I do not own anything in my story except for the plot J. K. Rowling owns all characters

I warn u now Peter will not be around very much I hate him so ha ha

The sun was beginning to rise and as it fell against the face of a beautiful young woman with dark auburn hair. Her eyes fluttered and revealed the most hypnotizing jade green eyes. A year ago these eyes were full of emotion and happiness now they were empty cold and alone. Her name was Lillian Marie Evans

She couldn't get up she was in pain.Another rough night. This time it was worse. After beating her to a bloody pulp he had the gall to rape her and say it was all her fault and she believed him. He had dislocated her right shoulder and had cracked a couple of her ribs. She had bruises from head to toe. She struggled against him and that was the wrong thing to do. Lily had to get up now and deal with the dislocated arm. It has happened before and all she had to do was pop it back in place and bandage it. Girl scouts did pay off.

She readied herself for the pain and quickly popped her loose arm back into the shoulder. She would have to wait only one more week of torture and then she could go back to her safe haven of hell. She was miserable there too what was she to do deny the rumors that were spread around about her fight back after every prank pulled by the Maurders. Oohh the infinite Maurders James Sirius Remus and Peter aka prongs padfoot moony and wormtail. She knew about their illegal outings with the werewolf. But hey it was an honorable thing to do for a friend. James hated her with a passion after she foolishly just stopped saying a word to him. She would nod and shake her head but never a word unless it was no. he would ask her out constantly. But then one day he just stopped and she felt a pang in her heart when he did. She would often look back and ask herself if it wasn't such a wise decision to say no to him then beat him in a quidditch game. She was afraid of heights now after James had played a cruel joke on her and caused her to infinitely relive her worst moments in life and she fell fifty feet onto the floor and spent a week and a half in a coma and another week recovering.

She snapped out of her thoughts about the maurders and went down to the kitchen to begin her stepfather's breakfast. She was done by the time he went downstairs and left immediately for work. She had to go to diagon ally today to pick her school things She took a cab to the leaky cauldron and entered through there. Her day went by smoothly until when she went to pickup her last book and after paying for it ran into an unwanted being. James stood there with his smug grin on the petite girl on the floor

"Well, well, well if it isn't little miss perfect." He turned around waiting for two other people to catch up to him. Remus and Sirius came up behind him with a bag full of zonkos goodies. Sirius smiled at her he and she had secretly become friends in a way. He mended her when she was broken. It was his father whom did this to her after his mother died and her father died their parents got together and now lived separately. He was her brother by marriage he stood up for her and because of that and for standing up for mudbloods he was kicked out and now lives with James. No one knew and that's they way they both liked it. It was easier on there friends. She turned her head away and tried to get up but was finding it difficult to do so because of her cracked ribs and recently relocated shoulder.

"So Evans fallen and can't get up allow me to help you. He grabbed her roughly by her shoulders and stood her up onto her feet handing her, her bags. She took a sharp intake of breath and her face showed her signs of pains.

"Well in pain huh lets see why." For once she spoke to him directly and tried to get away.

"No please James leave me be I just want to be left alone." He tilted his head to the side as if taking into serious consideration her words then he roughly turned her around and moved her shirt to the side of each shoulder. He exposed her bandages and the bruises all around her neck. She flinched as he did this. Then suddenly turned her around and looked into her dead eyes finally really taking in the sparkle that was usually there. Sirius objected to them staying here and said he had a date later so if they could move along but James was furious he wanted no needed to know who did this.

"Evans who did it or are you going to give me bullshit lie saying that you tripped and fell." She shivered violently. And tears welled up in her eyes. She didn't know what to say to him but she had to say anything but the truth. She looked into his eyes and ……………

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