Hey Guys so I guess you can say I got caught up with life and this was put on the back burner for a while, but I have some more time on my hands and I want to dedicate it to this story! I am going through and revising it since this was definitely senior year righting so please R&R as always and let me know what you guys think!

I have always imagined what this day would feel like. Today was the day I finally left Seattle. I could go anywhere in the world and do anything I wanted. College was just a few weeks away and today was the day I would move into Stern Hall. Stanford was supposed to be my new beginning. My new home. A place where the only thing that mattered was my education and not the Grey Family name, that I so heavily carried around. Of course, like always, I was wrong. Today was the beginning of the end… I just didn't quite know it yet.

I was woken up bright and early by something wet on my face. Lazily, I opened my eyes and saw my five year old sister sitting on the edge of my bed holding our newest puppy over my face. Groaning I sat up and took the little Shih-Tzu into my lap and began to pet it before looking up at Libby.

"Please explain to me why you woke me up at…" I looked sleepily at my clock, "5:00 in the morning! I mean seriously munchkin it's a Saturday. You shouldn't even be awake this early." The look on her face completely broke my heart as tears began to fall down her face. I reached over to pull her in for a hug, kissing her on the forehead.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have raised my voice, but please, I would really like to know why we are up this early?"

She slowly looked up and sniffled before choking out between sobs, "Daddy said to come wake you up. He said to tell you that the only time he could schedule a flight for today on the jet is at 7:00 this morning." She looked down suddenly and started to cry.

"Libby please stop crying baby girl, I didn't mean to yell at you earlier. It's really ok. I'm not mad. Now will you please stop crying?" She just simply cried harder. "Please tell your big sissy what is wrong? It makes me sad to see you sad."

Looking up again she sobbed, "I don't want you to leave Phoebe. I'm going to miss you so much. And who am I going to play princess with, or have tea parties with? Please don't go to college. I love you too much." She threw her arms around me and cried harder. I had to try my hardest not to cry, because I knew if I began to cry it would only make things worse.

I picked her up and carried her downstairs where all my suitcases waited to be taken to the airport. It was weird to think that in less than two hours I would be leaving this place that I have always called home, a place with so many memories and so much love. I would be taking my first steps to a life of my own and going to Stanford University. It all happened so fast. Senior year went by like it was nothing and before I knew it I was receiving acceptance letters. There was only one I really wanted to see and when the letter came in the mail it was big. I immediately called my best friend and boyfriend, hoping they had received the same big letter.

*Flashback*

We had all received our letters but no one would give anything away over the phone. We all waited until we were together to open our letters. I went first, then Rebecca, then Noah. When we pulled out the beautiful white paper and read those magical words Rebecca and I couldn't contain ourselves. We looked up at each other and began to scream. Noah was silent. We looked over at him worriedly. Things wouldn't be the same if I was in California and my heart was somewhere else.

"Babe is everything ok?" I asked gently as I walked over to him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and kissed his neck. I looked around him and looked at the letter. "Babe what's wrong?" A smile spread acroos my lips as I read the words. "It says you have been accepted!" The look of shock finally washed off his face as he spun around and lifted me up.

He began kissing me and in between I could barely make out, "I… Am… Going…To…College." I squealed in delight and he finally set him down. When we looked over at Rebecca I could have sworn, just for a split second, that I saw a look of jealousy on her face, and then it was gone.

Noah leaned down and whispered very quietly in my ear. "Why don't we go back to my place and we can have a little celebration… just the two of us?" I blushed bright red and turned towards Rebecca.

I skip merrily over to her and jumped into her arms. "I can't believe we are going to Stanford! I mean we have only dreamed about this since… I don't know like sixth grade! We are still going to be roommates right?"

I couldn't quite decipher the look on her face as she stood there silently, but just like that she snapped out of it. "Of course phoebs I wouldn't want it any other way. So do you guys want to put these new fake IDs to the test and get us some drinks to celebrate?"

I blushed again and was thankful for Noah when he intervened. "Actually I have something special planned for Phoebe and me. Plus my parents are going to want to take us out to dinner or something. How about tomorrow?" I knew her smile was forced the minute it spread across her face.

"Of course. I didn't even think. You guys probably don't want me hanging around like a third wheel." The annoyance in her tone was the last straw. I quickly grabbed her by the arm and pull her to the side of the room.

"What the hell is wrong with you? And don't say nothing. I have known you since we were five. You can't fool me into thinking that you are ok." She tried to avoid eye contact with me, but finally gave in.

"Ok. Well maybe I am a little pissed. I mean this has been our dream for six years! And how long have you and Noah been dating? Oh Yah six months! It should be me and you celebrating. But no you are going to ditch me so you can go and Fuck your boyfriend!" I just stood there in shock. She had never once blown up on me like this. She took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes. "You know what, it doesn't even matter. Go ahead. I'll just meet up with you tomorrow." With that she turned and left.

I knew she had always had a problem with the idea of Noah and me, and when he had said he was applying to Stanford as well something else changed. But the last couple of months had been good, if not amazing, and now this? I really just don't know what is going on. Noah came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me.

"It's going to be ok babe. Really… you know Rebecca can get a little jealous and overprotective sometimes. Just give her some time to cool off and go and talk to her tomorrow." I turned to look at him. God I love this kid. He is absolutely the most amazing and considerate person I know, well second to my dad. Speaking of, Taylor is probably wondering where I'm at.

I pull out my phone and hit four on speed dial. He picked up after the third ring. "Ms. Grey is everything ok? I just saw Ms. Miller run outside crying. I was scared something had happened to you. I almost went in there to check things out."

"Taylor, calm down I am perfectly fine. I'm going to call my dad and let him know the good news and then I'm probably going to go over to Noah's house for a while. I'll call you as soon as I get off the phone with my dad and let you know what is going on."

Taylor simply responded with a, "Yes ma'am, and might I add congratulations." With that he hung up and I dialed two and my dad answered on the first ring.

"Christian Grey."

"Dad, seriously? You don't know it was me calling?"

"Haha, Sorry baby girl, it's a habit. What's going on?"

Ok so I never told my parents about the letter I had received. They still thought that I was waiting for the news.

"Well a few days ago I received a really big letter from Stanford University and well I have been accepted!" I heard a scream come from the other end followed by some crying and finally my dad was back on the phone again.

"I'm so proud of you baby! Come home and we will have a huge celebratory dinner." Oh no… he isn't going to like the next part.

"Well dad. I was actually invited over to Noah's house. His parents want to take him and I out to dinner. They already made reservations and everything." There was just silence on the other end and I could just picture my father running his hands through his hair in typical Christian Grey fashion.

"Phoebe, this is a night where you should be with family. Not running around and doing whatever with your boyfriend. Besides what right do his parents have throwing you a celebratory dinner?" I hadn't told him that Noah had also applied to Stanford.

"Well Dad, Noah was accepted as well." Silence once again. "Dad I'm really sorry, but I already promised Noah's parents that I would be there, and you always told me that Grey's never break promises."

"Ok. Fine. Whatever. Just go, but you better be home by midnight, and don't think we won't be talking about this when we get home young lady."

"Ok thank you daddy! So Much! I love you. Oh and can you please call Taylor and let him know I won't be needing a ride home. Love you bye."

With that we headed over to his parents house. I borrowed one of Noah's older sister's dresses for dinner and we headed out with his parents to Rover's. It was a pleasant meal. I really liked his parents, and they seem to like me. After the dinner, we headed back to Noah's.

The moment we got into the house he drug me downstairs to his basement/room. Once the door was shut and locked, I found myself against the wall, Noah's lips on mine. I wrapped my legs around his waist and started to unbutton his shirt. He took me over to the bed and gently laid me down. He flipped me onto my stomach and slowly unzipped the dress and carefully taking it off, knowing all too well that if he ruined the dress his sister would kill him. Once the dress was off I was in just my underwear, seeing as the dress was too low cut for even a strapless bra.

I sat up and saw the look of need in Noah's eyes. I pulled him down and kissed him before flipping us over so I was straddling him. I could feel his hardened dick pressing against my core through his jeans. I kissed down his chest, making sure to kiss every defined muscle of his abdomen. Finally I reached the top of his jeans. I undid the belt buckle and the button and in one swift motion removed both his pants and underwear. His "beast" as he likes to call it sprung free and I immediately took it in my hand rubbing up and down. He sucked in a breath as I took him into my mouth. I swirled my tongue around the tip and then took him completely into my mouth and taking his balls in one hand. His hands went into my hair to help guide me up and down. Finally his breaths became shallow as he pulled me up to him. "Babe you need to stop, because if you don't I will come and I want to come inside you so badly." I shook my head and he flipped us over.

He instantly removed my underwear and replaced them with his fingers. "God baby, you are so wet." With that he positioned himself at my entrance and thrust in. I let out a little cry of pain and pleasure. "Oh baby you are so tight." He began moving in and out at an agonizingly slow pace.

"Please babe. I need you to fuck me faster." I told him. He obeyed and buried himself balls deep inside me. The room was filled with our cries and moans.

"Come for me baby. Please come for me." That was all he needed to say and I reached my climax. A few thrusts later and Noah was there as well. He collapsed on top of me and we just laid there for what seemed like hours. When I finally looked over at the clock It was 11:30! Shit I needed to go! I shake Noah to wake him up and we get dressed and head over to my house.

*End of Flash Back*

That almost seemed like a lifetime ago. Now we are here at the airport waiting for Noah and Becca to arrive so we can head out to California. This just all seems too good to be true!

Not a lot is going to be changed in these first few chapters but let me know what you guys think!