Hey guys so I Went back and edited the first chapter. I pretty much just went through and added scene's I thought would help the story grow and explain their story a bit more. Yes this is a Diana chapter there is no Faye's point of view and all the flashbacks are in Diana's perspective but trust me I have my reasons and by the time I'm done editing and adding stuff to the beginning of my story I promise to have that last chapter written and out for you guys. So enjoy the new first chapter and let me know what you guys think about the changes!
Summary: This is the story of two witches who have to fight for something they never thought would happen. Two witches who are complete opposites but are bound together by magic. Two witches searching for who they are. This is the story of Faye Chamberlin and Diana Meade & how against all the odds they found something good out of all the bad. Warning Femeslash if you don't like don't read. Mentions of Diadam, Cadam, Cake, Nelissa & of course Fayana!
Disclaimer: I don't own the secret circle or any of the characters
Diana Meade needs control like how Faye needs to be reckless. The rebellious side of Faye had always been something that intrigued Diana, but her lack of domination over the girl is what pushed her over the edge. The circle had pretty much made her the leader. She's the one that started it all, she was the only one who knew what they were doing and everyone else in the circle listened to her or at least pretended to, even Cassie for the most part, so why couldn't Faye? It seemed as though rebellious brunette was taking over her mind a lot these days. Ever since they had met back in elementary school her thoughts of Faye consisted of 'What's she up too?' 'What has she done this time?' She had always felt like she was cleaning up Faye's messes not that the other girl appreciated it. But now Diana found that her thoughts of the brunette had softened. Now when she thought of Faye it was more of 'I know she doesn't mean to do it' 'She's just as scared as the rest of us.' She even would jump at the chance to help the girl when something went wrong. Diana's thoughts had gotten to the point where late at night when she was lying in her bed with her eyes closed she would even think about what it would be like to kiss the rebellious brunette. She remembered the day it had all started. The day when her thoughts slowly started to change, and when things started going wrong in every way they could. It was the day Cassie Blake had arrived.
-FLASHBACK-
Diana let her eye's wonder as she watched Faye walk away from Cassie, the girl that was about to change everything. "That's Faye resident bad girl" said Diana noticing Cassie too was staring at her.
"She's convincing" Cassie chuckled looking back at Diana.
"I'm Diana" she added sticking her hand out to shake the other girls.
"Cassie"
"Blake, I know your grandmother" Diana interrupted "It's a really small town." Before Cassie could say anything else the bell rang. "I got to run but everybody hangs out at the Boat House after school you should come, it's right on the water front you can't miss it. So stop by and I'll show you around" The two girls shared a smile before Diana walked off.
-Later that day-
Diana ran up to Adam's jeep seeing Cassie's car smoking and the two of them sitting in the back. "What happened?"
"Engine blew" Adam sighed looking at Cassie.
"No way it was something else you saw it, it just went up in flames" Cassie argued. Diana looked towards the Boat house seeing Faye and Melissa walking down the steps. Faye seeing Diana looking at her smirked and winked at the other girl. "I'm going to call my grandmother."
"No don't do that" Diana said snapping her attention back to Adam and Cassie. "Adam why don't you give Cassie a ride home" He nodded.
"No" Cassie argued.
"It's okay this is my boyfriend, he's cool" Diana faked a smile and placed her hand on his arm.
"It's really not a problem" he smiled at her.
"I'll call you later" Diana leaned forward and placed a quick kiss to his lips before taking off in the direction Faye had gone. Not being able to find the other girl Diana let out a sigh before heading into the Boat House and getting a bite to eat.
About an hour later Diana slowly walked up the steps of Faye's house and knocked on the door. Faye's mother opened the door "Diana" she greeted with a smile.
"Hi Mrs. Chamberlin is Faye home?" Diana smiled back.
"I'm right here" Faye sighed coming down the stairs. Her hair was pulled back in a messy bun and she had changed into a tight long sleeved red shirt that was basically see through so you could see that she was wearing a black push up bra and her black booty shorts. Diana looked the girl up and down before quickly shaking her head in attempt to get rid of any thoughts. Faye leaned her body against the door frame and raised her eyebrows at the other brunette. Diana motioned her head and Faye shut the door and walked out to stand in front of her crossing her arms.
"What did you do to Cassie's car?" Diana asked with a frown.
"Why do you assume I was the one that did it?" Faye asked with a smile.
"Did you?" Diana asked and watched as Faye's smile grew. "It was stupid and reckless, you risked exposure."
"I was testing her" Faye rolled her eyes and walked to lean against the porch. "We all want to know Diana I was just cutting to the chase."
"You could've hurt Cassie" Diana scolded moving closer to Faye.
"I didn't mean for the whole car to go up in flames that was her" Faye smirked. "Her energy connected with mine. Everything you said about the circle is true. She's here we have real power now."
"Which is why we need to be careful" Diana reasoned. "We can't control it."
"Then we should tell her" argued Faye.
"No" snapped Diana "She needs time, she just lost her mother. Look we all agreed to take it slow."
"No you said to take it slow and we all nodded I never agreed to anything" Faye smiled.
"We are doing this my way Faye" Diana squared her shoulders and clenched her jaw.
"Ya that ship sailed" said Faye standing up and taking a step closer to Diana.
"Do not push me Faye I mean it" Diana warned. Faye took another step closer so that they were sharing the same air. Diana held her breath at how close they were and Faye smiled at her reaction.
"Do you want to try that again because I didn't quite buy it, did you?" Faye took a deep breath and leaned into the girl as though she was about to kiss her. "Good night Diana" she whispered and walked back inside the house. Diana let out the breath she had been holding and cursed at herself for letting Faye get that kind of reaction out of her.
-The next night-
Diana kept running through what Faye had said at the abandoned house, the way she had just told Cassie she was a witch, how she didn't listen to a word she had said. 'Adam would know they made magic together' those words in particular stood out. She had already been mad at herself for letting Faye get under her skin; her thoughts of the other girl were always something she had pushed down, and she wasn't going to let them come up now no matter what the girl did, but she knew something had happened between Adam and Cassie. These days it felt like everything was slipping away. Shaking the thoughts from her head Diana made her way to the Boat House she was talking to Cassie when lightning started flashing in the sky. Diana looked up just in time for the rain to start. She thought nothing of it at first and started walking inside when she got this feeling. The rain started pouring harder and harder. Diana could just barely make out a figure standing on the dock. Faye she thought running towards her. "Faye" Diana yelled "What are you doing?"
"It's beautiful" Faye laughed.
"You can't make it rain just cause you want to" Diana screamed.
"Yes we can" Faye yelled back with a smile. "We can do anything we want."
"No Faye you have to make it stop" Diana pleaded. But Faye did nothing and before Diana could say anything else lightning struck near her making her fall to the ground.
"Diana" Faye screamed running towards her. "Are you okay?" she asked wrapping her arms around Diana.
"You have to stop it" Diana cried.
"Okay I will" Faye cried clutching her closer. "Stop this storm" Faye yelled at the sky but it did nothing. Faye kept trying but nothing happened. It wasn't until Cassie came and got it to stop that the two girls stood up. Diana looked at Faye the girl had her eyebrows furrowed and eyes locked on the ground. "I'm sorry" Faye sighed her eye's connecting with Diana's. Diana gave her a sad smile and walked away.
-That Monday-
Chemistry, the one class the whole circle had together. Diana was sitting with Adam in the back of the class but her eye's kept looking between Faye and Melissa who sat at the table diagonal to hers and Cassie's. Something was going on but before she could put two and two together Cassie's beaker exploded followed by Faye's catching on Fire. Adam ran out of the room following Cassie and Diana gave a glare to Faye when she turned back. The other girl just smiled and waved back at her. After class Diana ran after Faye and Melissa meeting them in the courtyard. "Hey" she said catching up with them.
"Diana" Melissa said happily "what happened?"
"Adam took the blame" she sighed "he told him he mixed the chemicals and miss calculated."
"They believed him?" Faye laughed.
"He couldn't explain it any better" Diana snapped "we got lucky, no one got hurt now when are you going to get it through your head we need to bind the circle."
"Have fun" Faye joked.
"Can't you talk to her" Diana asked Melissa.
"Maybe we should bind it I don't like all this stray energy floating around" Melissa reasoned.
"No" argued Faye "not if it means we'll be linked I don't want you to have a say in what I do I don't want you to control me."
"But we'll have more strength as a group and we can use it better" Diana stated.
"For what? World peace? Are we going to save the turtles why can't we just leave it like it is?" Faye asked.
"Because it's selfish and dangerous" Diana argued back.
"Yes and I'm good with that" Faye smiled. "In fact I'm great with it" Faye pushed past her and Melissa followed after.
-That Same Night-
After the Fair, Diana stood watching Cassie and Adam talk on a bench near the water. She noticed how their bodies were angled toward each other how their body language screamed that there was more to this than meets the eye. Unfortunately she was dragged out of her thoughts when an arm found its way around the back of her neck. "Look at them" Faye smirked "their like little gold fish stuck together."
"Shut up Faye" Diana snapped pulling the other girls arm off of her.
"Seriously Diana you are two minutes away from losing him" Faye said shaking her head.
"I want to bind the circle tonight" Diana smiled back.
"I'm busy" Faye shrugged.
"Faye use your head, you know we have to."
"Well I'd prioritize if I were you, you have a bigger problem" she sent the girl a wink and walked off the way she had come.
After the Sally accident Diana and the rest of the circle escaped to inside the Boat House. Diana watched Faye who had tears streaming down her face watching the ambulance drive away. Noticing how the girl was holding herself Diana walked over placing a hand on her shoulder. "The paramedic's said she is going to be fine." Diana watched as Faye let out a big sigh.
"I didn't mean for anyone to get hurt" Faye sobbed. "I really didn't" she faced the others. "With you here we have more power" she turned to face Cassie "I just have to will things and they happen."
"We can't let our feelings control us like this" Diana interrupted putting a hand on her shoulder.
"But I like… I don't want this to go away" she whispered to Diana looking into her eyes and grabbing her hand.
"We don't have a choice it's too dangerous" said Cassie. "If we can't control how we feel or what we think we're just going to keep hurting people. I don't want to be connected to you anymore than you want to be to me" she looked at Faye "but no one else can get hurt, it's wrong. Diana is right we have to bind the circle."
"We will meet at the beach at midnight" Diana gave Faye a small smile and gave her hand one last squeeze before walking out with Adam.
After the short car ride to Diana's house she and Adam sat their looking at each other, it was the first time they had been alone since Cassie had arrived. "I've got to get the stuff together so you drive Cassie to the beach" Diana looked over at him.
"Well you did it" Adam let out a breath "You convinced her to bind the circle with us. I don't know what to expect do you?"
"No not really" she sighed.
"So how do we know it will work?" he asked.
"I don't know Adam" Diana shook her head "I just found the stupid book; I didn't go looking for it. I don't know any more than you or anyone else."
"What's going on?" he asked moving closer to her and putting an arm around her shoulders.
"Nothing" she lied looking at him. "I don't know what I'm doing, I pretend like I do but…" she let off Faye's words repeating in her head 'Your two minutes away from losing him' "Do I have anything to worry about with you and Cassie?"
"Why would you ask that" he questioned his brows furrowed.
"Because I'm insecure and I love you" she said a single tear escaping her eye.
"Come here" he said pulling her into him and kissing her. "I love you too" she tried not to see the smallest hint of doubt that was there in his eyes but she did. He loved her but she knew she was going to have to do everything in her power to keep him.
That night at the ritual Diana watched Faye, she stood differently almost fragile. And Diana couldn't help but think how beautiful Faye looked the way the fire light was hitting her face. And the way Faye looked at her, maybe things were changing maybe her and Faye could be friends.
-Next Friday-
After the eventful dance and convincing Cassie to let her give her a ride home, the two witches stood in her kitchen talking.
"Thanks for hanging with me" Cassie smiled.
"I know you didn't ask to be a part of the circle, you've got your whole loner thing I get it" she laughed. "And it's not like Faye and I are BFF's I mean she hates me most of the time. I just think were better together than we are apart, magic or not." Diana admitted setting her cola on the counter.
"Sorry if I was rude to you" Cassie apologized.
"It's okay" she said looking down. "I get it I see the way he looks at you."
"No it's nothing" Cassie explained.
"I hope your right because I love him; I've loved him for as long as I can remember."
"You have nothing to be worried about; I would never come between you too."
"I really do like you Cassie" Diana smiled "I want us to be friends."
"I'd like that" Cassie agreed.
-END OF FLASHBACK-
Things now were even more screwed up than Diana thought they ever could be after the demon attack. Nick was dead; Melissa was broken, Faye's emotions were everywhere now that Jake was back; and Adam was upset with Jakes advances on Cassie. Things with Adam were hard now; things with Adam had never been hard before. They had always been so easy and although Cassie said nothing would happen Dianna almost wished it would so that it would all be over and she wouldn't have to hurt anymore. She was hurt by the way Adam looked at Cassie and how he would act around her. Diana had tried to keep his mind on her and not the Blonde witch, but nothing seemed to be working she had even tried using sex to get his attention.
-FLASHBACK-
"Since when do you cook?" asked Adam with a smug smile on his face.
"Never" Diana chuckled "but I just found the recipe online and followed the directions."
"Well this was amazing" he smiled lovingly at her.
"You're lying" she replied her face growing serious. He tried to speak but she cut him off. "I know it's disgusting, I'm a horrible cook" she stuck her bottom lip out pouting.
"Not if cooks are judged on effort and adorableness" Diana looked down blushing with a smile on her lips.
"I miss this" she said. And it was the truth she did, she loved being with Adam. "Feels like we haven't been alone in forever" she paused before beginning again "remember when we were the only two witches we knew?"
"Ya and then you had to go and ruin everything and tell the others" he teased.
"Sometimes I wish I never found the book and it was just you and me again... being normal." He chuckled at that.
"Well maybe tomorrow I'll cook you something horrible" this caused them both to break out in a fit of laughter.
"Time for desert" she said slowly standing up and making her way to the small table off to the side and setting the tray with the materials on the dining room table.
"Should I get bowls…? Spoons maybe?" he asked slightly confused.
"We're not going to need any of them." She replied seductively straddling him in his chair before spraying some whipped cream along his neck. Adam smiled becoming more and more turned on by her boldness as she leaned in and continued to lick it off.
"You missed a spot" he replied wittingly.
"Oh did I?" Diana asked getting that glint in her eye as she moved to the opposite side of his neck and began kissing it.
"Nope that wasn't it" he responded with a smile as she pulled away. Diana laughed at this as Adam took the whipped cream from her hands and sprayed it on her cleavage and began licking it off. He picked her up before setting her on the ground and chasing her into her bed room spraying the whipped cream as he trailed behind. Next thing she knew they were in her bed room, clothes were being thrown off piece by piece, and they ended up in a heavy make out session rolling around on her bed. All the while Diana couldn't contain the fact that in the back of her mind she wishes it where Faye here with her. But she shoved it far down and tried to focus on Adams lips on hers. It seemed to be working until their phones wouldn't stop ringing. Adam told her to ignore it but she just couldn't. She pushed him off of her and stood up with a disappointed sigh from Adam and looked to see that Faye had been trying to call. She looked at the screen and looked back at Adam a scared look on her face.
"Who is it?" He asked coldly.
"It's Faye" she paused looking down at the screen one more time "They're in trouble."
-END OF FLASHBACK-
And that's how they got here, at the wake. Adam had gotten himself punched by Jake for being jealous. Diana watched the interaction with the blonde shortly after, sad not by the fact that she could see that he was falling in love with the blonde but that after everything she was losing the guy that had been her best friend. Even after he had promised she wouldn't. She casually looked out the window tarring her eyes away from the pair. Faye was out taking the drops her high clearly showing as she watched Faye climb up on to the railing and stick her arms out, as if she were on the titanic. Diana watched as Melissa showed up and started arguing with Faye before she tore her eyes away from them, not wanting to deal with the thoughts at that moment. That's all Diana had done all week. Watched and thought about what she was doing and the pain she was feeling. She walked down the steps in the back to check on Adams dad who had left ten minutes ago. She knew he had been drinking again. She stopped at the counter and brought him coffee the way he likes it with milk. He began his rant about nick but she was surprised when he stopped and looked at her with sad eyes.
"You love Adam don't you?"
"Yes." She responded not quite sure where this was going.
"He is so damn lucky to have you" Adam's dad added.
"Where lucky to have each other" she responded quickly not sure where this was going but began to walk away.
"I wish you were the one Diana you deserve to be happy."
"What?" she was stunned by this outburst.
"It's Adams destiny to be with Cassie Blake" she stared at him not knowing what to say "our families are written in the stars, Adam and Cassie, me and Amelia." She took a deep breath it was all too much.
"I should go" she tried to walk away again a tear escaping her eye but he stopped her.
"The sooner you let him go the sooner you can be free" she turned back around "Trust me" he spoke his voice dropping a little lower "Bad things happen when you mess with fate." They just stared at each other before she could take it no longer.
Later that night she walked back in to the Boat House knowing Adam was the only one left.
"Hey… What happened? You disappeared."
"I went for a walk."
"I'm sorry" he sighed "for the way I acted."
"Your dad told me about you and Cassie being destined to be together." She said cutting him off.
"It's just an old story to make him feel better about being in love with Cassie's mom" he said in defense.
"That's what I want… the kind of love that makes you want to believe in destiny."
"That's what we have." He said moving closer.
"No… because if we did I wouldn't feel like I do right now" she cried.
"Diana" he said almost begging "I love you, you know that. She shakes her head.
"There is a way you look at Cassie that I could never understand and I think I get it now. Its wonder, wondering if every time you find yourselves together its choice or destiny… you need to figure out which" tears where now starting in both of their eyes.
"Diana please, you're wrong" Adam begged.
"No" she whispers "I've been standing on the side lines watching it since she got here I can't do that anymore." And she left it at that, she walked out leaving a crying Adam. She too was crying as she got in her car and drove off.
She didn't know how or why but she ended up on the front steps of Faye Chamberlin's house crying into her arms the second the door opened. She didn't understand any of it she had thought she loved Adam but she wasn't sure if it was as much as she thought, he was all she had ever known. But with Cassie, and his actions she honestly believed Adam's dad, and with her thoughts of Faye occurring more and more she just couldn't do it anymore. There was just something about Faye, something she needed in the girl, it scared her. Faye was barley being nicer but that was it. Faye was being nicer and sure the girl flirted with a lot of boy's and when she sent Diana those smirks and winks it was just to get under skin but all that really mattered was that it was Faye's arms she was crying into and that Faye didn't seem to be letting go any time soon. That was enough to show Diana things were definitely changing for good or bad she didn't know.