Fall to Pieces

Authors Note: It is a Willow and Kennedy fanfic but Faith is a major role in it. Kennedy is a musician so is faith. Kennedy hasn't met faith. Faith and Willow had a very dysfunctional relationship in the past. Faith still has feelings for willow but does willow still have feelings for faith???? Read and find out R&R!!!!

Spoilers: none

Disclaimer: Joss Whedon owns it but everyone knows that so.... why bother stating it....

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INTRODUCTION:

As she watched her redheaded lover sleep she was reminded of how much she truly loved her. She loved her smile, her freckles, and the way she babbled it was so cute. She was absolutely undoubtedly in love with this woman.

The redhead began to stir she mumbled something Kennedy couldn't make out it sounded like she said something about tadpoles but she wasn't sure. Her thoughts were broken when she noticed the redhead opened her fiercely green eyes and was smiling up at her. "Good morning beautiful." Kennedy greeted her lover. The redhead smiled and stretched "good morning" Kennedy then noticed a small frown on Willows face "what?" Kennedy asked her "its not morning is it?" Kennedy chuckled "umm...no it's not morning it about 3:00 pm" they both started to laugh they had a couple of hard weeks but in the end it made their relationship stronger.

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3 weeks prior:

Willow was watching Kennedy on the stage at The Bronze performing with her band The Rogue Rebellion. Buffy and Xander were there with her. Xander was watching Kennedy with drool on the side of his mouth. He had the hots for Kennedy since she moved to Sunnydale. "too bad she is a lesbian" he said accidentally out loud "uh....I mean....what?" Buffy and Willow just shook their heads and laughed.

Kennedy was the lead guitarist for her band and she sand once in awhile. Willow began to smile as she thought of how much she really liked Kennedy she was smart and made her laugh and a bonus Kennedy thought her babbling was cute! Willow then began to think what is with me and musicians? Just as she thought it Buffy said it "what is with you and musicians?" willow laughed "I was just thinking that and I have no idea." "I mean you've dated like three" Buffy continued "first there was Oz then there was Faith..." at that name willow zoned out.

Faith. Willows worst addiction. One of her best and worst relationships. Faith had two personalities one that was sober and one that wasn't. The sober version was loving, caring, and kind. She treated willow like a princess. The one that wasn't beat her emotionally, physically and mentally. Willow tried many times to break up with faith but she couldn't she loved her too much. Faith had loved willow too. That why she left she couldn't bear the pain she was putting willow through, but when she left she left willow broken and hurt she had loved faith with her heart and soul. She thought she wouldn't ever feel that way again. Till she met Kennedy.

Kennedy loved her and willow knew it. Willow brow furrowed at this thought she wasn't sure if she loved Kennedy she knew she liked her a lot but did she love her? She didn't know. Her train of thought was broken by Kennedy waving her hand in front of her face "hello anyone home?" Kennedy joked with a chuckle. "huh?...oh yeah." "deep in thought?" Kennedy asked with her head tilted and a small smile. Willow smiled back a nodded "yeah....kinda...I think so" "whatcha thinking about?" willow smiled "you." Kennedy smiled back and gently kissed willow.

Kennedy broke the kiss and asked "you want a drink?" "yeah sure rum and coke." Kennedy nodded then asked the others if they wanted anything. Buffy and Xander shook their heads. She smiled and walked towards the bar.

Willow watched her girlfriend walk to the bar thinking of how she was so lucky to have Kennedy and how she didn't deserve her when her phone went off. She had gotten a text message. Weird, she thought everyone I know is here. She looked at her caller id. She recognized the number right away. She could feel her heart beating in her throat, her hands were shaky and her palms were sweaty. She began to get really dizzy. Buffy saw how willow was acting and she got worried "will are you okay?" willow opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out. She tried again it came out as a whisper "faith." Willow the fell off her chair and everything went black.

Authors Note: really short chapter I know but it's were I ended it so deal with it. Review PLEASE!!!