Dark Revenge
Author: JuliaAtHeart
Disclaimer: I wish I owned Alias, but I don't. It belongs to ABC and JJ Abrams.
A/N: I am working on the next chapters; tell me if you want them.
Rating: um… PG13…. I don't know….
Pairing: Sarkney

I sat on the floor cloaked in the shadows, trying not to cry. He was gone; the call has confirmed my greatest fear. A simple telephone call had changed everything. Everything was diffrent now.

The one man, on the face of the planet that I trusted was gone, dead, most likely buried. And now, for the first time in two years I was truly alone, there would be no comforting arms to hold me, no soft hands to wash the blood off my hands. There would be no more consoling silence, or those fleeting glances that made my heart miss a beat. I was alone; Julian had broken his promise and left me. I hated him for it. How dare he leave, how dare he betray me in this eternal way.

I was shaking and the tears flowed down my cheeks, breathing became a hard task and I was falling apart. I stood and made my way in the bedroom we had shared, and leaned against the door panel for support as my body trembled with sobs. I walked into the closet and saw all his dark suits. That flawless Armani that he was so known for. Where would they go, now that he was gone...? Where would I put his Cologne, and what about his wristwatch the he had forgotten to take with him? I looked around my mind not being able to understand how he could be gone. Without thinking I sunk to the floor and pulled his jogging sweater to my chest, breathing in the scent that was simply Julian. I breathed deeply and in my minds eye I saw his piercing blue eyes, that smirk which had driven me crazy for so many years.

I sprung to my feet and ran, until I was outside, looking up as the rain pounded on the ground. I stared into the heavens as though they held the answer. "Give him back to me! I refuse to accept this... he wasn't supposed to die," but my cries fell on deaf ears. I sank to my knees as the cold rain assaulted my back. I had already given up so much had so much stolen from me. This wasn't fair; the one time Julian had gone without me he had been killed. We had stayed away from the CIA and the Covenant for so long, we had disappeared. And when we had taken part it was always carefully done through Simon. Now I was alone, someone had killed the man I love... the man I had loved.

The feeling went out of my limbs, the world was blurred, my head was heavy, but my heart burned with love, pain, and a dark rage. I had lost the only thing that kept me going, and now that ones responsible would pay. Blood for blood. But somehow that didn't seem like enough... no one life would never be enough... as I sat on the concrete I died, losing the last part of Sydney that I had retained, her love of life. I was becoming Julia. I would go beyond killing to revenge Julian. Caressing my gun I walked away from the place that held so many wonderful memories for me, I walked away from the last remaining ounce of light that pierced into the blackness of my heart. I was thirsty for blood. But first thing first, it was time to reestablish myself as Julia Thorne, easily done with a visit to an old friend.