the ring. I cant take it off. It means soo much. We were supposed to get married and have kids and grow old together. Like he promised. Well, he broke all of his promises.

I stood up and walked to the bathroom. I reached into my shower and grabbed my Venus blue razor. While I was doing I didn't hear my bedroom door open. As I held the razor to my wrist I heard a voice yell…

"Miley! Stop!" the voice yelled.