You know when I look back, I'd never of pictured this, I wouldn't have pictured us.
But it fits Nick. We fit. I wouldn't go back Nick, I never want to go back. I was falling and you saved me. You know I wasn't looking for this but I suppose I was just looking for you and sometimes things happen, the way we fell in love was quite mysterious. But reality is I'm still falling, falling hard. I'll always be falling.
You know the day at the bistro I came to see you after Erica lost your baby, to see if you were okay, you listened to me talking about my baby, my baby girl. You were there listening to me, comforting me, even though you were hurting to. I fell in love with you then, I think I'd actually already fallen I just didn't know it yet. But you held my hand, and the slightest touch sent sparks flying. How do you do that Nick? Make everything okay, just by the touch of hand.
The day we got together. You took me in to your arms, you could see I was crying but didn't say anything, just held me, the sound of your heart beating softly beneath my head, i forgot everything all the pain, the factory, all of it. It comforted me, it was warm, i was safe. Safe in your arms and i never wanted to let go. In that moment, it was just you and me. It was us. We found love in that moment. Right where we were.
The way you kiss me, God, your slow ones, or the passionate ones. Or just the kisses you place in my hair or on my forehead, Whether we are at home, the Bistro or even just the middle of the street, it's as if time is going in slow motion until our lips meet, and when they connect, its virtually stopped. Time has stopped. Until we break apart. In that moment, nothing else exists. It's just us. I feel everything Nick. All of it, all your love. Sometimes i feel I can taste it Nick, I can taste your love, it's intoxicating. I remember it all, every kiss. I couldn't forget them.
Your smile, It's always there, it's etched. Etched in my mind the way it lights up your entire face, I love seeing you smile, I know you make me happy Nick, so happy. You can walk in a room and my stomach flips. Do i give you that feeling to Nick? That smile, is the one thing that gives me hope, hope that I do the same for you and it's always there Nick, your smile is forever in my memory.
I know I make a lot of mistakes, a hell of a lot more than most. I'm trying to get better Nick, really trying, trying for us. I hope understand that. But maybe all that pain Nick, every ounce of it, all of it has got us to where we are today, this moment, this is what it has lead us to. It made us stronger. I remember you saying we are stronger when we are together, i didn't believe you then, or maybe i just didn't want to hear it in that moment. But i know now, you were right. So right. You told me that I know where you are when I need you, and I do, your here Nick. You're always here. And that's just it, we found love right where we are.