Chapter One

BELLA'S POV.

Edward said he loved me. He acted as if he truly did love me, like i was his everything. He was my everything. Then he left. Told me he didn't want me. I just wanted to die. Jacob helped put me back together. Made me feel like the girl I used to be, not whole but together. Then Jake disappeared. I went to see him and Sam Uley told me to go away and never come back. Jacob had joined Sam Uley's cult. I had lost Jacob because I wasn't strong enough to fight for him. Now he is gone. Everything I love goes away. Life isn't worth living. Life is hard. Pointless. Uncaring. Unforgiving. I hate my life.