By: Neko-chan
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing. I have never claimed to own Gundam Wing. But, really, in another universe, I'm friends with all of the anime series' creators, and I DO actually own the anime shows!! *laughs manically* Um.....*ahem*......anyways, this is my last and final 'mind' fic for the G-boys. This one is about Quatre.
Innocent Eyes
I look into a mirror, and I see soft blonde hair, and innocent blue-green eyes. But, sometimes, appearances can be deceiving.
I have blood on these beautiful white hands. I have killed many, and I regret their deaths, but still--I kill. If a person would look into my eyes, they would never expect to be looking into the eyes of a killer.
I have changed, since I first became a Gundam pilot. In the beginning, I would warn the people, my enemies, to give up---to surrender. But not anymore. I kill them, without warning, without giving them a way out.
I smile softly--dangerously. Like they ever took my offer of a way out, I think cynically. This war has changed me, this I know. And yet........I do not regret the tearing away of my innocence. The destruction of my naivety.
Sometimes, and this is something no one knows, I revel in my killing. I take pleasure in knowing that I have one less enemy to fight.
Many people, my 'friends' included, thought that I had become insane because of the Zero system and the death of my father. What they didn't realize was that I was finally showing my true self. If Heero hadn't stopped me, and if Trowa hadn't tried to sacrifice himself, I would have blown that colony to oblivion--and enjoyed it, too.
No one has truly seen the real me, just the picture I give them. Cute, innocent, still naive--despite the war that I have fought in.
So, remember:
Appearances can be deceiving.