I never thought of how I would die no I never thought of how I would live. How would I live if I hadn't met him? How would I live if he never spoke to me if he just left and never came back? I guess I would've gone to the beach and met Jake and fallen in love, maybe even gone to Jackson Ville with my mom. All I know is I love him and I can't live without him. I don't know how he loves me all I know is he does and I couldn't live without him if I didn't have to be here for Charlie I know would kill myself. It hurts to think of him leaving me. I know he will one day for how can he love me I'm just the boring same old me. The same old pale face me how can the love of my life Edward Cullen love me? That was the old me now we have an everlasting love that will continue to grow for as long as we live.
"Bella tell me what you are thinking you have that face that says you are thinking real hard about something really hard and it is driving me crazy," he looked into my eyes melting me as usual.
"I was thinking about how I used to think about you. Like how you could love me, the pale faced albino human me." I looked down embarrassed
"I would tire of telling you that you never saw yourself seriously but then I wouldn't get to tell you how beautiful you are," I looked away too embarrassed to say anything in return he continued, " You are beautiful beyond compare not just on the outside but also in too. You are smart and have the capacity to comprehend everything. You notice everything about me even what I don't want you too. You love me even though I'm a monster. You see through my flaws and love the in loveable. You gave me Nessie and you gave me my other half. My other half is you." He turned my head to look me in the eyes I reached up and kissed him harder than I ever had before. My body melted into his as it always does but this time a fiery passion built up inside me. I entangled my hands in his hair while we rolled in the grass. Twilight is the best and the saddest part of the day. For today it didn't matter because we were together and in our place. My love grows every moment everyday every part we are away. I love him to much but when is to much to much.
I pulled away laughing, "what?"
"I was just wondering about twilight and what you once said to me." I looked at the sun, "Is twilight still sad and happy at the same time?"
He chuckled, "I guess not anymore." He said watching me, "but why did you ask?"
I kissed him once, "I don't know." Smiling he gently pushed my face towards his and we kissed until the twilight was over. He looked into my eyes and said, "It is sad it's over." There we sat in the night in our favorite meadow kissing for what seems like forever.