A/N: So, yeah, I know.. It's been a long time, reaaally long time since I've written anything. I really haven't felt like writing anything. But now, vacation has started, and I'm out of things to do, so here is a little something, which some of you, might not like, hate or something like that.

I've found inspiration in love, hate, hurt, disappointment and all the other feelings I've had in the past year, because of one single person, and also in the song 'Airplanes' - B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams of Paramore..
Well, enough about me.. and now something about the story..

Disclaimer: I own nothing.. just the plot.

Airplanes:
Fandom: NCIS
Ship: Tate (Tony/Kate, for those who doesn't know ;))

So, it's rated T, just to be sure..
Now, enjoy the story :D

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Kate was laying on the lawn in the backyard of our new bought house. The sun was shining brightly on this mid-May day. Even though it was late in the evening, it was hot. She could see the sky slowly go to dark in the horizon.

'*sigh* Another day passed by. And I'm still here'I thought to myself.

The neighbor kid was yelling at his mother for something only God knows.

'God, I'm glad I'm not going to have these problems in many, many years'. Kate put a hand over her abdomen

"Can we pretend that airplanes, in the night sky, are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now." She quietly sang to herself.

First time she heard the song, she fell in love with it. It described just how she felt.

Wanted to make a wish, but never saw a shooting star, when it was needed.

The hours ran by, and the day turned to night. The sky was black by now. She looked up one last time.

"Was that a shooting star?" She asked herself "no, it wasn't. I'm not that lucky." She was convinced it wasn't a shooting star. But anyway, she made a wish. "Kate Todd, this is ridiculous, it was an airplane." She were just pretend the airplanes, were shooting stars.

The tears slowly began to fall down her cheek. She looked up towards the dark sky, and began talking to it.

"Tony, if you only knew." She let her hand fall down to her abdomen once again. "Yup, it's correct, you were going to be a father. If..if Ar... if he hadn't done that to you. You know.. Ziva, a new one we got, instead of you, she killed him, when he was trying to kill Gibbs. Well, who would have guessed, Ziva David, is.. or do I say was, Ar... Ari Haswari's sister. Tony.. I really really miss you.. If you could just be here, to see how beautiful the garden is in the spring. It's wonderful." She sat there talking like he was there.

Suddenly, someone came walking out of the bushes in the far end of the garden. It didn't look like someone human.

Kate quickly stood up, ready to run. She had taken one step backwards when she stopped, and began walking forward instead.

"Tony? Is that you? Ho... how? You're a... ghost" she whispered the last word, afraid of saying it.

He just stood there not saying anything.

"Tony, say something please!" she begged him

"Kate..." he said quietly, "I went through his head.. I went through Ari's head, just moment before he was shoot.. I... It was not... I don't know how to say this.. But this Ziva and Gibbs, hides something from you, they don't want to tell you.."

"What, Tony? What are they hiding?" She took a hasty step forward, forgetting she couldn't touch him

" Kate.. It wasn't meant to be me..." That's all he said.

"What do you mean Tony?"

"It wasn't meant to be me." With those words he slowly faded away again.

"KAAATE! Where are you?" Someone yelled from the house.

She recognized the voice. Abs.

"I'M OUT IN THE GARDEN ABS!" she yelled back

Abs came through the garden door shortly after.

"Kate, why are you out here? It's almost 22 o'clock."

"I... ehm.. I was just watching the sky.." she lied "Oh look, an airplane." She closed her eyes, and made a wish just like she would have with a shooting star.

"Abs? What if I hadn't come to NCIS in the first place, would he be dead by now?"

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A/N: Well, I'm sorry, all you Tate fans.. I killed him :'( I'm so sorry.. This story just bothered me and wouldn't go away..

Eeehm, I'm normally the one for writing oneshots, but this is different.. I'm planing to make it a 2-3 chapter story, for once :)

Hope you enjoyed it, and as always, every single comment will be read, even if it's bad :)

Hugs and kisses Pixie :D

ooooh, BTW remember to R/R, pretty please :D

PS: I'll post next chapter ASAP :)