To my fellow titans-

Huh- Death is a fickle fate. Everyone must experience in their lifetime. It's impossible to avoid. But I've decided to experience it now. And yes, I do know this means no coming back, but by the time you read this, I'll already be long gone. If you look out the window, you'll see for yourself.

Death is a twinge of both fear and relief. It's very complicated to explain what you feel before you die. You don't feel anything. You just feel cold and alone, like what I've felt for the past few years. But don't let that worry you. My death should be circumvented to you. If you have no idea what that means, you should just forget about it and ignore it. Pretend like it never happened.

I know I was never wanted around here, so here's my gift to all of you. It seems my best just wasn't enough, and I understand now. I was too blind to notice before. I tried to be good, tried to do good deeds, but you know what they say, no good deed goes unpunished. So, a few days ago, I vowed to never do a good deed again. And today, I've just proven to you all that I can keep my words, and I've done a horrible thing- well maybe not to you, but it was a bad deed to end it all.

Now this may come to you as a shock, but I've been limited for quite some time. I always thought that there were no limits, but I was wrong. There are limits. Limits no one can surpass, limits too far and too high to reach. Now I want to share a personal though with you.

Ever since I was little, all I wanted to do was be free, have a good life, and now that my story has ended, I guess I had been clueless at that time. When I was that age, I had no idea I would commit suicide, just to please my friends. But now I've also been put out of my misery, and now I'm truly free. From my father, free from trying to meet and pass standards.

But you all must know, that you have affected my lives dearly, and for that I will always have something to be thankful of. You may hate me or you may not, but I know that you were all part of me in someway.

And you want to know something else? I've been told that things happen for a reason. I think that being on this team was supposed to happen for a reason, but that reason was never explained. Don't waste your tears over me, I don't need your sympathy. But I'm in a better place now, wherever I am, because now I have nothing to worry about.

But you all have affected my lives because you were all dear to me, so true. Or, at least I thought so. Don't think of me anymore. We're not as far away as you think though. Only as far as we can go, and perhaps there is a boundary for that too. But that boundary is about how much you truly cared about me.

If you look up right now into the moonlit sky, only if you had truly cared about me, will you see me, smiling down at you. I thought I should let you guys know this, before we parted. I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye in person, but this will have to do. As I right this, my tear are dripping onto the paper. That's why it's so damp. I'm sorry for everything.

You guys will be in my heart always, and I'm glad I was on this team, but I couldn't dare let anything else happen to you. I sacrificed my self for you- my last gift. But what am I apologizing for? None of it matters anymore, because I won't be around to continue anymore.

So though this is very difficult for me to write, this is my hardest, saddest and longest goodbye. SO know that you are always in my heart that is now broken. I'm sorry to be so emotional, but this is all true. Know that you are the most important thing in the world to me, and for that, I thank you. And though I am crying terribly this moment, I will miss you all.

Goodbye…

-Raven